I'm soo soo sorry for the wait!

I got caught up in enjoying my first few days of summer vacation.

But I will warn you my updates will be slow in the next few weeks and I will be ending this soon.


As the days drew on I learned numerous things of my past with Samantha. But sadly with my new-found knowledge, my family and Bella drifted apart from me. They just did not understand the necessity it was to find out such things; all their thoughts lingered on the pointlessness of it all. Carlisle seemed to sympathize with me, though.

Samantha was astonishing; the essence of beauty and grace. She was funny, graceful, cunning, charismatic, talented, and well educated; everything a man could ask for. I just could not make a decision between Bella and her. I sat in the sitting room of my parents' old home pondering such things.

"Edward?" A quiet, gentle voice I knew so well asked.

"Yes Bella?" I asked. I watched as she made her way to the sofa to sit next to me. Hesitantly she sat and reached for my hand. She looked fearful.

"Edward," she started. "I-I th-think that once," she paused, "once we go home that we should end us," she was looking down. It seemed as if she was debating on whether or not to continue, she did. "I mean, we can't be together when you love someone else. Edward, it's not right!"

"Bella, please think about it," I pleaded. I just could not understand what brought this on. Tears were streaming down Bella's face, I reached to wipe them away, but she pulled away.

"I have," retorted Bella. She then got up and rushed out of the room. I sat there in shock. What could have gotten into her?

"Edward! What did you do to her?" a strangely angry Alice screeched.

"Nothing!" I exclaimed. "She just ended us and left."

"Oh. I didn't think she was going to cry, in my vision she never did. Oh and Edward, we are leaving."

"What? Leaving?"

"Yes. We feel that it is pointless for us to be here. Your staying, the rest of us are leaving in 10 minuets."

"Carlisle!" I shouted. He came running down the stairs.

"Yes, Edward?"

"Leaving? How come you never told me?"

"Well so…" Carlisle started.

"We thought you were having too much fun with your wife," Alice interrupted. With that she walked out of the room, dragging Carlisle with her.

Ten minuets passed and my family was at the door.

"Edward, we are taking both vehicles back. We figured you'd have a ride with Samantha down the road. Take care my son, call us everyday," Esme stated. She seemed to be the only one who would look at me.

"Goodbye, my son," Carlisle said as he walked out. Esme, Rose, and Emmett followed. Alice was leading Bella out with Jasper. Eerily Alice was reciting Romeo and Juliet in her head, obviously keeping her thoughts from me, all I could get was a scowl.

"Goodbye everyone, I just hope you all can see why I'm doing this," I said. "Bella, I love you, never forget that." She didn't acknowledge she heard me.

I stood there and watched my family and my love load up and drive away and possibly out of my life. I could not tell you what was to happen in the future, Alice could and she was hiding it from me. It could not be good.

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Next Chapter I advice to not read if you are weak of heart.

do not like sex. or are a minor, I will re-warn at the top of the chapter,

I'm not for sure how graphic it will be.