(Bella's thoughts-pretty boring I know but I wanted to give you some background information about Jacob and Bella's relationship haha just cheesy cute things from the past mostly but I hope you like it all the same drama soon to come!)

For all you Jacob lovers out there! :P

Bella's POV:

Edward and I had just said our goodbyes after he walked me to my dorm and left with a final and gentle peck on the lips.

Alice was away with Jasper so I had time to recollect all of my thoughts of the day so far.

First being my first kiss with Edward, and the way my lips tingled and buzzed. He could make you feel like the luckiest person alive with just one look.

The Second being Jacob's arrival, Sure he had always been a friend an nothing more but I had always secretly had a little crush on him, not that I'd admit it. But I think when he told me about his feelings for me instead of being happy I now realize I had been terrified, of what was to come and how our friendship would be affected.

Jacob had also came all the way here for me, Sure he said he was here for 'the degree and sunshine..' but I knew the real reason was for me. I could tell because although he said he came for 'sunshine' he'd always been the one to run outside in the rain as a kid or jump in the puddles and slash me so I'd run after him and trip into a puddle and mum would tell me off for getting my clothes wet..

Jacob would always help me up afterwards though, and I'd be so angry I'd snob him for the rest of the day until after endless childish groveling and saying sorry numerous times and a hug then I'd forgive him.

My secret feelings for him had a hand in me forgiving him, no matter what he did he would fix it and I'd forgive him.

My first and earliest memory of Jacob was when we were seven and at school on the very first day, I remember sitting at the table coloring a picture with my brand new crayons, Then a cute boy came confidently up (Jacob had always had confidence that was one thing I'd been envious of) his big brown eyes crinkled at the edges and he laughed saying "why are you staring at me like that" and pokes me breaking my trance. Mum had always taught me to be kind to others so I invited him to join. He said "sure why not" and we started drawing

While we colored in our pictures, he accidentally broke my favorite blue crayon. When I started to cry he suddenly gave me a hug and told me to cheer up he felt so bad that day. The next day I found a new blue crayon in my bag with a note saying: I like you please be my friend forever x J. I still have in the 'treasure' box next to my bed

Ever since then we had been inseparable until now.

A few weeks after the crayon incident, I started being bullied by a big kid. Every school has one. Funnily enough I got on their bad side by tipping over and happened to knock them down at the same time.

Jacob noticed me shy away every time the bully was close and that snack time asked me what was wrong. I told him about the bully the next thing I know Jacob wasn't sitting down and was confronting the bully. I remember being so worried for him He didn't fight him but he must have said something because the bully ran away and never bothered me after that and Jacob was always by my side.

During puberty things got harder, Jacob wasn't himself.

Jacob would still tell me things when I was down but they took on a whole new meaning. Like when I went though the awkward fizzy hair and braces stage. The day I got them on and ran to him for comfort he told me I'd never looked more beautiful.

I still say he was just trying to make me feel better because I saw a picture when I was packing up before leaving for college all I can say was it wasn't pretty! Alice would have had a field day if she saw it.

I remember on a hot summer when we were 16 we were down at the Rez swimming and Jacob told off his shirt revealing his extremely toned chest and arm muscles. He jumped in while I stayed back not letting myself get to close to him incase I were to trace his muscles or drool. When he came out the river for a snack I'll never forget the way the water droplets seemed to be in slow motion dripping down out of his shoulder length choppy dark hair and ran over his broad shoulders running down his abs and all the way down to his feet.

He shook his hair spraying me with water to which I protested.

I'd never been one for swimming I didn't really get the hang of it plus with my land co ordination do you really think why water co ordination was any better?

He had been my partner for the prom (as friends) in our senior year, and I remembered the kiss he gave me that shaped and changed our relationship forever that was the night he admitted he loved me and the last time I saw him until today.

Him being here triggered something.. sure I was in love with Edward and happily going out with him although Jacob being here made secret repressed feelings creeping back up at me.

I didn't know what was to come..

I didn't know how to act..

I guess I'll find out in time…

I must not have heard the room phone ring because the next thing I knew I heard a massage said out loud on the answering machine..

"Heyyy .. it's me.. Jacob.. I was wondering if you'd like to catch up.. I err have to talk to you.. okay umm I guess I'll see you later… bye Bella".