I replayed Kyle and my encounter over and over in my head. How did things become so bad between us? Why was he holding so much resentment against me? I closed myself in my room and turned on my laptop as I flopped myself across the bottom of my bed. I quickly logged it on to write out my feelings, which is lame. But it felt like something I wanted to do.

Have you ever have a best friend you were so close too?

You were more like brothers.

That you sat on the phone with them all night

but didn't talk about anything?

Well I have but than one day things started to change.

We used to be together everyday.

We used to talk everyday.

But now nothing but anger and resentment.

The hardest thing is knowing that things will never be the same again.

Everyone needs that one bestfriend.

It's a shame that our friendship did not last forever, like we said it would.

I didn't think anything would come between us.

It's true what they say, you never know what you have until it's gone.

We had so much in common and the thing that hurts the most is the fact that...

It's broken and I wanna fix it but you won't let me.

You broke all the promises we did.

I'll never forget the good times we had together.

What did I do?

If I did something wrong? I'm sorry.

Do you remember when were best friends?

Why did you keep your silence?

Answer me!

Please!

I might say I'm forgetting you now.

But the truth is, I'm waiting for my phone to vibrate

and it's you replying to me.

But you won't.

I can not concentrate on whatever I'm doing.

All in my head is...the memories of when we were younger.

Are you really happy now? Or are you still torn apart inside.

Sometimes I tell myself to just forget him but how could I ever forget my bestfriend?

It's like trying to forget to breath, it just can not be done.

I miss you.

I lost something I did not want to lose.

And if you had asked me to stay, I would have but you never said that.

Remember when you said that I was the one who turned my back on you,

well it seems to me that you were the one who turned your back on me.

After you left my world turned upside down.

Why can't you see how important you are to me?

Please come back to me..

My days go by much slower without you.

But it's your decision, I'm not going to stop you and deep deep down you are still my friend,

After typing everything out I saved it to my computer under a fake name, you just in case someone happened to hack my laptop. I sighed as I reread my work once more before shutting down the computer and closing it.

Later that evening once everyone had returned home I remained up in my room until Mom called for dinner. When I made my way downstairs I was greeted by a overly happy Makayla.

"Hey you!" she greeted

"Hey," I replied

"Guess what?" she asked bouncing up and down with joy.

"What?" I shrugged

"Kenny finally asked me out!" she said all excited

I smiled "Well congratulations."

"I'm so happy!" she smiled "I know it's weird to be talking to you about theses things but you are my best friend."

"Best friend"...I thought to myself 'That word was leaving a bad taste in my mouth.'

She looked at me with concern "Are you okay?"

I tried to shrug it off "Yeah, I'm fine."

"Are you sure?" she questioned "because you don't look fine."

"I'm sure," I replied starting to away from her.

She opened her mouth to say something else but before she could I cut her off.

"I SAID I'M FINE!" I snapped causing her to jump slightly and giving me a look of hurt.

"No need to get all bitchy about it!" she snapped back.

With that said she quickly turned away from me "I'll be back later Mrs. Marsh!" she called to my mom who's head was now poking out of the kitchen.

"Okay sweetie," she replied

"Where are you going?" I asked

"None of you business," she said down low as she pushed past me.

I had to fight the urge to run after her but I knew I had upset her and she needed sometime to cool off.

"What?" I asked my mom as she stood there staring at me.

She just shook her head before returning to the kitchen. "You're such a turd," I heard Shelly mumble from the couch.

It wasn't until much later did she return "Hey," I said from the bottom step where I had sat and waited for her to return.

"Hi," she half whispered as she gently closed the door behind her.

"Where'd you go?" I asked

"Your not my mother!" she replied harshly.

I sighed and looked down at the floor "I'm sorry I snapped at you earlier."

She looked at me...

"It's just that I was upset and I did not mean to snap," I continued.

"What upset you?" she asked slowly sitting next to me on the stairs.

I let out another sigh before explaining what had happened.

"That bastard!" she snapped "I don't understand why he hates you so much."

"Yeah well," I sighed "welcome to the club."

"Here," she said before gently wrapping her arms around my shoulders and leaning her head onto mine. "I'm sorry too."

"I know should not let him get to me but sometimes it's just so hard not too," I explained.

"It's only natural," she replied "I mean you guys were the best of friends and then he just threw it away for some big douche bag."

I nodded before accidentally letting it slip about the night I got beat up.

"What?" asked quickly standing up "he just stood there and laughed?"

"Yes," I replied

She walked towards the door.

"WAIT!" I exclaimed grabbing her by the hand "What are doing?"

"I going to give him a piece of my mind," she replied.

"Please don't," I begged but she is a very stubborn girl.

I followed out the door and right next door to Kyle's house, which by the looks of it he was having another party. She walked right up to the door and rang the doorbell. A few moments later the door opened and Seth stood there with a crooked smile on his face.

"Well hello Hot Stuff," he said "have you come to give me a present?"

"Where's Kyle?" she asked placing her hands on her hips.

"Right here," Kyle replied as he stepped in front of Seth.

Makayla glared at him for a moment before she slapped him right across the check. "You bitch!" he hissed before bring his attention to me. "What's the matter?" he asked "Can't fight your own battles?"

"I didn't ask her to come over here," I explained

"It's because you're weak," he laughed "you have to hind be a girl for fucks sake."

"You're no better!" she spat

His eyes flashed to her "I mean you hide you behind these bullies just to make yourself feel better!" she shouted "When deep down you are nothing but a asshole!"

Kyle just laughed "Are you finished?"

Makayla opened her mouth to say something else but I pulled her away.

"What the hell?" she asked turning back to me

"That's right pussy!" Seth shouted "Walk away with your tail between your legs."

Makayla turned back to him "If it was up to me I all you asses would be in jail right now!"

"Fuck you!" Seth shouted

"Fuck you!" she shouted back

Seth's face hardened "I think it's best you two get going or else your boyfriend is going to get beat so bad he might not survive."

As he said those words I could see the rest of "Kyle's friends" starting to line up behind them.

"Now unless you want to see blood here," Seth smirked "I'm all for that."

Makayla glared at them before turning away and walking back to my house...

"Yeah that's what I thought!" Seth called after us as Kyle laughed beside him.

"I hate them so much," she breathed as we entered my house "those assholes deserve each other."

After she calmed down a bit I decided to let her sleep in my room and I would take the couch.

"Are you sure?" she asked "I mean I really don't mind sleeping on the couch."

"It's fine," I replied as I grabbed an extra blanket and pillow from the hall closet.

"Well then good night," she replied giving me a quick hug.

"Night," I replied quickly returning the hug.

As I laid on the couch I did not realize I had fallen asleep but I guess I did because I had some weird ass dreams. One was about puppies and clowns and another on was about a boat or ship or whatever you want to call it. Sometime during the night I must of gotten hot or something because when I opened my eyes my blankets were kicked off of me. I sat up for a minute or two before laying back down and closing my eyes again. This time my dream felt more real, you see in my dream I was walking down a long hallway and at the end of the hallway was a door. I was nervous but I opened the door and what I found on the other side of the door was just a nightmare. The walls in the room were covered in blooded hand prints but there was no sign of anyone. So I continued but still found nothing...until...

To be continued...

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