Note of the author: Hi guys! Someone let a review saying to me to use "" on the dialogues. I think its better because the – is getting deleted by itself so… Thanks to who gave the idea.

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"What?!'" – I opened my room door, wearing just a huge white shirt covering till my thighs. My hair was a mess, and I looked like I slept just for 5 minutes. I rubbed the back of my hand in my eyes trying to see who was in front of me.

"G'morning, princess" – said a smiley Santana.

"Hm…" – I opened my arms, asking for a hug. I heard her quiet laugh and she wrapped her arms around me as we walked into the room, shutting the door with her foot. –

"Good Morning miss…"

"Did you have a nice night sleep? Looked like you were on a war" – Santana tried to fix my hair as she placed a kiss on my forehead.

"Uhm…" – I hummed setting her free and crashing back on bed. I didn't even care on look messed up in front of her, she already saw me on many others ways.

"I am here to ask you to go out with me…"

"I don't wanna go… I want to sleep…"

" Please, sweetie…"

"No… Come here, sleep with me… Please?" – I tap the spot next to me on bed

There was a silence and then I felt her warmth of her body. Hmmm.

Santana was on top of me, her hands' palm on my back, kissing my neck and tracing the tip of her tongue on each kiss mark till she reach my ear and whisper:

"Lets go out…?"

I moaned, smiling against my pillow. I threw my hand behind, grabbing her ass.

"I am really sleepy San. Do you have an idea of how late you left yesterday?" – I mumbled turning my head to the side.

"I know…" – she said biting my cheek. "Please, It'll be quick"

"Mhm…" – I rolled my body to face her wrapping my arms and legs around her body. "To where will we go?

"To the garden" – San smiled – "It's a beautiful day…"

I pouted and he smiled leaving the bed.

"C'mon Britt'

"I will go!" – I sat up fixing my hair, a bit sleepy. Why I couldn't resist her.? – "I will take a shower" – I walked slowly to the bathroom but stopped at the door – "You aren't coming?"

Sanny smiled and walked to me, holding my hand. She pulled me us into the bathroom and shut the door.

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"It doesn't seem like I lived here!" – I said smiling, looking over the trees and the flowers on the right side of the castle, on a hidden part of the garden. Santana laid on her back, the hand behind her head. I was sitting next to her, so I looked down getting my hair on a pony tail – "How did you find this place?"

"I come here since… Hm… Before you were born. " – she smiled covering her eyes because of the sun.

"Said the girl who put that tree on there!" – I smiled.

Santana rolled her eyes, looking at the sky and scratching the back of her neck.

"I'm 26 years old, remember? Me and Artie used to play around."

I got closer, raising my eye browns.

Then I jumped on top of her and she tried to don't let me do that. But we ended up rolling on the grass, laughing. Gasping, on the end I was on top of her, looking to the face that was keeping me up all night.

Those brown eyes were locked on mine. And when I closed my eyes I still saw them, that small smile was catching my attention. Her touch took me out of line… And… ah… She was winning my heart. Her voice, her hair, her skin, her intelligence, her laugh, her…

I stopped smiling. It was too much feeling to me. No, No! It was just sex, wasn't it?

"… Right?" – I said my thoughts out loud, not even caring how idiot I sounded.

My heart , mad, jumped as an answer.

"What Britt?" – she asked, confused, frowning a bit, her eyes locked on mine once again. Of course she didn't understand.

I shook my head, trying to make my thoughts go away. Sex. Just it.

I kissed her deeply, trying to prove it to me. Santana seemed surprised and rested her hand on the back of my neck, but she turned her head breaking the kiss.

"Britt, what was it?"

"N-Nothing... I just…" – I kissed her soft neck, running my hands down her body – "Want to Kiss you… I cant?"

"Of course you can Britt" – I love it when she called me Britt. She bite her lips and grabbed me by my hips, sighing. I run my hands up and down her blouse – "I thought something happened…"

I sat up, covering my lips. Why that bad feeling didn't go away? Why my heart was hurting so badly? SHIT. SHIT. SHIT! I was scared of something.

I turned my head, looking in her eyes. Again, nothing sexual. I just wanted to hug her. Oh God. I hugged her, wrapping my arms around her neck.

"God, Britt! What's going on?" – she hugged me back, tight.

"Nothing." – I set her free – "Cant I hug you anymore? I can hug you just for sex?"

"Ahm… Britt. Calm down! You were laughing and… grabbed me and… set me free and kissed me… like it was the last day on your life…"

"I have cancer and I will die in a month" – I said, but I was serious. Honestly, I wanted to cry. I didn't even know why.

"Hey…" – she cupped my face in her hands. Santana looked at me for a long time before we kiss. It was different. It wasn't sexual or a teasing kiss. It was sweet. She brushed her thumbs on my cheeks and her tongue on mine. Slowly.

I felt my heart breaking. WHY? Why the girl that hated me and just wanted to have sex with me? I set us apart, trying to not panic. I placed my lips at her ear.

"I think I am in love…"