Hello everyone! Here's a bit of a late update but fair warning, this one is quite emotional. I really hope you enjoy it and I think most of you will :)
Here's Chapter Ten!
Logan's POV
I walked into the apartment and closed the door, sinking down to the floor and just letting everything run wild with my emotions. I don't understand what I did wrong. What did I ever do to make him want someone else? I gave him everything! I gave him my time, my attention, my patience, my love. I don't understand how he could just go and throw it away in a matter of seconds. I buried my face into my hands and just sobbed. What else was there to do? He had lost all trust from me so there was barely any chance of him coming back. But I still worried about him…I wonder what he's doing now. Probably going back to finish what he had started back in the elevator. Oh God, I don't even want to think about that. More tears emptied from my eyes like a never ending river. What stopped me was Kendall's phone vibrating erratically on the coffee table. I got up and looked at the caller ID, a picture of his mother smiling back at me.
"Hi, Mrs. Knight," I say, trying to hide the fact I'd been crying to no avail.
"Logan, sweetheart, what's wrong?" She asked worriedly. The tears returned to my eyes and I just sobbed into the phone for a few minutes. I had to tell her.
"K-Kendall c-ch-ch-cheated on me," I choked out.
"What? He was supposed to come fix things with you!" Fix things?
"Well I caught him wi-with Carlos in the elevator," I sobbed, remembering the sight of Carlos hovering above Kendall, eyes hungry with lust.
"Do you need to come over?" Mrs. Knight asked kindly. The last thing I wanted to do was to be with anybody but myself.
"N-no I'm okay," I said though it was a lie. I wasn't okay and I wasn't sure when I ever would be again.
"Okay. Well just so you know, Kendall was going to tell you that he loved you but I don't know what went wrong. Stay strong, honey," With that, Mrs. Knight disconnected and I was left staring at the screen of Kendall's phone. He loved me? What did she mean by that? Of course he loved me, well did love me now I guess. I sunk down onto the couch, still staring at the blank phone screen. Kendall was going to tell you he loved you.
"We'll make it to tomorrow and past the sorrow, I hope we never fall apart, hope we never fall apart," Kendall strummed the last chord of the song he had just written and looked to Logan for advice. "Well?"
"Pretty good, awesome actually," Logan replied. The song really was a hit but Logan couldn't help but wonder if the song was about him. The wind breezed through the palm trees in the park at the awkward silence that had now filled the air.
"Thanks, Logan, it means a lot. But you should really know why I wrote this song," Kendall said, his green eyes staring at his shoes and a smile broadening across his face. Logan's heart began to race, maybe his thoughts were finally right for once.
"I was wondering what it was about," Logan smiled, trying to make Kendall feel like he was interested instead of wrapped up in his thoughts.
"I-I wrote it about…you. The song is for you. I love you Logan and I'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable now or whatever but I needed to get it out somehow and-" Kendall's constant babbling was instantly cut off by Logan's warm lips. Their first kiss. Logan pulled away blushing.
"Sorry. Hey, I love you too if that helps any," Logan awkwardly smiled and Kendall's whole face brightened up.
"Really? You do?"
"Always," Logan replied and pulled him in for another kiss.
Kendall may be stupid most of the time, especially now, but he really was a sweet kid. Maybe I had pulled away from him too much. Maybe it was my fault that he had gone to find someone else. Or maybe I was just too clingy? I don't know but I could sense it was my fault. He really has always loved me. I really have always loved him. I needed to find where he was. Good thing I knew exactly where to look…
"Kendall? Kendall, man, wake up! Please!" Carlos was shaking the blonde's shoulders violently but he wasn't moving. Kendall's lips were pale and his whole face looked a slight shade of blue. It was clear that he had been sleeping in the rain and had suffered through it all night. Carlos sat in a chair across from the blonde and just stared at him. "Please…"
"Carlos get out of here I have to talk to Kendall," Logan said bitterly as he came bounding though the park. Carlos didn't say anything, he just sat staring at the lifeless boy on the park bench. Logan looked over to where Carlos was staring, finding Kendall's body.
"I'm sorry," Carlos choked out as his eyes began to swell with tears. Logan stared dumbfounded at Kendall.
"W-what happened?"
"He must've just slept in the rain but we have to do something Logan! He won't respond," Carlos sobbed. Logan ran over to Kendall's body and fell to his knees, his fists pounding on the blonde's chest and tears falling from his eyes once again.
"Kendall please, wake up! I need you! Please don't leave me! Please! I-I love you! I'm sorry for whatever I did to make you leave me for someone else! I'm sorry! I was stupid to let someone like you go! Please just wake up! I love you!" Logan sobbed into Kendall's chest, still pounding at it and babbling apologies. Carlos put a hand to Logan's shoulder.
"He was gonna leave me you know. All of this mess is my fault and I'm so sorry. I'll leave you alone, I'll leave Kendall alone but I want you to know this, he loves you Logan. He never meant for any of this to happen. So don't blame yourself, blame it on me," Carlos turned to walk away but Logan grabbed his hand.
"Stay. Please," he said and Carlos sank down to the ground with him.
"Okay,"
Once Carlos sat beside Logan, Kendall's body shook with coughs as he sat up, a stream of water flowing from his mouth.
"Kendall!" Logan shouted. He immediately threw his arms around the blonde's body. Kendall hesitantly wrapped his arms around Logan.
"Y-you're w-warm," he said.
"Yes, baby, I know. I know," Logan said and caressed the back of Kendall's head.
"Where am I?" Kendall asked.
"You're in the park," Logan replied. Kendall looked down at Logan with a confused look.
"What am I doing here?"
"You don't remember leaving to come here last night?" Carlos asked him. Kendall simply shook his head. "You slept here overnight?" Another headshake.
"I just remember rain and then darkness and Logan," Kendall reminisced, his eyes fixated on Logan holding him, rocking him in his arms.
"We have to get you to a hospital," Logan said and started to get up.
"Don't leave, I'm cold," Kendall said and pulled Logan's arms back around his waist.
"Okay," Logan pulled Kendall closer so he could serve as some sort of warmth until the ambulance got there.
"I'll call the ambulance," Carlos said and Logan nodded his approval.
"Logan?" Kendall said.
"Yes, sweetheart?"
"I wanted to tell you that I love you,"
Logan stared down at the blonde with teary eyes. He hugged him closer so Kendall's ear was pressed to Logan's chest, his heartbeat audible only to the blonde.
"I love you too,"
There you go all you Kogan stayers! What did you all think? I hope you enjoyed it! Also, I wanted to let you guys know that this story is beginning to come to a close. BUT the way I want to end this story could lead to a possible SEQUEL. So my question to all of my wonderful readers is this: Would you want a sequel to You Got A Way? Let me know! Thanks for all your support in the reviews, favorites and what not : )
