I wish I had noticed clue #2

Naruto-kun and I are waiting for the train to arrive. He said we will go to the amusement park. I think it is so cute. It will be so much fun and probably not awkward as at sitting alone in a chic restaurant. I chuckle by just of the thought of Naruto-kun sitting silently on a leather covered chair in a black suit with an orange tie around his neck. His hair combed in a perfect split. It would be so awkward that I can't even think about the magic romantic moment we are supposed to share. "Sorry Hinata-chan, I have to pee." He says and runs of. Yeah that is also very romantic…

The train will not arrive in another 30 minutes so he has time. I sit down on one of the benches and wait for Naruto-kun to come back. While waiting I see a dark haired boy holding a brunette stopping her from taking the train. The girl tries to shake him off but he won't let go. The same knot from before is forming in my stomach again. I see the girl yelling at the boy but they are too far away so I can't hear her. The boy has a painful expression on his face. The knot in my stomach is tightening and I feel like throwing up. Somehow this reminds me of that ba…person. I don't have the right to call him any names as I am more terrible than anyone in this world. I'm such an…

"Stop! Stay away from my sister. Stop! She's too good for you mister." I pick up my bag and look in it. I don't recall bringing my mobile with me. Anyway, searching for it is kind of useless as it is always under in my bag if I take it with me and by the time I'll find it they always have hung up. So also this time. I find my mobile and call her back, somehow Naruto-kun hasn't returned yet.

"Hey where are you?" she asks or rather demands.

"Sorry, I forgot to tell you. Naruto-kun and I are on a date."

"WHAT! How can you forget something so important! And we were all worried about you."

"I-Is Ms. Uchiha there too?"

"Yeah, duhh I'm at her house. Why? What's wrong? You sound like someone who has to eat shit instead of going on a date with prince charming." Vaguely I hear Ms. Uchiha say "Is Hinata on a date?"

"I-I…Hanabi I am a terrible person." I say breaking down in sobs.

"No you're not! Who told you that?" I hear her say angrily.

"I screamed as the vixen that I am at Uchiha-san…that I'm not going to go all suicidal from a break-up like his sister." For a long moment it is quiet.

"Erm…Hinanee, I will put you on the loudspeakers. I think you can better discuss this with Ms. Uchiha!" I hear a few clicks and then "Hi Hinata-chan what's wrong?" she asks with a sweet voice. Can there ever be a worse person? I made a fool out this person. She trusted me. I betrayed her. She was so sweet taking Grimmjow in, supporting me in my love for Naruto-kun even if she didn't know it was Naruto-kun. She confined in me and told me her story. And what did I do? I blurt it out; use it against one of her important persons. Her son who tries to help me in his own odd way. I don't deserve to live.

"Ms Uchiha, I don't deserve to live. I am such…"

"Hinata-chan, stop saying such nonsence everybody deserves to live." Shit I do it again saying such stupid things. "I don't know what you did, but whatever it is you seem to really regret it. If you pass those feelings to the person you did wrong I'm sure everything will be just fine. Maybe not right away but eventually he/she will forgive you." She says so genially which makes my heart throb more and tears come down even harder than before.

"I can't be forgiven. I…"

"Everything can be forgiven."

"But I don't deserve to be forgiven…"

"The moment you sincerely regret your wrong doings is the moment you earn forgiveness. You just have to trust this other person and make him/her have faith in you again. It can take a while before this person will trust you again but it is worth it. Trust is an easy thing to break but hard to fix. Not everyone can do that, that's why many people remain unforgiven but if it is you I'm sure you can do it."

"C-Could you forgive me?"

"Yes!" she says so confidently. How can she have so much trust in a person like me? "As long as you haven't killed anyone, including yourself, I can forgive you right away." She chuckles. But I can't laugh about it.

"Not physically."

"What do you mean? You killed someone mentally?"

"Y-Yes"

"Do you mind telling me who?" she asks demanding. Her voice betrays her as I can clearly hear the worry in her voice.

Well, here you go Hyuuga Hinata. "U-Uchiha S-Sasuke-san!" for a moment everything is dead quiet. I can hear a tea cup getting put down through the phone and not to far away some little kid is screaming for his mommy. "Hinata." She left out the chan. "What happened?"

"I-I…I don't know. Naruto-kun agreed to go out with me and wanted to talk to me and then Uchiha-san just showed up and he was talking about how I should break-up with Naruto-kun. I know that he only tries to help me…but he always make things so hard for me. He always puts me in difficult situation asks those questions and break Naruto-kun and I apart. I just…I think I was afraid that he would ruin everything I worked for. Naruto-kun is my purpose to live maybe more than that but he never noticed me. He finally did and I was afraid it would be gone. I was afraid and panicked that I would do anything to drive Uchiha-san away…so I said that I won't go suicidal like your daughter…I've never done something like this before…I don't know what has gotten into me. Even if it was for Naruto-kun this is unforgivable. I did such a terrible thing…but the worst thing is Naruto-kun came and I totally forgot about it…I did something so horrible and I just…I-I am so awful." I say sobbing softly. "I don't 'sniff' have the right 'sob' to cry." I cry silently waiting for her to curse me or something.

"Hinata-chan, I have already forgiven you." I hear her say softly. I immediately stop crying. I must have hurt it wrong right?

"W-What?"

"We girls do crazy things when we're in love. I also know that my son is a jerk and…"

"But I…"

"Let me finish. I know what you did was wrong but Sasu-chan is a big boy now he will survive. I know you're sorry and I believe you are a good girl. But as I am not the victim in this case you should not ask me for forgiveness. I know my son is a pain in the butt but try to talk this out okay? He won't forgive you that easily but he is not that bad. If he sees how sorry you are he will come around. Ohh, Itachi is home. Please don't be sad and enjoy your date and tell me all about it tomorrow, okay?"

"Yes."

"Bye Hinata-chan."

"Bye."

She hangs up. Did she really just forgive me? Just like that? I dry my eyes and see Naruto-kun running towards me. How long has he been gone? I look at my watch. Twenty minutes. He has been gone for 20 minutes. "Aah sorry Hinata-chan, big dump." He says scratching his scalp.

We waited for the train while Naruto-kun talked and I listened. When the train arrived it did not change; at least for the first 10 minutes. My thoughts are wandering somewhere else. How can Sasuke every forgive me? I mean I said a cruel thing to him. It must have been so hard for him to lose his big sister and I just brought it up. Not even in a friendly concerned way but as an assault. How could I even compare myself to his sister? I don't even know her, I don't even know him. What has gotten into me?

"HINATA-CHAN! Are you listening?" Naruto-kun yells in my ear making the other passengers annoyed.

"Ehh…s-sorry N-Naruto-kun." I say blushing. I know it is not right but I should forget Sasuke for now and concentrate on the date. It won't get me anywhere sulking over him. Besides Naruto-kun won't like it. This is my first date and I'm not going to ruin it. Though, if Sasuke would forgive me I would.

We step out and arrive at train station: station Square. I am standing on the big white stair and look out over the great big fountain in the middle of the public square in front of the station. It is absolutely gorgeous. The wind is blowing in my hair and I can smell the river water. Well actually you can't smell water but somehow I still do just as when you are at the ocean you can smell the sea or maybe the salt or whatever. Naruto-kun grabs my hand and drags me down the stairs deep into the great big city with huge skyscrapers. Even though, I love nature seeing Konoha downtown it's actually pretty decent. I do not have much time to look around as Naruto-kun keeps on dragging me away. His hand is warm and sweaty and it's seems like his is in a hurry. Maybe he's nervous? Aww how cute. I let myself being dragged and enjoy the feeling of his warm hands and the fact he is walking next to me.

After a 10 minute walk or drag. We arrive at the amusement park. It is huge. Actually I've never walked through this part the city. The only places I've visited in this big city are the school, the place where I work, which is on the other side of the city, and the Uchiha mansion with also required work.

I want to stand in line but Naruto-kun totally ignores it and walks to the gate. When the guard asks for our tickets Naruto-kun pulls them triumphantly out of his pockets. He flashes a cheeky smile at me and walks through the gate. That is so romantic, reservations. Wait how did he do that? I asked him to go out with me todya. There is no way he walked during school to the park and bought the tickets and came back. What is…?

"Hinata-chan you want to go in the teacups?" I hear him say.

"Erm...S-Sure."

There is no line for the teacups so we can immediately step into one. We chose a purple with orange one. Naruto-kun opens the steal safety door and lets me go in first like a real gentleman. It is so cute. As we are waiting for enough passengers to step in Naruto-kun already attempts to spin the cup by turning on the wheel. Though, the machines aren't on yet so it doesn't work. He is pouting. So cute it makes me giggle. As I am giggling the machines are turned on and we are spinning. Naruto-kun tries his hardest to spin as fast as he can. I look at him. He is so concentrated on making it spin even his tongue is sticking out of his mouth.

The world around me is spinning like crazy and changes into a blurb. I'm feeling a bit light headed but it isn't bothering me it actually feels nice. Naruto-kun stops with spinning the wheel and look me into the eyes while flashing me a grin. Butterflies are going crazy in my stomach and I can't hear a sound. I smile back at him and it looks like there is only me and him at the moment. All my worries are forgotten at the moment.

"BAAAAAAAB" I jump up in my seat and see that all the cups already stopped with spinning. Naruto-kun laughs at me and I feel my cheeks color. As I want to open the door Naruto-kun stops me and opens it and steps out of the teacup. He then takes my hand and helps me out of it. He really is such a dream guy.

"Oi Hinata-chan let's get some ice cream." he exclaims. Before I can answer he grabs my hand and runs towards the ice cream stall. He orders one strawberry ice cream with 3 balls and one chocolate ice cream with one ball. I'd rather have soft ice or at least 3 balls but I think Naruto-kun thought I would like this the best. It is kind a sweet right? I mean strong business guys are very popular and they always order for their date maybe Naruto-kun thinks I like that type?

We walk around into the park the park and go into a few attractions. It is a shame Naruto-kun is afraid of rollercoaster so we didn't go into any but that's okay. I think it's cute and I get to know more and more about him. After a while we decide to sit down on a small bench. The wind is blowing in my hair and we're looking at a few kids. They are really excited one kid with dark brown hair yells that he wants to go into the biggest attraction of the park. Though, the kid next to him is almost peeing in his pants. It makes me chuckle. I feel sad for the poor thing. I feel Naruto-kun sift and turn around. He looks nervous and a bit panicked. "W-What's wrong? A-Are you…"

What's going on? Naruto-kun is too close to me with his eyes closed. I feel his arms wrapping around me and I notice the rough feeling on my lips. Is he…Is he kissing me? I close my eyes and concentrate fully on the feeling of his lips on mine. Somehow it feels awkward as I have never kissed someone before and I have no idea how to. This is all so sudden. His lips are very rough and dry but I don't mind. It is just like Naruto-kun I think. I feel my cheeks turn red and my lips getting hot. Is that normal? I try to image firework or a fantasy land but it isn't here. Nevertheless I feel light headed and warm. The butterflies in my belly are going crazy sending a wave of sheer happiness towards my head.

Suddenly I hear whistling. I shut my eyes open and Naruto-kun breaks away. Somehow I feel disappointed. I look up to see where the noise is coming from. Sakura looks as if she has seen a ghost, Ino is about the same and Kiba is smiling cheekily. He is probably the one who whistled. I feel my cheeks are turning even redder than they already were and I try to look away but somehow something catches my eye. I look up and see that it isn't something but a very irritated Uchiha Sasuke.

Seriously there is only one word for this situation.

Awkward.

Heya it has been a while. I've been in a coma for a long time so I couldn't up-load anything sorry. I'm still at the hospital but I am finally allowed to have visitors and to use electronics. I even have a TV in my room. Well not exactly my room since I'm here with two girls. Who are totally in love with chick flicks and movies like that? I've seen: mean girls, he's not that into you, labyrinth, step up 1 & 2 and I got almost killed with Justin Bieber music videos. But don't worry I will survive. The doctors will do a few tests on me and if everything goes well I will up-load tomorrow the next chapter and a one shot to celebrate. If it turns out bad erm…yeah no one shot and I will up-date as soon as I can.

So wish me good luck.

And thank you for all the reviews I really like to read them. I guess I made Hinata a bit out of character but let's just say that Sasuke drove her to insanity. But I'll try to keep her in character as much as I can. I'm sorry if you don't like this chapter so much the pain was killing me so I was not really that much in the mood to write a naruhina moment. I also think I used the word cute to many times XD