~Authors Note: Heylo! Ok, I'm sorry for placing 2 slipknot songs in this fanfic in a row, it's just that 1) I love slipknot and 2) they fit with the story, which, if you haven't noticed, is what I'm trying to do now (I wasn't really doing it before) anyways please enjoy this chapter!
Peace in
Mel Swirls!
Phineas and Ferb: Isn't what it is
Chapter 9: Vermillion pt. 2
An entire day passed and I found myself looking at the Danville high school. I didn't want to go back, but I knew I had to or things would get really suspicious. And it already was extremely suspicious.
She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I walked in and saw Marissa sitting under a tree. I sighed and walked over with a fake smile plastered on my face. She didn't return the smile. She seemed for distant than she usually did.
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
"Why weren't you at school yesterday? You blew off an entire day." She said and the statement took me by shock. I thought she of all people would be the one to say "hi" and pretend nothing happened. "I was sick." I told her and she shook her head. "Now you weren't. You like Ferb." She stated again and I glared at her. I never told her, she shouldn't know.
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad
"How did you figure it out?" I asked as I sit down beside her. "The way you look at him. You don't look at him like a friend. It's the same look Isabella gives Phineas when she thinks no ones looking. You might even love him," She explained and I took a deep breath. I didn't even think it would be that obvious.
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
"But I'm afraid that even if you love him, I'm not giving him up. I love him too. I have since I was 14. What you think you have, or imagine you have with him, isn't real." She went on to explain and I nodded half-heartedly. I barely knew what she was saying since I was thinking about him. He was too good for her. He's too good for me.
The unattainable, She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
"You think you have a chance with him, but in reality all you have with him is a chance for failure, and I'm not saying this to be mean, because I consider youmy friend and I don't want you getting hurt." She explains and I'm still only half hearing her. Ferb could take up my mind any day and I would let him.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
"Anyways I'm going to go inside and you should probably fallow too since the bell just rang and class is starting." She told me and we both jumped up and ran into class. I slightly wish I were listening to whatever she was saying. Maybe it would teach me something new?
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I walked into my next class and sat through it, barely absorbing any of the information it was feeding me. To be honest, I barely even knew what class it was. The dream I had about him was just so much more captivating, so much more interesting, and so less real.
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
Lunch came and I met everybody outside under the tree. Ferb and Marissa were dangerously close to each other, Buford was beating the living daylights out of some kid and Andorea and Baljeet were talking in low voices and both seemed freakishly preoccupied.
A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
"So what's for lunch today?" Buford asked as the guy he was punching ran away. He looked like an obnoxious brat though so I'm guessing he deserved it. "Andorea and I will be eating here." Baljeet said and Andorea nodded quietly. I was starting to wonder what was up with them. "Did you know that Hitler was a vegetarian?" Ferb said in his perfect accent and I raised an eyebrow. "Is that codeword for "Let's eat McDonald's?" Buford asked and Marissa perked up. "I could go for some McDonald's." I nodded and fallowed them to the McDonald's across the street. As told earlier, Baljeet and Andorea didn't come with us. I really wanted to know what was up with them. But I could barely focus with Ferb this close to me.
I won't, no!
I don't wanna be this...
We snagged a table and the conversation started to fade. I snapped back from fantasy Ferb land and looked up at them, "What's up with Andorea and Baljeet? And don't tell me nothing because obviously something's up there." Ferb shrugged and Marissa smiled weakly. "I'm glad I'm not the only one to notice it. Baljeet seems nervous and jumpy while Andorea seems far away. Maybe they were in a fight?" Marissa supplied and Buford shook his head.
But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
"I'm not supposed to be telling yous, but Andorea might be pregnant and Baljeet's got no idea what he's supposed to do." Buford said and my eyes widened. That thought never even slightly occurred to me.
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
"Can't say I'm surprised. Andorea's been a whore since she went out with what's-his-face, Alex." Marissa said with a sigh and I glared at her. "Are you really just going to gossip about your friend?" I asked her in an annoyed tone. I couldn't believe she was such a back stabber.
She isn't real
"Well I'm worried about her and we're discussing how we can help them." She explained half-heartedly and I glared at Ferb. "Ferb, what'd you think?" I asked slightly annoyed that I had to go to him, man of my dreams but literally, only of my dreams for help.
I can't make her real
"I think you're overreacting and that Marissa is gossiping and that we should go back to school to help out 2 of out friends in need." Ferb said as he finished off his hamburger and slipped out of his seat and started walking back to school. I through out my wrappers and fallowed him. Marissa and Buford close behind me.
She isn't real
Once we got to school, we spotted Andorea and Baljeet under oak tree. Baljeet looked frustrated and like he was about to cry. Poor kid. He couldn't deal with getting something wrong on a test; how the fuck was he supposed to deal with a kid?
I can't make her real
And how the fuck was I supposed to let go of Ferb if my mind revolves around him?
~Authors note: So the song was "Vermillion Pt. 2" By Slipknot and I recommend it to everybody because it's awesome! Anyways I hope you liked it! I've been up for a full 24 hours running solely on caffeine, so even though its 9 in the morning here, G'night! Please review!
Peace in!
Mel swirls!