Wow, 2 in the morning, I hope u like it.:)

I Own Nothinggg. except for Zoey I guess:/

Ashley's P.O.V.-

My life is in pure hell.

Spencer just walked away from me with Kyla because I am too much of a coward to tell her how I really feel.

Everything I said to Spencer had been thrown all out of proportion, like when I told her I would like to be friends with her, she didn't let me finish!

So she thought I just wanted to be friends with her, trust me if anything, just friends with is last on my list, but I need/have to take things slow.

I'm kidding myself though, me and Spencer were anything but friends these past few weeks.

But I never wanted it to happen like this I have no idea what came over me, god I feel like an animal.

The Monday after Kyla's party, I had it set in mind to tell or maybe make her understand that we could not have anything further than friendship for right now, because I knew anything more would mess everything up.

But now look at us, she wouldn't even look at me during class, and honestly I don't blame her, because I should have stopped this way before she built the courage to.

I feel so horrible for letting Spencer believe that I used her, I have to make her understand that I did not do any of this on purpose.

I just have to figure out how I'm going to go about it, I have to be careful as it is, after all she is my student.

I heard recently that a gym teacher got fired because the school found out she had been dating one of the kids. Then there were rumors that the teacher tried to break it off with the girl, but she didn't take it well and later told on the teacher.

I don't want to be one of those people, I know I'm not one of those people, but saying it to myself is not going to help anything.

I have to make Spencer realize that I want us to work, I want to get to know her before anything else happens.

Jesus, this is too much for me.

Why did I do this to myself?, I can't go on and pretend I don't feel anything for Spencer, but it's for the best right now.

I should have left her alone, because on top of that I'm still with David.

I didn't want to just break up with him and whatever me and Spencer had just turns out to be a little fling.

But I shuold have known better, because the first time I saw her I knew there would be trouble.

I should have just stayed away.

But No, I couldn't stop myself, and now I have to fix this, before I lose Spencer completely.

I'm halfway home when Kyla calls me up.

At first I wasn't going to answer but the beeping became annoying so I answered her on my Bluetooth.

"Ashleyy!, hey, I thought you weren't going to answer for a second."

"Hmm, yea..whats up?" I can tell she's up to something.

"I was just wondering if you and maybe David wanted to go camping with us."

" When you say us who do you mean?"

"Oh, just me Spence, Chels, Carmen, and the guys." Wow, maybe this can be my chance to talk to Spencer.

"Yeah, sure Ky I'll go, I have to ask David to see of he wants to go, is it outdoors?, because you know how I feel about bugs and wild animals."

"Noo, we're sleeping at the cabin, remember the one dad brought for us?, and that's great!, we're leaving at 6am tomorrow…

"Why so damn earlyyy?!?!? Are you guys crazy!"

"Ooo stop being a baby!!, you can sleep on the ride there, its pretty long, just let David drive."

"If he's going!!"

"Well yeah, I have to go, see ya tomorrow!, byee!"

"…Bye"

This weekend should be interesting.

Spencer's P.O.V.-

Eughhh, it's too early for this bullshitt!!!

O My God.

I am currently standing outside of Kyla's house with my bag waiting to see which car I'm going to be riding in.

I guess I was a little too slow getting to Aiden's car because Chelsea, Mike and Kyla are in there with Aiden in the drivers seat.

I heard Glen and Clay were going to meet us up there too.

Kyla told me yesterday someone else will be riding with us, I hope they hurry up because I'm 3 seconds from lying down on these steps.

I thought it would be Carmen, but she called yesterday too to let us know that she couldn't make it.

I don't know who else she invited unless it's Ashley.

I'm praying to god that's it not though.

Her car isn't here either, Kyla told me she stayed over David's yesterday. Ew

I haven't gotten a chance to tell Kyla about the whole thing with me and Ashley yet, I need to tell her soon, because I am going crazy inside.

Speak of the devil, here comes Ashley in her Dodge Charger well David's driving and Ashley looks half asleep in the passenger seat.

I can't help to notice how adorable she looks.

Eughh,This is just fuckin' great.

"Hey Spence, do you mind riding with Dave and Ashley, we have to go pick Zoey up too."

Kyla screams out of the window. God how can she be this hyper in the morning.

I really want to yell yes I do have a problem with this whole damn arrangement.

But I'm not going to let this get to me.

All of that mess is behind me now anyways.

I throw my bag in the trunk of Aiden's car and slowly make my way over to Ashley's car.

I notice Ashley staring at me through the side mirror as I get into the backseat.

I ignore her and say hello to Dave then lean my head against the window to get ready for this dreadful ride.

I plug my earphones in my ear and close my eyes letting the coolness of the glass calm me as we make our way out of the driveway.

After awhile I feel the car come to a stop and I hear voices outside of the car, but I don't bother to open my eyes, I'm to relaxed.

But I guess I have no choice, because now someone is getting in the car beside me and is now taking my earphone out of my ear.

"Hey Spence"

O, it's Zoey!, yayy now I'll have someone to talk to on this hell ride.

"Hey Zoe!, so your dad finally let you come?"

We talk for awhile because honestly I don't get to talk to Zoey as much as the others, I don't know why, it has always been like that.

Sometimes it seems like she falls back and watches everyone or maybe someone in particular.

I wonder if there's anyone she likes. It's not she's ugly she could probably get who ever she wanted.

She has blond hair with green eyes and a body to die for. It's understandable though, the girl plays so many damn sports it's insane.

Kyla told me onetime that Zoey had a crush on me, but I totally ignored it because it had been way before I even knew I was gay.

I wonder if she still likes me.

It's weird once in a while she'll put her hand on my lap or touch my cheek while we're talking.

I'm not complaining, I mean, she's fun to talk to too, makes me feel good.

It feels better to not just be admired for your body, that's for sure.

We stopped talking a little while ago and I notice that Zoey has fell asleep with her head resting against the window. Aw cute.

It's also the millionth time I have felt Ashley's eyes on me.

It's getting pretty annoying, I try to distract myself by playing one of my iPod games but that soon becomes a bore to me too.

I then look out the window and realize that we have like another hour to go until we reach the cabin.

Jesus what to do? What to do?

I make a mistake and take a glance at Ashley, of course she was staring at me and she looks sort of startled that I caught her staring.

She then tries to give me a sorry look that I quickly disregard and go back to fiddling with my iPod.

Well this is really boring.

I can't find anything else interesting to do and David is a dead head, gosh how is she going out with this guy? He hasn't said anything more than hello the whole ride, such a lame ass!

But Ashley's still with him, the reason I have no clue.

I try not to think about it as I begin to nod off to sleep.

Maybe when I wake up we'll be at the cabin.

So right now I think a nap will do.

Any idea's on what might happen at the cabin??

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