Edward P.O.V.
I am now on my way to La Push. I decided that is Bella no longer loved me that my life wasn't worth living. Am I sure I want to do this? Of course. Bella would be happier if I was gone. After debating for hours on end, I decided that I would wait until one of the werewolves was just on the other side of the line and then step over. It was that simple. As I pulled up to the line I knew there was now nothing left for me to do but wait.
Bella P.O.V.
Oh my God! Not only did I have human traits, I also have visions, and not just any visions, visions of Edward killing himself. It made no since. Why would he want to do that? He was the one who left me not the other way around. Shouldn't I be the one trying to kill myself? Yes. But right now that didn't matter. All that mattered was saving Edward whether he wanted me to or not. I just hope I make it there in time.
Edward P.O.V.
Wow. Who knew that waiting could take such a long time. Even though it had only been minutes it felt like hours. UG! Life can be so frustrating, that's why I'm trying to end mine, well that and to make Bella happy. I hope she will be too. Without me there to bother her she can move on and find someone else. Well there' Jacob. I guess it's time to end this dreadful existence I call a life.
Bella P.O.V.
Why? Why must clumsiness follow me everywhere? I needed to get to Edward! I just wish rocks and tree roots would give me a break for once in my life! If it weren't for them I would be there by now.
Finally!! I'm here!
I walk past the last row and trees and into a clearing I see two things I will remember for the rest of my life.
Jacob on one side of the line, and Edward on the other, about to step across.
"No Edward! Don't!" I yelled as loud as I could while running towards him.
Edward P.O.V.
"No Edward! Don't!" I heard Bella shriek.
Why wouldn't she want me to do this? I thought she hated me. Wouldn't she be happier if I was gone and out of her way? She was now running towards me.
I went to step over the line again but she whimpered in desperation.
I turned around to look at her, not just at her beauty, but at her, what was inside and I couldn't really see anything except, hurt, worry, fear, and confusion, not love. Without love from Bella life definitely wasn't worth living. As I went to step over the line once again I felt a tug on my arm and saw that Bella had finally reached me.
"Edward, please, just don't. I'll leave if I have to but don't."
All I could do was stare at her. I was about to say something but she cut me off.
"I know you may not love me but I…I still love you no matter how many times I tell myself you don't feel the same way. I can barley live in a world without you, let alone in a world without in you somewhere in it at all."
Whoa! That really shocked the hell out of me. I never expected her to forgive or love me again.
"Bella, I just never expected you to love me again. I…I still love you too, whether you believe me or not I do. I-I…oh to hell with it." And I kissed her. For a moment she didn't respond and I was about to pull away when she grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me long and hard. This was the most passionate kiss ever shared between us.
After about five minutes, we both pulled back for unneeded breaths. She then looked at me and said, still unsure,
"Since you still love me, are you ready to go home?"
I nodded and walked back towards to Volvo.
In the car after about a minute of silence she spoke.
"Edward?"
"Yeah?"
"Can you make me a promise?"
"I'll promise you anything."
I looked at her and smirked.
"Only if you promise to never leave me."
To answer that she leaned in a kissed me.
"Deal." She whispered.
I grabbed her hand as we drove into the sunset and towards the rest of eternity together.
Author's Note:
Here it is the long awaited ending of Desperation!!!!! If you watch this story you will see that here soon there will be an alternate ending!!! I really really hoped you liked the story and if you didn't like how it turned out then I'm sorry I couldn't satisfy you. Thanks for reading! I would like to dedicate this chapter to: oh-my-edward, Matsuye, sexy alice cullen, and my buddy Rachel being constant reviewers and helping me pick which ending would be the main and which one would be the alternate.
-Courtnie
