A/N: Yo Yo! Yea I said it twice got a problem with that? LOL I've been doing that all week! N-E-wayzzzzz the Massie book came out and it was ah-mazzzing but I hate that it was so thin. I finished it in one day! I'm serious! I have seriously finished every Clique book in one day! and I've read all of them at least 10 times. Literally. I'm nawt kidding! You know what I'm gonna stay here all day going blah blah blah blah blah blah...Soooooooo The songs that are sung in this chappie are "Go Goodbye" By Brie Larson and "Strong" By Jordyn Taylor.
Disclaimer: Puh-lease do you seriously think I would own The Clique? In my dreams! I only own TGG.
Range Rover
Monday, September 28
2:35 pm
Massie sat there staring at Claire who was picking at her cuticles. Fisher has a twin sister? Ehmagawd this is so weird.
"Massie we're here." Isaac said again. Massie ignored him. Again.
"Isaac take Claire home." Massie said looking at Claire. "In fact take everyone home. Starting with Dylan." Massie raised the glass partition that separated the girls from Isaac.
"Kuh-laire, you have to get over that addlepated twit! Do something that doesn't involve crying. You're over him now! FOR GOOD! I can't believe that big-head-green-blue-eyed stupid guy said that to you!" Massie said leaning forward and looking into Claire's eyes.
"How?" Claire squeaked.
"I don't know. Burn the stuff he gave you, write a song, read a book to take your mind off of him. Something! You can't live like this Claire!" Massie said with a trace of concern in her voice. She unbuckled her seatbelt, and went over to Claire. She hugged her.
"Massie's right Kuh-laire. You need to get over Cam." Alicia said. Claire hugged Massie back.
"Don't let two-face Cameron get to you. OK?" Massie whispered in her ear.
"K." Claire whispered back.
"His name is now Two-face Cameron!" Massie said giddy as she sat back in her seat and buckled up. They all giggled. Even Claire. She took out a notebook and started to something. Like a song.
Claire's Bedroom
Monday, September 28
6:55 pm
Claire had noticed that they skipped going to bomb shelter today and told Massie. Massie said that she forgot. Claire had to take out everything from her closet until she found what she was looking for. Her guitar. The guitar she got for her 8th birthday. She knew how to play it well and she hoped that she can still play it well. She placed it safely on her bed and took a box out of her closet also. She placed it by her bed. She picked up her guitar and took out the notebook she had earlier. She put it in front of her and started to play.
"Why does it always seem
That you and I go between
Some kind of love and hate
One minute it seems right
Next a big, big fight
What a confusing state
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting you go so you can be free
Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, you can't stay
I finally said goodbye to you, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
You can't stay cause you bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to you."
She put her guitar down but continued singing reaching for her sunflower CD locker. She dropped it in the box.
"There's more fish in the sea
More than just you and me
Gotta get off this ride
Haven't you figured out
That this just won't work out
To many times we've cried
We've got to accept
That it's not meant to be
I'm letting you go so you can be free."
She grabbed more things that Two-faced Cameron had given her, her tears spilling out like a water fall and dropping them in the box.
"Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, you can't stay
I finally said goodbye to you, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
You can't stay cause you bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to you
She picked up the box and took it to the attic.
I know there's someone out there for you
Better than me
I just can't be that kind of girl
You want me to be
It's not me, can't you see baby!"
She dropped it on the floor of the attic and ran back to her room. She picked up her guitar and began to play it again.
"Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, you can't stay
I finally said goodbye to you, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
You can't stay cause you bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, just leave, just walk away
Don't look back, you can't stay
I finally said goodbye to you, baby
So go, just leave, just turn around
You can't stay cause you bring me down
It's probably the hardest thing to do
It's probably the hardest thing to do
Go, goodbye to you
Go, goodbye to you
Go, goodbye to you"
She wiped her tear soaked cheeks and put her guitar down. She liked writing songs. It relaxed her and cleared her mind. She decided to write another one. She would put "Go Goodbye" in Two-face Cameron's locker in the morning.
Massie's Bedroom
Monday, September 28
7:20 pm
Massie was brushing Bean on her bed when someone knocked on the door.
"Come in!" Massie called.
"Hey honey." Kendra said grinning. She walked into the room.
"Hi mom." Massie said not lifting her eyes off of Bean.
"I want to know what is going on with Claire." Kendra said her voice serious.
"What are you tawking about mom?" Massie said. Looking at her mothers eyes. Her mother sighed and sat next to Massie.
"Judi told me that she heard Claire singing a song and crying at the same time. She said that she was holding a box and taking it to the attic. She said that when she tried to talk to Claire that Claire wouldn't let her in her room. What's going on dear. Judi told me to ask you." Kendra said looking into her daughter's eyes.
"Mom truthfully, I swear to Gawd that I don't know what's going with Claire." Massie said. She really didn't know why Claire was doing that. Kendra pressed on.
"Massie look into my eyes and tell me that that's true." Kendra said looking furiously into Massie's eyes. Massie didn't want to get into full detail of how Two-face Cameron dumped Claire she just muttered, "Cameron cheated on her." Refusing to say his nickname and she swallowed the rest of the story.
"Thank you sweetie. That's all I wanted to know." Kendra said getting up and kissing her daughter on the forehead. She left the room. Massie grunted and fell backwards on her bed. Bean ran up next to her.
"Bean, I don't know what to do. I practically told Claire's mom what happened to her. This is terrible. Claire's my best friend. I'm supposed to be looking out for her. Nawt telling my mother that her ex-boyfriend cheated on her." Bean yapped and licked Massie's Chanel No.19 drenched wrist. Massie carried Bean and walked over to her bay window. She looked at Claire's bedroom. She was writing something when her mother came in. Claire's mother sat on the edge of her bed and talked to Claire. Claire looked at Massie's bedroom window. Massie mouthed, "I'm sorry" and Claire looked away. Massie heard a ping come from her computer. It was the one and only, the ah-nnoying Derrick.
DeRrIcKrOxxx: Massie wat da hell is ur problem?
Massiekur: Wat r u tlkin bout?
DeRrIcKrOxxx: I'll send u an i-Sight request
DeRrIcKrOxxx has sent you an i-Sight request. Do you accept?
Massie clicked accept and Derrick's basement came in view. Everyone was there. Even TGG.
"Massie where's the rest of the Pretty Committee?" Derrick asked her.
"Not here." Massie muttered. She saw that everyone else was having fun while he was the only on at the computer.
"Why did you kick Kristen out?" Derrick asked.
"It's complicated." Massie said.
"Tell me." He insisted.
"No. You wouldn't understand." Massie said.
"Well, Kristen already showed all of us the texts. I just wanted to hear it from you so I-" Derrick was cut off by Kelly.
"Derrie stop talking to that UEL" Kelly whined. She came up to him and looked at Massie. Derrick bit his lower lip trying his hard to not laugh while everyone giggled in the background.
"A what?" Massie asked.
"An Ugly Eternal Wannabe." Kelly said with a smile.
"Look who's tawking about ugly." Massie fired back.
"Yea, you!" Kelly said.
"Kelly stop before you mentally and physically scar her for life." Derrick said sarcastically.
"Excuse me?" Massie asked folding her arms across her chest.
"He's my boyfriend." Kelly said.
"Yeah." Derrick said looking down.
"And what? You think that's gonna make me jealous?" Massie said. But really she was really jealous! EXTREMELY JEALOUS! Kelly was beautiful and all but not on the inside. Massie remember how Anastasia told Massie off in the summer saying how she was ugly on the inside but beautiful on the outside. Kelly and the rest of TGG were like that. Derrick looked up and his eyebrows knitted in confusion. Massie was looking at the background and she saw what she hoped that she would never ever see in her whole entire life. Josh was kissing Lilibeth! They were Frenching! Ehmagawd Alicia is going to be so pissed!
"Excuse me?" Kelly asked. Something was building up in Massie and she let it out.
"Bet you thought that I'd be broken
Mascara streaking down my cheek
Devastated, out the door way.
In a daze, a state of disbelief
I bet you'd like that seeing me get mad
but baby I wont satisfy your needs
cause I've already been there, done that
I'll be fine even if you leave
Ohh I don't need you anymore
Ohh and don't you know that..
You were the one that made me strong,
You made me stand up on my own
With every cruel intention you helped me find my
Independence
Yeah its all because of you
that I have the strength I do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashing
Boy I'm thanking you, Boy I'm thanking you"
And with that she closed the i-Sight and got up. She walked over to her bed and leaned on the frame.
"Thinking back on how you changed me
every time you tried to put me down
and even though it really hurt me
underneath, myself is what I found
so take a look inside these eyes now
and say the things you want to say to me
cause I've already spread my wings out
and your the one. the one who set me free
Ohh I don't need you anyone
Ohh and don't you know that..
You were the one that made me strong,
You made me stand up on my own
With every cruel intention you helped me find my
Independence
Yeah its all because of you
That I have the strength I do
To turn my pain to passion instead of crashing
Boy I'm thanking you,
For all the tears I cried
For all the sacrifice
For all the drama
Cause in the end it made me stronger
So trust me I'll be fine
Baby I'll survive
And I want you to know"
She twirled to the big space in her room and swayed and danced while singing.
"That you!
Were the one that broke my heart
but I won't fall apart
no.. I'm so moving on
cause babyyy
You were the one that made me strong,
you made me stand up on my own
with every cruel intention you helped me find my
independence
Yeah it's all because of you
that I have the strength I do
to turn my pain to passion instead of crashing
Boy I'm thanking you, Boy I'm thanking you!"
Massie called TPC and told what just happened. Leaving out the kissing part.
"OMG! Massie is sooooo wants you back! And Kelly she is such-" Dylan said but Alicia answered for her.
"A bitch!" Alicia giggled.
"Yeah, that." Dylan said.
"So is Lilibeth and the rest of those fugly sluts" Alicia said.
"Claire what happened with you and your mom?" Massie asked.
"Well my mom told me that YOU told Kendra that Two-face Cameron cheated on me!" Claire said angrily.
"I AM SO SORRY!!" Massie shouted. "I didn't know that she was going to tell your mom."
"But Massie I had to tell her ev-uhreything. Even about Joy!" Claire said. "I left out the kissing parts of course!"
"Wow. I feel so bad for you Claire." Alicia said.
"Me too." Dylan said.
"I'm sorry" Massie muttered.
"It's OK" Claire said.
"Massie is gonna give herself a time-out" Massie said in her perfect baby voice. Everyone giggled.
"We should keep looking for Joy." Claire suggested.
"Why?" Alicia, Massie and Dylan said in unison.
"Apple-C!" They shouted together again.
"Why do you want to help Two-face Cameron?" Massie asked.
"I'm nawt doing this for Two-face Cameron! I'm doing this for Joy!" Claire said. "Massie just imagine. That poor girl is probably now getting raped or treated badly like a toy or something worse. We have to help her."
"Point." Alicia said. Massie sighed.
"Fine, we'll look for Joy. I'll see you guys tomorrow! Love ya!" Massie said.
"Same!" Alicia said then hung up.
"Ditto!" Dylan said then hung up.
"What they said!" Claire said then hung up. Then Massie hung up. She put Bean in her doggy bed, turned off the lights then crawled into bed and fell asleep. Everything was going to get better.
A/N: Hey you. Yea you! The one with the pretty face! Review and I'll give you TONS of crackers!! I don't know why crackers, but yea crackers!! So ROCK ON!! Heart you! Lay-tah!