Okay, I've decided to take a break with Hojo and Kagome. So I'll be going back to Rin, Sesshomaru, and InuYasha. Oh, and Jaken of course, though you know how he is. So nervous as to not be able to say anything. Which is actually quite smart...if you don't like being hit on the head, of course.
Recap
"Yes, my lord. You are always gone. I..." She didn't know whether to tell the man that was like her father she loved him or not. What to do...What to do? Oh,I need to speak with Kagome!
Rin saw Sesshomaru's feeling change. He was confused, but now, he's very annoyed. He hated when she did that. Rin could see what he was thinking. He was thinking that Rin had better just say something before he made her...accidentally of course. He would never hurt her purposely.
"Rin..." Sesshomaru's voice interrupted the little girl's thoughts.
"Yes, Lord Sesshomaru?" She shot up, looking right at him. She knew she had to say something, but what?
"I'm still here!" InuYasha said angrily. "If we aren't going to fight, then I'm leaving!"
"Then leave." Rin looked at him and said simply.
InuYasha looked surprised. She really could have been Sesshomaru's daughter. Really. That's what Sesshomaru was about to say, but Rin beat him to it.
Rin gave InuYasha what Sesshomaru would've given him if he could do it first. He knew the girl was doing it though, and decided that he'd better not make it look like they'd been practicing to look alike or anything like that.
She gave him a death glare. The glare said If you aren't going to be quiet, than leave. This is my time with Sesshomaru/Rin.
InuYasha got the message and just sat down on a branch. Whatever. He thought.
"Lord Sesshomaru, I...love...you..." Rin finished. Many moments passed before there was an answer.
"Rin." He paused. "Why?" He was never really loved by anyone. Well, by his mother, yes, but she had passed away about a hundred and fifty years ago. It had been a long time since he'd heard those three words, at least said to him. He had nothing else to say. He didn't know what to say. So he just asked why.
"Why? My lord, I've known I've loved you for years now, don't you love me?" She asked, a bit disappointed. Rin knew he would never admit he loved her. Even to himself. He wouldn't allow those feelings, and that made the emotionful(don't know if that's a word, just sounds kind of right) girl sad. Will I ever hear those words said to me again? She wondered. No. She answered when she realized how long it was taking Sesshomaru to answer.
"I..." Rin's eyes were full of hope. They sparkled like never before. How could he resist those beautiful brown eyes? Sesshomaru sighed. He might have been able to tell Rin what she wanted to hear, if Jaken and InuYasha weren't there.
"Oh." Rin knew what he was thinking. "I understand." She said, jumping of of Ah-Un and running into the forest.
"Hey! Rin, where are you going?" InuYasha hollard at her.
She didn't answer. She couldn't. She was on the verge of tears.
Anuthor's note:
Sorry I can't write anymore; It's my bedtime.
So, I'll write when I can, but I'm drowning in my homework,
which takes me a LONG time to do because I lay it all on my bed
and my little cousin steals it, and I babysit my baby cousin who just
learned to walk and gets into EVERYTHING... and I've got a lot of
other things. I'm just so busy lately. I truly am sorry for not being able to write more. The chapters are so short, I know.
I usually wake up around three thirty a.m. and get on the computer, watch BLEACH at four,
and get back on the computer until five; InuYasha comes on then. Then I get in the shower at six,
until about six thirty, ten minutes to brush my hair and dress, and then I get back on the computer.
I write as much as I can, but I try to spend SOME time with my younger brother. I don't know
him like I did a year ago. He spends all his time with our uncle. Well, I will try to write as much as I can.
I usually write some in the morning, then at about nine at night I get back on, write a bit more, and put it in my
story, or whatever.
Woah. Is it just me, or did I write more here than I did on the story? Oh well.
I'll update again, hopefully tomorrow.
Thank you for all your reviews!
-Kikinu
