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EPOV

The last few weeks were…well miserable. Being away from Bella physically hurt me. I thought about her all the time. As we walked back to my house, hand in hand, I knew this was right, she was right. She was perfect. She brought me out my shell and made me feel so alive.

When we walked into my house, she let go of my hand.

"Is Esme here?" she asked in a sickeningly sweet voice. She turned toward me and batted her eyelashes.

"No?" I said, well mostly asked. What was going on with her? When I said that, her eyes visibly darkened and she had the sexiest smirk I had ever seen. I silently cursed myself as I could feel the blush take over my face. She grabbed my wrist and led me to my room.

Before we had even taken three steps through my door she suddenly stopped. Before I knew it, she was on her knees unbuckling my jeans. Complete shock stopped me from reacting. I didn't know whether to help her or to stop her. She looked up at my face and froze.

"Edward," she asked in a serious voice, "Is this ok with you? I mean we don't have to do this if you don't want to, I was just thinking-" she started rambling before I silenced her with my hand. I bent down and gave her a quick kiss before I unzipped my jeans. She got the idea and pulled them down and started to wiggle my boxers down. I was already hard for her and she could tell. Finally, she pulled my boxers down to be with my jeans.

Her eyes widened and she licked her lips. Oh gosh I wasn't going to last a minute. She gave the head a quick kiss. Then she licked from the base all the way up the head slowly, and dear god I mean slowly. A small grunt escaped my throat. That just seemed to egg her on. She put her mouth around the head, sucking and licking. I thought I was going to lose it right there. I started thinking about Star Wars but then I thought of Bella in Princess Laya's slave suit and decided I should start doing math. I was doing the hardest equations I could think of, but when she put my whole cock in her mouth I felt my brain die. I could me hitting the back of her throat, over and over again. I felt like such a teenage boy, panting and groaning. I grabbed her by her hair to control her pace. She happily complied, moaning on my dick. That's what did me in.

"Ugh…fuuuccckk Bella... I'm gonna…I can't..." I was trying to warn her that I was about to cum. This just made her go faster and deeper until I exploded in her mouth. She swallowed every single drop. When she was done, she put my clothes back on but left my pants unzipped and unbuckled. She stood up and had a sexy smirk and her hair was a mess. She looked sexy as hell. I on the other hand was a sweaty mess. The things this girl did to me. She looked me up and down.

"So, how did I do?" she asked with a giggle. She knew exactly how she did. I just gave her a shit-eating grin as my answer. She kissed me hard. And I don't know why, but tasted her mixed with me was such a turn on. I picked her up and carried her to my bed. She straddled me, pushing me down to lay down. She started kissing my neck and moaning softly in my ear. When she moved back to my mouth, our tongues fought for dominance. With every swipe of her, she matched by grinding into my hips. I started to get hard again and she could feel it. She moaned and grinded harder. When she started undoing my pant again, I panicked.

"Wait, Bella, stop." She looked up at me, her eyes glazed over.

"What?" Oh god, how was I gonna tell her?

"Well, you see, I, uhh, I'm a," I tried, but failed miserably as I stuttered. She looked at me, all passion gone, waiting for an answer, "I'mstillavirgin," I rushed out as quickly as possible and closed my eyes. I counted to ten and still didn't hear a sound from her.

"But, what about Lauren and Jessica and all those girls?" she asked, not believing me.

"All we did was make out, I uhh, kinda wanted you to be my first. And I didn't want an STD," I added, laughing at how possible that was. She smiled and kissed me sweetly.

"That's fine, Edward. There's no rush. All we have is time," she said as she rebuckled my jeans.

Author's Note: I can't even believe how long it's been since I updated. Umm a holiday gift? (: Well, I really hope it was worth the wait! So, what did you think of the lemoniness? I figured that having sex was a little too much for Edward at this point, BUT he is a teenage boy, so maybe he'll get over it? Hehe well please review and happy holidays everyone!