Gundam Seed Destiny : the memory of a dream

Writer : Asheron Karuma

This fanfic is set after episode 42

Don't own !

Ok after seeing the last episode of GSD, I thought I was going to cry seeing it but ... nope

The thing was to rushed and Archangel pwned everyone together with the rest

I must say I expected more of it though I was thrilled when the end of the episode came closer

I wont spoil anything since the subbed isn't out yet

Also I have decided to give this story a alternative ending then and ife already thought for a sequel witch will come when this one ends

A few notes for myself now though so I wont forget, character designs for the sequel

Possible names: Kadir, Ryou, Takuya and Kasai

Hair:

Long, around upper arm length, 2 bit shorter parts hanging at the sides of his face

Medium flat long hair, jaw length, 2 parts short in face over his eyes

Short hair in the back, at the side of his face longer hair, jaw length, also 2 parts hanging in his face

These made up ones wont be in this story, so don't worry lol

Review reactions:

Lol don't worry about no lunamarianess, I was planning on putting her in this chapter now, don't worry XD

All other people, thank you for reviewing, have fun watching the last episode of Gundam Seed Destiny

If heard there will be a 40 minute extra on the DVD, something like an OAV to make things clear

Yet I wonder how Shinn will respond to the others after all this, he'll be screwed up real bad after this

Also rumours fly and go, there is a rumour that there will a third series of SEED, though nothings for sure yet, ill let you know for the updates


13 days ago, Orb waters

Just a few hours ago ZAFT forces started retreating back from Orb, Luna was standing near a glass window, outside she watched the ocean, ships and mobile suits were retreating and passing the Minerva

yet one person wasn't retreating from battle, it was the only person she really wanted to come back from battle, it may be selfish to think and so it wasn't fulfilled

Lunamaria had launched again after the command of retreating was given, she searched desperate but wasn't able to find anything, only the main parts were floating on the surface when she flew by

She had cried then, screaming out his name, hoping to hear a respond from his mouth even if it were a small whimper she would be glad

Luna put her hand against the cold glass as tears started to swell up again, she leaned her head against the glass as tears fell down from them, the only thing she had left was now taken away from her

First Meyrin and Athrun and now... Shinn

Slowly she fell through her knees as she started to cry out


In the medical room Rey was still unconscious, a bandage around his head and torso as a result of his loss in battle


In the few hours after, Lunamaria wandered around the ship aimlessly, the glance in his eyes were gone

the few crew people that walked among her starred at her with pity, yet Luna didn't notice

She remembered all the times she had with Shinn as she walked down the corridor

How they kissed for the first time, how he had protected her at Heavens Base

-If you distract Shinn, he will lose, You're a hindrance for him right now-

she stopped walking, her eyes widening

Shinn had lost, did he lose because of her?


Later on in the evening the door to the shared room of Shinn and Rey opened, Luna walked in slowly, her eyes red of crying, she looked exhausted

Luna looked around the room, in the back on the desk near Shinn's computer lay a cell phone

Luna remembered it, she had seen Shinn with it several times, it was an old model and pink, for Luna's obviously not Shinn's

Luna slowly walked to the desk, grapping the cell phone and sat down on Shin's bed

Flipping it open her eyes widened as she got greeted by a picture of Shinn with another girl

Luna knew Shinn had lost his family on Onogoro island, it that came to Lunamaria that Shinn had a younger sister

Shinn never spoke to anyone about his lost relatives, so nobody knew anything about his family

Luna smiled as she slowly skipped through the photo album as slowly tears fell down her face again, she lay back on his bed and slowly fell to sleep


Back in Orb things were slowly getting in order again

Shinn was still very silent towards Athrun and Kira, he had tried to apologized but Athrun told him not to, since it wasn't his fault

Shinn himself wasn't aware of what was going on, he was curious yet stranded when it came to it, everyone seemed to act strange to him, Athrun had a sudden show of kindness for him, as did Kira, even some of the mechanic crew seemed to avoid him for some reason and he was forbidden to go to the armoury

By the time Shinn was out of the hospital the crew had installed an extra bed in Athrun's room and every evening Lacuss passed by and both talked

Even if Athrun was in the room he would leave so they could talk

Though the behaviour started to annoy Shinn deeply, he hated the pity he was given by both Athrun and Kira and he also hated the way the crew was acting to him, as if he were the devil himself, but he didn't are to ask them for the reason, deep inside he still felt guilty for doing what he did, he had told Lacuss about the things he heard, about the dead people but she could give no explanation about it to him

-Those flashes are from your own memory, but I don't know the person you were before you came here-

Shinn sighed, still starring at the floor while sitting on the edge of his bed

-But I heard something about you from Atrhun, he may be able to explain it proper to you, if you ask-

but that was the problem, Shinn hadn't said anything to Athrun or Kira, all he had tried was to apologized

-It's alright, there is no need for an apology, it wasn't your fault-

the door to the room opened again, Athrun walked in, wearing blue jeans and a green T-shirt, with a towel in his hands he was drying his hair, assuming that he had taken some time in the springs

"Are you still not saying anything?"

no respond came, Athrun walked to the back of the room to a computer, pressing some buttons and then turned to Shinn again

he starred at him for a short while, sighed and went back to what he was doing

"A..thrun?"

Athrun slowly looked over his shoulder, Shinn was still starring at the ground

"Uhn?"

"I.. wanted to... ask you, Lacuss told me that you knew me before..."

"Before you got here?"

after a small pause a reply came

"Uhn..."

Atrun took place beside Shinn, on his bed

He sighed and stared up to the ceiling

"Lacuss told me about the voices you hear, the dreams you have and of the dead people you saw on your walk"

Shinn's eyes widened, he now sat up and met with Athrun's eyes and warm smile

"I don't know everything about you and all will come back in due time-"

"Did I kill them?..."

"Don't worry, you didn't, you once lived on this island with them, those people were your family"

"Then who killed them?"

"There isn't someone in specific to blame for it, they were war victims and you only survived"

"But-"

"I wouldn't get into it to much, Shinn. You will remember that in due time, it isn't pleasant to remember it right now"

Then there was silence, Shinn starred at the floor again until Athrun started to speak

"I remember when I met you, seemingly I had even saved your live before we actually met..."

Shinn looked back up again and the two started to speak to each other...


next chapter, more Rey and Lunamaria and of course a chain of events like always :D