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10. Defying Gravity

Embry's POV

I saw Sinder before she left, she looked gorgeous...she was only wearing faded skinny jeans, and a Mickey mouse tank top but what did it for me was the way her hair was done up and the way her dark hair spilled out framing her face like raven feathers.

She was different to the previous girls i have ever dated, she never fussed over her looks, she didn't need to. She never wore tight fitted clothes like Macy, she was the total opposite of her, and I loved her for it.

She was the definition of beauty.

At first I thought she was sexy, I told her I loved her but it wasn't true - because I realised I loved her at Jude's party where she showed me her naive side. Something I knew she would rarely show me again. She had this invisible force field which she has built round herself, because she thinks people are going to hurt her, but I'm not, I want to spend my whole eternity with her.

I love her.

She wouldn't believe me, she'd say its too soon and that I was lying to her - just trying to get into her pants. I never thought I would be falling for a vamp...well half vamp but I am, every time she is near me I want to touch her, to feel her skin heat up under mine. I loved the way her lips curved when she says my name; I wondered what it would sound like to have her breathing my name out in ecstasy...

Down boy. Down. Ness and Jacob are right there, you can't be getting thrills now, think of something to take your mind off it. Quick! Oh my god! Hurry up... Billy Black! Ewwwwww! Wow! That totally deflated my hard on. Jacob's going to kill me if he hears me thinking about this when were in wolf form.

I went home for a while, there was no point staying at the Cullen's the girls wouldn't be back yet. I mean they're girls. So I drove back home, my mum was home cooking soup so i figured now would be a good time to tell her I had met a girl. Although she doesn't know about the werewolf thing and vampires but she don't need details, I would just give her a rough idea - I didn't know my dad so It had made me close to my mother.

"Mom?"

"Yeah?" What was I thinking? I can't tell her!"Nothin', its cool"

"What's her name?" Freaky woman! How does she know?"A mother always knows when her child is unhappy, now speak." Yes, Ma'am.

"Err...Sinder, I think I...I love her...actually I ...err...know I love her mom, she is amazing"

"Oh Emrbry, are you sure? She isn't just some girl you want to... you know get lucky-" I felt my cheeks heat a little as she said this.

''Mom! Stop! I feel different with this girl like she is like everything to me, no matter what she does I'm drawn to her...It's like she makes me a better person...she just don't know it yet" My smile faltered a little, and my mom did not miss it.

"Does she not feel the same way?" She asked a frown forming her tired face.

So I answered as truthfully as I could "I'm not sure...she restricts herself way too much and I'm trying so hard to get her to open up, I guess she don't know what she feels about me yet...she is still mourning her dad's death and it kills me because I want to make her happy ... But she is pushing me away and ...and I just have no idea anymore..." I let my voice trail off.

"I need to meet her - she has finally made you a man!" What? She must have realised my dumb-founded look as she continued "I thought you would never find a girl to make you fall in love her...and you know I was getting worried, no momma wants to see her child never settle down...I'm so proud of you" she pinched both of my cheeks.

"So when do I meet this young lady?"

"What? I just told you, she doesn't know how she feels herself."

"Oh yeah, sorry son...well when she finally comes to her senses, introduce her to me" yeah suuuuuure mom.

I took that as a signal to leave and go back to the Cullen's, the girls should be back soon.

I was on the couch with Jacob watching ESPN, when only Ness walked through the doors -with lots of shopping bags- making her way to Jacob.

"Where's Sinder?" I asked.

"She said she needed a bit of air, so I dropped her off outside and she ran into the woods" Why?"Why? What happened?" Was something wrong with her? She seemed fine in the morning...maybe I should go and check on her

"She was fine then towards the end she said she wanted to come back early as she felt tired" How can she feel tired? She is half fucking vamp!

I didn't bother replying I sprinted out of the doors, making my way to the forest when I was out the view I took my shorts off - letting the wolf take over me, Collin and Brady were the only ones who were already phased.

Brady: She was screaming my name louder and louder...

Collin: Score!

What the...? I found the scent I wanted and quickly phased back to human. I ran now in my human form, I found her in the spot where i first met her...when she was having that nightmare about her dad.

"Hey"

She looked up from her thoughts, she smiled a week smile "hi".

"Soooo...What's up?"

"Apart from your species killing my father, forcing me to live her and you saying I'm your imprint...nothing" Why was everything so difficult with her? I only asked a simple question. Just let it slide."How was your day?" I reached over to hold her hand but she flinched away - I tried to hide the pain on my face.

"Macy is ...interesting" Macy must have said something.

"Did she say or do something?"

"Nothing but state the obvious"

"Which is?"

"That were not right for each other...you're a werewolf - I'm a bloody vampire (A/N: no pun intended) ...were enemies...It's like we're trying to defy gravity by being together"

"Ness and Jake are together" They can do it, why can't we?"It's different for them." Her voice was an audible whisper.

"How?"

"It just is." Was that all she was going to say to me?

"Tell me how it's different Sinder?" She tried to turn away but I held her by her shoulders forcing her to look me. Her eyes widened I saw a familiar fear in her eyes which unsettled me...I quickly shook the feeling away.

"Because she doesn't have to live with the guilt that she is falling in love with the species that killed her father!" Her voice rose many octivates, scaring off any close birds.

That's when she took into the Forrest.

Oh fuck, fuckity fuck!

I ran after her trying to catch up "Sinder wait! We need to talk!" - Damn she is fast! - "If you don't stop, so help me God I'll-"

"You'll what?" Shit! She stopped dead in front of me; I had to keep myself from falling back.

I couldn't do anything to her, she was my everything..."Nothing...just hold up...lets go back"

I could see her contemplating whether or not she should listen to me "Fine!" she grumbled...wow she looked adorable. I slipped my fingers through hers and I felt her tense under my grip, but she didn't let go, we ran hand in hand back to the Cullen's. When we got there Edward was outside on the porch waiting for us and the house looked empty.

Where is everyone? I asked mentally.

"We thought you may need some space so were going out for a while, we will be back in a couple of hours" He nodded towards Sinder and took off.

We were upstairs in Sinders bedroom in seconds; she was straddling her desk chair - if only she would straddle me like that - whilst I wandered round her room. This was the first time I was in her room...who knew where this could lead?

On the side of her bed, there were 2 pictures, one with Sinder - she looked like she had no worries in her life as she smiled a dazzling smile which met her sapphire eyes - and man who looked awfully familiar I just couldn't put my finger on it and another with a woman about my mother's age, with her arm round Sinder and a girl who looked 16 at the time, she had short black hair tied in a contrasting colourful bow, her dark orbs which held so much depth to them.

"Who are these?" I asked curious.

"That's my father and I...my mum died giving birth to me," - She answered pointing to the first picture, she then moved onto the 2nd one - "and that's my house keeper Maggie, with her daughter Sherrelle...who is about my age...well the age I look...she is bloody brilliant, she knew what I was and she still accepted me as her best friend" she smiled a little at this.

I couldn't stop looking at her dad's picture...something about him was not right.

"I didn't know there was another Werewolf pack in England..."

"There isn't." She stated.

"Then where was your dad ...erm killed...if you don't mind me asking"

"He was here, in America...on business" My breath caught in my throat, my heart was increasing by the second.

She did not miss this "I can hear your heartbeat increasing and can smell your blood going into overdrive, why?" she asked wary.

Everything fell into place. I had come face to face with her dad before.

Right before his death.

"I'm sorry..., fuck I've got to go" - I placed a gentle kiss on her silk lips.

I was out of that house before she could reply.

Oh Embry, what the fuck have you done?

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