Hey guys sooooo I was able to hold almost a week to not upload but its time I did so here is part two of Open Books! Sadly I have been having some writing blockage so I'm just a bit in to the next chapter but on the bright side I got another idea for another Fic! :D I will be working on the first chapter for it and see if I can handle two Fics at once, this fic was inspired by a friend of mine who just wrote the song and I was aloud to use the lyrics. I won't say who it is cause I don't know if she will be comfortable with that but the name for it will be These Demons Of Mine.
So for now ENJOY!
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Open Books part2
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After the over load of information we had placed on the girls we had dinner and much to my surprise, both Alice and Rosalie got along quite well with the others. Even with Victoria which wasn't much of Leah's or my approval. After dinner Leah and I took the girls home, more like we followed them home. They knew we were following them, when they got home they went to their rooms. Rosalie's room was the only one that had a window. There was still somethings that I needed to tell her as well as Leah had to tell Alice.
Leah and I waited out in the tree line for them to finish their night routine. While we waited for them to be done Leah took the time to fill me in with what had happened in the woods. It was no surprise that this guy was Alice brother. I had pieced it together but I had hoped it was just a coincidences. This only left me to confirm that this Royce guy was the one to hurt my Rosalie, and again it was confirmed wen Leah told me what her brother had said. I would enjoy ripping him to pieces for the pain he caused my Rosalie.
Rosalie then came and opened her window for us to enter. Alice was there waiting for Leah, as she entered the window Alice dragged her along to her room leaving us alone. I went over to her desk an pulled the chair out then I straddled it backwards facing Rosalie that sat on the bed.
"Why did you sit there and not here with me"
"It will be easier for us to talk like this. If I go next to you I am sure we won't be doing much talking." Rosalie blushed and nodded at me.
"Won't the others hear us talking?"
"No. I placed a charm on the room as well as on Alice's. We will hear them but they can't hear us."
"you can use magic?"
"To a certain extent yes… I know you have a lot of questions and I will answer all as best as I can." Rosalie nodded with a thoughtful face. She is so adorable when she is thinking.
"How old are you" I smiled at her question, I mean out of all that's what concerned her the most.
"Well it's impolite to ask a lady her age" tried to be as playful as I can.
"I'm sorry for asking"
"I was kidding babe. Technically I am seventeen" she mouthed an Oh.
"How long have you been seventeen?"
"For almost five hundred years." She nodded at me again and got quite.
"When you were going to tell me about you. You said you can't phase, Why is that?"
"that is a bit complicated. For most Kitsune when they are growing up they just know whether they are going to be light or dark meaning good or bad. But for me it is different because of my parents. My mother she is a water and ice Kitsune but my dad he is a Nahaul ([Na'wal]). A Na'wal is a were-creature, a human that can take the form of any animal. My mother was a dark Kitsune but my dad he was always good."
"Okay but how does that affect you?"
"I am getting there… when I reach five hundred and I can phase I will have to pick a side, how ever if I phase before that I loose the possibility to be light and will become like my mother." Rosalie seemed to be taking all of this in and processing it in her head. She then nodded
"and when do you reach five hundred?"
"in a couple of weeks"
"So when you reach five hundred you can phase" I shook my head.
"not till I have my fifth tail which I should get when I reach five hundred"
"If you become dark… where does that leave us?"
"there will be no us, there will be no one but me." We both stayed quite. I couldn't phantom the idea of not having Rosalie in my life. She is my gravity and with out her I will be lost.
"what was it that you said to Leah about your accident and some guy you named."
"Do you remember the guy we ran into at the mall?"
"Yeah the blond guy that had on shades"
"Yes him… he is a vampire, that day he followed us here and then back home. I had asked Esme and Kate to keep an eye on you in case he hadn't followed us back home."
"That's why you both left fast wasn't it?"
"Yes… Leah thought he would follow us and he did. Just before we turned to go in he stopped us we got out of the car and confronted him. But he wasn't alone, Victoria was with him"
"Kate's girlfriend?" Rosalie seem surprise. Then again who wouldn't one day she is trying to kill us the next she is on our side.
"Yes her… turns out she is Kate's mate."
"What's a mate?"
"it is your other half. Your soul mate." She nodded at me and I could see THE question forming in her head before she asked I continued.
"anyway we fought them Emmett and Carlisle showed up but Victoria broke Leah's shoulder and that distracted me giving her time to break my ribs and send me in to the side of the car and they got away. Earlier today when we were in my room Leah took Alice out and told her everything because they ran into you brother." Rosalie's eyebrows shot up
"My brother? Edward?"
"Yes him."
"What was he doing in the woods. Why didn't they bring him back home?"
"He is one of the guys that is with James." Rosalie stood up and started pacing.
"That can't be. My brother is not a vampire he is visiting some friends in Canada"
"He is now. And he knows you are with me…" I stood up and went over to her taking her face in my hands as she placed hers on my hips.
"He is not the only one with him"
"Who else is with him?"
"there is a guy named Royce with him too but I don't know if it's the same guy who hurt you." I could hear her heart beet picking up. I pulled her in and she hugged me tight. I couldn't tell her up right it was him.
"I promise I won't let him or anyone hurt you, ever again. If he is the one that hurt you I will rip him in to piece for what he did." Rosalie hid her face in the crook of my neck and sobbed softly. There were still two more things I needed her to know but right now she was my priority.
I pulled her with me to the bed and laid down with Rosalie still in my arms. I let her cry all she needed today has been an over whelming day with all that I told her and her confessing her past.
"everything will be okay baby. You are safe with me. I won't let anyone or anything hurt you." I kept rubbing her back with my palm until she calmed down. It was after one and Rosalie needed to rest for school.
"You need to rest babe you have classes tomorrow." I kissed the top of her head and she sighed. I moved to get out but she tugged me to her.
"I like cuddling you. Can you stay tonight?" I smiled down at her and kissed her cheek.
"If that's what you want then yes."
"Thank you."
"Let me just take my jacket and shoes off." I sat on the side of the bed and pulled my boots off followed by my jacket, under the jacket I only had a undershirt. I heard Rosalie gasp from behind me then I felt her hand on my right shoulder. I relaxed in to her touch then her fingers traced the paw tattoo that comes out from under my shirt.
"is there more?"
"yes"
"can I see it?" I didn't answer her instead I pulled my undershirt over my head exposing my back.
"It is beautiful." Her voice was full of awe. Rosalie the traced the mountains of the scenery on my back they were mountains covered in snow. Seven paw prints run down from my shoulder to the fox hiding in the shadows facing the moon over the mountains. The tattoo covered the top half of my back, shoulder to shoulder.
"I had one of the best tattoo masters do it for me"
"Did it hurt?"
"Not really. Want to know what's it to me?"
"If you don't mind"
"I will always tell you what ever you want… the paw prints they are one for each member of my family."
"But they are seven, and its only six of them"
"the seventh is for my father, he was the one that raised me before Carlisle took me in…"
"The fox that's you right?"
"Yes."
"Why is it in shadows?"
"because for a long time I was alone I kept to my self after my father died…"
"I'm sorry"
"It's okay he died a very long time ago."
"what about the mountain and the moon?"
"That is a place in Japan. Sapporo, Hokkaido to be specific. My dad and I lived there for a short time when I was a kid. Those mountains remind me of home, I used to love going out for night walks and just sit in the snow looking at the moon disappear behind the mountains. Charlie would go with me sometime and he would always tell me a story of the moon searching for her love; that's why she would come out one way and hide in another. It's crazy but I used to believe it we I was younger"
"it was very sweet of you to have done something like this" She still didn't move her fingers instead she placed both hands on my shoulder blades and moved them upward to my neck. Rosalie's breath came out hot against my neck before she kissed me. I was getting turned on.
"Rose.." my voice came out deep and heavy. I knew she could feel what she was doing to me but this was not the place or how I wanted our first time to be, so I stood up and slid my shirt back on.
Rosalie was kneeling on the bed and I went over to her. And pulled her to me, I could see the insecurities running in her eyes. With my index finger I lifted her face so she would look at me.
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be. I just don't want our first time to be like this." I could tell she was doubting that I wanted her in that way and I had to show her that I did want her. I kissed her soft. At first she didn't kiss back then she slowly started to respond. Her hands pulled me by my neck keeping me in place. We both moan at the same time as I laid her down.
Rosalie was on her back with me on top of her. Both her legs wrapped around my waist, one of my hands was holding her side and the other was under her arm supporting my weight. Our kiss didn't break until we both needed air.
"I love you" The words didn't register in my head till I had already said it. Rosalie was quite for a while then she smiled at me.
"I don't know if it is too soon to say that but… I love you too" I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and we both laughed. After that I laid down next to her and she snuggled next to me, her head on my shoulder and her arm locked around my mid section keeping me in place. Rosalie soon fell asleep; for a long time I stayed looking at the sealing. This was the first-time in centuries that I can say I feel at peace and complete. My phone buzzed in my pocket.
You staying with Rosalie? – L
Yeah she asked me to. N u? – B
Same Alice won't let me go says I'll be her big teddy – L
:D Haha! – B
How you doing with everything? – L
I am a little worried about how she will feel tomorrow when she gets up. – B
I know this was all too fast but she is a strong girl and I can see she loves you a lot. Don't worry it will all be fine – L
I hope so. Goodnight lee – B
Goodnight Izzy – L
I had three days to find a way to make things right. All James wanted was me but all I wanted was to kill Royce. There would be no way to come out of this with out someone in my family getting hurt. Leah and Esme had been hurt by them and it was because of me. I wouldn't forgive myself if someone else was hurt because of me.
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I felt Rosalie stir in my arms as her alarm went off. Neither of us had much sleep and waking up was harder than I thought, it took me at lease half an hour to wake up n about forty for Rosalie.
Rosalie groaned next to me and hid her face in my neck. Her leg pushed up pressing on my semi-hard member. I bit my lip trying to suppress a moan and shifted a bit to the side in order to hide my erection.
She is going to be the death of me….
"Why you hiding from me? You can't stop the reaction you body has to me" I stiffen but her voice still sounded sleepy, her heart was beating jut a few beat faster as her face turned reddish.
"Baby you need to wake up" I caressed the side of her face trying to wake up.
"Mhmm I don't want to" her hand that was on my stomach went down to the edge of my cargo pants I had on and dipped in a bit.
"Rose baby…. Please wake up. You have to go to school" I took her hand and pulled it out and placed it on her tummy then I mover her to lay down on her back as I laid down next to her on my stomach.
"Rosie" I kissed her shoulder
"Baby" I kissed at her collarbone she moaned softly
"Come on baby, wake up" I kissed at her neck and she stirred a little.
"That's it come on love, open those beautiful eyes" I kissed her cheek, her lips and the tip of her nose, then back to her lips. She started kissing me back and knew she was awake.
"Are you going to wake me up like this every morning?" smiled down at her and placed my hand at her knee
"Mmm, I can think of other ways to wake you up" slowly sliding my hand on her inner thigh going up to her tummy. Her breath hitched, and a faint smell of arousal coated the air. Her face went beet red when she saw me sniff deep and smirk down at her.
"You are such a tease." I was still on my stomach and I was even harder than before.
"Are you going to stay in my bed all day?"
"Maybe" Rosalie got up and sat on my ass both her hands on the dip on my lower back.
"Its nice to wake up with you here." Her hands started to do a massage motion going to my shoulders as she grounded her self on me. A whimper escaped my lips from the friction she caused between the mattress and my dick. Her front pressed against my back and she nipped my ear.
"Who is the tease now?" Rosalie chuckled into my ear as a response and then got off me.
"It's hard to control my self around you."
"I could say the same, go shower its already late." I still didn't dear move from the bed. Rosalie rolled her eyes at me and took out a short pants, a tong and a tank top. She then set a pair of black leather heel-boots with my jacket she kept, placing it on the bed. I sat up against the dash board holding a pillow to my front. When Rosalie left I got up and walked over to her window, Leah came in as I was fixing my dick in the boy shorts to hide my erection.
"Why am I the only one that's ever around you when you have a hard on?" I turned around to see Leah smiling at me.
"Hardy har har very funny"
"I'm guessing you haven't told her yet?" I walked over and sat on the bed.
"No I haven't."
"Do you think that will change her mind?"
"Yes… no, I don't know"
"Bell you already told her the worst and she still here. So why would a difference in your body make her change her mind?"
"You are right. I'll tell her soon." When Leah got close to me her scent made me scrunched up my nose.
"Ugh. No offense but you need to shower, you reek" there was a faint red color to Leah's face now. I could only guess the scent of arousal was from Alice
"Yeah I know, I'm going for a run check around the house."
"Okay but be careful."
"Always am" And with that she left out the window. Someone was coming by and the door cracked open. I instantly made myself disappear. Jake's head popped in an I had to fight every ounce of force to not get up and break his jaw. He pushed the door open and was about to step inside when Rosalie called him from down the hall.
"What do you want in my room?" her footsteps got closer till she was standing at the door. I got up and went behind her and whisper in her ears.
He can't see me or hear me but you can feel me. I kissed her neck and saw her bit the inside of her cheeks
"I wanted to talk with you."
And I wish I could have you right now in front of him
I scratched at her bare legs going up her legs.
"We… have… nothing to talk about" I pressed my self to her kissing her neck and sucked a her skin to leave a mark.
"Why do you have to always be difficult?" her hand went behind her back and grabbed at my pants over my leg pulling me closer.
"Why do you always have to bother me." I hugged her to me and pulled her in to the room while she closed the door in his face. Rosalie turned in my arms and took the collar of my undershirt pushing me against the door.
"You, Isabella are going to be the death of me!" her lips crashed on mine kissing me hard. I didn't know were her body started or where mine stopped. Her hands tugged at my shirt and I pulled it off. I pushed at her till she bumped on the bed and we both fell on it, all the while kissing.
A knock on the door followed by Alice's voice breaking us apart
"Rosalie! You better be ready!"
I pulled my shirt on while she went to open the door and Alice twirled in like a ballerina. She stopped dead when she saw me there.
"Oh. Hey Bella"
"Morning Alice" I walked over to Rosalie and pulled her in for a kiss.
"I'll see you after school. Okay?"
"Okay. I thought you and Leah were following us to school?"
"we will."
"Then why are you leaving?"
"So you can finish getting ready and looks like Alice need a sister moment" I walked over and pulled the window open and went to the woods. I needed some fresh air. I sat down at our usual branch and waited for Leah.
"All clear" I almost fell of the tree
"Don't fucking sneak on me like that!"
"Sneak? Dude I called you before I even climb the tree"
"Sorry, I must have been thinking that's all."
"What about?"
"Just stuff" hated not telling Leah about what was running through my head . Out off all in my family Leah is the one I am closets too and not telling her what I was planning would take a lot of effort. It would only be a matter of time before she figured out what I was thinking.
"Does it have to do with James?"
"No… it's everything with Rosalie" a little lie won't hurt right?
"Are you still in doubts?"
"No. Just haven't told her about the mate and her becoming like me or my little problem"
"You don't have to tell her right away just take you time and let it happen"
"But you told Alice"
"Yes I did but that was different." I just nodded at her not wanting to continue with the topic. The girls came out shortly and we followed them to school. When Rosalie parked I pulled my phone out and text her.
You look hot with that outfit and on a bike – B
Thanks *blushing* - R
You know I can see you right ;) – B
Wish I could kiss you tho – R
There was almost no one in the parking lot. I smiled and flashed in front of her making my self in visible so no one saw. I placed a kiss on her lips and saw her jump a little.
As you wish baby
"Bella don't do that, you scared me"
Sorry it's the only way I could kiss you.
"if I keep talking people will think I am loosing it" I laughed and kissed her again just a peck on her lips.
I have to go now. I'll see you after school babe.
Rosalie was about to answer me when I heard his voice.
"Hey baby what do you say if we go out for dinner tonight?"
"Paul. I already told you I am not your baby and I am not going with you anywhere"
Rosalie whisper for me to hug her low just enough for me to hear. I went and wrapped my arms around her stomach pressing my self to her back. I felt her relax into me but to any other it would look like she was holding her weight on one leg and her arms folded under her breast.
"Really Rosalie? I am trying here to make you want this like I do. You already said yes to being my girlfriend."
"I was forced to say yes"
"So?"
"Paul let me make this loud and clear. I. Am. Done. With. You!"
"No you are not. Do you really want Bella to know about your little past."
"Do as you please"
"You will regret this Bitch!"
Rose I can't take this anymore. I need you to pretend punching him cause I will.
Rosalie moved her and recoiled it as I did mines hitting him squared in the jaw. He fell on the ground holding his jaw. I kissed Rosalie one last time before she walked away to class. Emmett and the others were standing by the school door watching. After that I left and met Leah by the wood and headed home. I wasn't sure how everything will turn out but for now I needed to talk with Carlisle and then with all the family.
