Hello Everybody! It had really been a long time since I updated and I have returned with my newest chapter. Time flies when you are really busy, and I am, with my studies, well…can't make any promises here as to my next update.

But if you guys still have faith in this story after like 8 months of hiatus, I will try my best.

So now, I reward you with your patience with this long chapter!

The first thing that came to Sawada Giotto's mind when he woke up, is the fact that he was very very late for work. Of course, he panicked and mentally went through his schedule for the day but was then relieved when he realized that he was almost free for the entire day and going late for few hours would not have any dire consequences on the Vongola Corp. or himself.

The second thing he soon realized, or in better phrased, felt was the familiar but unwelcomed sharp tingling pain that shot up his spine(when he tried to sit up) and the soreness at his bottom. Alaude had indeed gone too far with him, again!

The third thing that he realized, once he managed to position himself up the bed was the silence in the hotel suite. Giotto frowned as he scanned the room for his lover. 'Maybe Alaude is in the bathroom.' Giotto guessed but there was no sound of running water or the like in bathroom and suite. His frown deepen and turned into confusion when he concluded that Alaude was no longer in the room.

It was unusual to say the least for the skylark to be gone before Giotto wakes up. It was kind of an unspoken agreement between the two that they would always wait for their lover to awake before leaving for work or other commitments. Probably because they were both secretly insecure people, hence waking up with their lover beside them is an assurance. Well, whatever the reason was for this practice, the important question is where has the other gone to. For Alaude to suddenly 'disappear' was not his usual behavior, and Giotto couldn't really fathom why.

Losing all mood to slack in the comfortable and warm bed, the naked blond got out of the covers and decided to dress himself, and head to the company. The bed sheets slide itself off Giotto, revealing the tone stomach, the creamy thighs and the slender legs. Taking a quick glance at the wall clock, it says '2:45PM'. The time coupled with the deep growl of his stomach allowed Giotto to decide to catch his lunch first. Giotto groaned as he stretched his sore limbs and rubbed his flat tummy, regretting not eating anything the previous night. All those cups of liquor can't count as 'food' and Alaude's cum isn't that fulfilling. Shaking his head frantically while clearing his mind off the dirty thoughts from last night, Giotto was already blushing and bothered by the unhealthy images that chose to pop-up in his head. 'No! Stop thinking about that! Bad Giotto!' The blond reprimanded himself while trying to fight off the urge to get hard, which was obviously not working. He then tried to distract himself by quickly putting his clothes on. But when he saw his tie, he was again reminded how tightly Alaude's tie was wrapped about his hard erection while the French blond pumped him and attacked his perk nipples.

"DAMN!" Giotto cursed and knew that he was a goner. Looking down, he saw his penis rising proudly to attention, all red and twitchy, begging to be touched and released. Realizing that it's never going down any soon, Giotto had no other choice but to return to the bed to settle his urgent problem.

He got on to the bed and spread his legs wide open while gingerly wrapping his hands around his erection. Truthfully speaking, the blond had tried to relieve himself before, but all those times were done with the presence of Alaude. Being the pervertic and sadistic lover, Alaude would order Giotto to touch himself and cum for him while he watched silently as Giotto perform the arousing act. There were times when the two felt a little adventurous to try something else; phone sex. Which was another pleasuring kinks that they involved in whenever one of them is horny and the other wasn't there for disposal. At those times, Giotto had cum so hard, that Alaude was tempted to 'teleport' to him and fuck him badly.

But with all that said, Giotto has never tried relieving himself alone before and he wasn't sure he could do it. However, he knew that he had no other choice since Alaude is in god-knows-where and phone sex was not an option.

Giotto squeezed the organ gently, feeling the pumping of the vessels and the hotness. He let out a long breath as he started to move his hands along the shaft, trying to get used to it and find a suitable tempo. When Giotto felt comfortable, he quicken his pace, groaning and panting as pre-cum leaked from the tip. However, even though Giotto was trying his obvious best, he was not cumming. Giotto was too aroused to figure what had gone wrong, all he wanted was to release the heat, but he couldn't do it no matter how fast he stroke. In his hazy mind, he tried to recall what Alaude had taught him about this. 'Rub the tip.' The keywords came to his mind. Giotto then trace his fingers around the tip and rubbed gently, he moaned, that advice did good. 'Don't only touch your member, touch elsewhere too.' Giotto recalled something else. Elsewhere? Giotto was stumped for a moment before he hesitantly pinched his nipples and pumped himself at once. "Ahhhh." He was even louder this time as his member twitch even harder and Giotto was sure he was close. But not quite…. Giotto realized regretfully, as he got more and more into the touches, he wanted even more. Now, plain touching wouldn't even relieve him, he needs something else… He was empty, he wanted to be filled. "Damn. Stupid Alaude." Giotto cursed his lover as he lay down on his stomach and take in the scent of his lover that still lingers in the bed sheets. "Smell so good…" He mumbled with need.

Using his hand, he supported himself upwards, as he pushed his ass into the air. Giotto traced his fingers along his butt crack and tried to spread his butt cheeks. It was difficult balancing himself and performing the act at the same time, but he managed. Giotto sucked on three of his fingers, coating them with saliva and lubricating himself so as to minimize the pain. When he felt that his fingers were coated enough, he pushed all three of them in at once. "Nghh!" He groaned in pain, but continued to push his fingers in deeper. His pain quickly transformed into pleasure when they touched his sweet spot. The pleasure of being poked at his prostrate make Giotto more aroused and his member twitched even violently. Giotto cursed for the third time for not having vibrator with him, if so, he could just stick it in his asshole and pump himself to satisfaction. Pleasuring himself was no one-man show. Giotto withdraw his fingers and the hole twitched at the loss. Giotto looked around him for any long objects that may substitute a vibrator. His eyes landed on an empty wine bottle with narrow neck, and without much thinking, he grabbed the bottle, and thrust it into his hole. Giotto almost blackout when the bottle's tip hit his prostrate spot on, but managed to stay conscious enough to pump himself. He was stroking at a frantic rate as he pushed his hip down towards the bottle. The bottle thrust even deeper as matching Giotto's maddening pump.

"Alaude!"Giotto screamed as white semen was ejaculated over the bed sheets and himself. He dropped to the bed and panted, face flushed while trying to regain his conscious. When he pulled the bottle out of his hole and tossed it away. Looking at the crumpled and sticky bed sheets, Giotto felt a sense of dread on what the hotel management would think when they come to clean this room. He was not in any good shape either, having done rounds of strenuous work out from the previous night and this in the morning. Giotto decided that he desperately needed a relaxing hot bath. And hopefully after his mind is clearer, contact his 'missing' lover… or maybe 'persuade' him to engage in another of such acts again.

As Giotto walked to the bathroom, he was unaware that at the same time, a discussion was going on which will change his life forever.

"Kyoya!" Tsuna screamed as he shot up his bed. Droplets of sweat rolled off the side of his face as he took in deep breaths to steady his breathing.

It's a dream…

Tsuna almost heaved a sigh of relief but when he looked around him, and the lack of the said lover, his bright caramel eyes dulled when he realized that it's all real. His lover betrayed him…

The events in the past few days had been so fast-paced and seemed so unreal that he couldn't catch up. From discovering that the man he loved was only using him for his personal interests to having his kind elder brother found out about the betrayal. What's next?

Tsuna had never felt so lost and alone. It was just like the time when he was really young. He was an orphan and only had his elder brother left in his family. Giotto was held busy with the company and he had no friends (Note that Tsuna only met Gokudera and Yamamoto a few years later) .Whenever his brother couldn't come home, Tsuna always cried himself to sleep. He was alone and lonely in his own darkness and he felt so afraid that his only family would also abandon him like their parents. That period was the worst and he felt he could not make through. Luckily for him, he found a friend that shared the similar darkness and fear. That friend make it so much easier to get through what he liked to believe 'the darkest period of his life'. It's a real pity that the friend had to migrate to somewhere else and he never saw his friend again. If only that friend is here…he would probably be slightly better. Well, it's not that his friend could be here. But he do hope to find someone to speak to, it may probably make the whole situation less gloomy.

After graduation from High School years ago, the trio; Tsuna himself, Gokudera Hayato and Yamamoto Takeshi was separated. Tsuna went back to Italy to pursue his university degree in management and economics. Gokudera was offered a place in a prestigious university in Canada, and he major in Biomedical Science, since he expressed an interest in the medical field. Yamamoto would definitely desire to follow his lover to Canada, however, he couldn't afford the school fees and was reluctant to leave his father alone in Japan. And hence, he settled for a local university and took up a degree in Culinary Arts, and hope to one day take over his family's sushi store. All in all, each of them went on to pursue their dreams and were successful in their respective areas.

He was very happy for Gokudera when he came up with cures and medicines that effectively cured or reduce the effects of some of the deadliest diseases, the once hot-tempered man received numerous awards and was held in high regard in the medical field. Yamamoto was successful in his own way. After graduating with his degree, he furthered his studies and became a fairly well-known chef. After 'inheriting' the family business, he expanded the business to a humble store to a full-blown Japanese restaurant chains that can be found all over the world. Though he served many varieties of Japanese cuisine, Yamamoto made the specialties and focus on sushi alone, having come up with many interesting ideas for sushi. And of course, Tsuna had always been wondering when the two will finally settle down and have a family. Since pregnancy wasn't possible, they might want to adopt a few kids instead. Anyways, the above is Tsuna's own prediction of his friends' life, whether they will follow that path is another story that will be saved for another time. Nevertheless, the last time he had heard from the two, they seemed to be doing quite well, and that's all it matters.

Tsuna on the other hand, received his degree and honors rather quickly. However, he did not devote himself into helping his brother run the business. Instead, the first thing he did the moment he graduated, was to fly back to Japan, where his skylark was waiting for him. Hibari Kyoya chose to stay in Japan to complete his studies even though Tsuna had pleaded him multiple times and had even used the 'puppy-eyed' method to persuade him. Tsuna did not push further and reluctantly accept the fact that his lover love Japan more than him. Of course, when Tsuna proposed that, Hibari was effectively able to calm his lover with his own devious methods. So, when Tsuna returned, the two high school lovers were re-united and they decided to break the news to the family, and of course get married. It was some time after the engagement that Tsuna was pregnant with Hibari's children, but the duo seemed to welcome the addition with open arms.

They were so happy then… or so he thought.

Tsuna never realized that the happiness and love with Hibari could all be an act… a lie…

How could he be so cruel? Tsuna had loved him with everything he got but what Tsuna got in return for his love was hurt and betrayal.

After discovering the lie, Tsuna had spent time reflecting on himself. Just what had he gone wrong? Was Tsuna not good enough for Hibari? Why would Hibari choose to be with him if he has no feelings for him? Was it just a joke, to tear his heart into pieces just for the sake of it?

But all the questions of self-loathing vanished when the events on that day replayed in his mind. Of course, Tsuna had laughed, all Hibari wanted was his money and fortune as one of the heir to Vongola. How stupid can he get? The fault wasn't on him, it was a sick lie in the first place. The drama that Tsuna thought could only happen on TV was actually playing itself in his life.

It was cliché, but Tsuna literally lived for Hibari. And he wasn't sure how to go on, now that the skylark was practically out of his life. Since Tsuna couldn't accept him as his husband, he might recognize Hibari as the father of his children. But other than that, nothing. Plus, judging at how mad his brother was then, he was almost sure Giotto would kill Hibari the next time he saw him. Giotto certainly couldn't stand breathing in the same air as Hibari Kyoya, but Tsuna wondered if his relationship with the other Hibari would be affected. Tsuna was talking about Hibari Alaude, the elder brother of Hibari Kyoya, and also the current boyfriend of Giotto. Giotto would definitely break this news to Alaude but he hope that his brother's love life will run smoothly. One heartbreak is enough, if Giotto was to break up with Alaude because of him and Hibari, Tsuna will be guilty for life.

However, with all that said, a horrible thought came to his mind. He was shocked at even having thought of that and shivered at the uncomfortable thought. He quickly decided to shake it off and instead have his meal. All that thinking is making him hungry, and he refuses as letting his children suffer with him. Getting out of his bed, he made his way to the kitchens and ordered the chefs to prepare something for him, all the while, successfully dumping that horrible thought away…

What if… Alaude had used nii-san the same way Hibari did with me?

Well! That's the end for now! Stay tune for my next update, which i hope is soon...

I realised that i seemed to have focus my story too much on Giotto and Alaude, they are stealing the limelight! Not good for me!
I hope the scene with Giotto was done nicely to your preferences, I had no idea how to have sex with yourself.. or a bottle for that matter... if anyone here is good at writing bed, sex scenes...do tell me kay!

The usual then, REVIEW PLEASEEEEEE! I'm BEGGING FOR REVIEWS!

See ya~ :D