Previously:
"THIS IS EDWARD'S FAULT!!!" Emmett shouted and he was planning on leaving the room. I quickly out of hallway to the waiting room as fast as I could at human pace.
Was it my fault? Was it my fault she was dying? I had to see her; I had to convince her otherwise.
Bella's POV
It had been a few days since I had talked to Carlisle; I still hadn't seen Edward, even though Alice said he was here in the hospital. I guess he was just there for updates and not visiting. The tulips the Cullens had bought for me, always seemed to match my mood. It was kind of weird. If I was feeling like shit, they would have looked like they were dying. If I felt good and I had the thrill to live, they would be full and bright of color.
Today I was happy and content so the flowers were in full bloom. I had just come back from tests when I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in." I called and took a sip of water. Edward walked in through the door and shut it quietly.
"Hello." I greeted.
"Hello Bella, how are you?" He asked.
"Content, how about yourself?" I asked.
"I am absolutely perfect and happy." Edward said with a huge smile that went from ear to ear.
"Have you found yourself?" I asked.
"Yes I have and I feel like a million bucks!" Edward cheered. He looked and sounded as if he was high, but I knew that wasn't possible, at lease for the Cullens it wasn't possible.
"Oh yeah, prove it." I smiled.
"How?" Edward asked.
"Uh, I don't… know." I said now that I thought about it. "It sounded better in my head." I smiled.
He chuckled. "So I hear you're getting better." He smiled.
"Yeah, I may be able to go home for a little bit it I keep making progress." I told him.
"That should be exciting." Edward agreed.
"Yeah" I shrugged. I coughed a little bit and took another sip of water.
"Bella, I have one question." Edward said.
"Shoot." I told him.
He fiddled with his fingers as he thought about the question. He took a deep breath and opened his mouth. I knew what he was asking. He just thought it would sound better in his head. "Yes." I answered.
"You don't even know the question." Edward said.
"I can read you like an open book when you are nervous." I smiled.
"Oh yeah, then what was I going to ask?" Edward played.
"You were going to ask if I still loved you." I said smugly.
"Am I that easy to read?" Edward asked.
"Yeah." I smiled.
"So you do still love me?" Edward asked.
"Yes, I still love you." I nodded.
"But didn't anyone else catch your eye?" Edward asked.
"If you mean the male nurses that roam around here, no and anyone else, no." I told him.
"Right." Edward nodded.
"Do you still love me?" I asked.
"Yes, very much so." Edward admitted.
"Oh." I said, with a feeling of relief. He moved toward me more and I examined his face. His cold hard hands placed themselves on my temples and his lips came closer. I waited for him to move in more and when he did, our lips met and the dead sensation of love and lust became alive again and it was amazing. Edward deepened it and I pulled away.
"I'm sorry." Edward apologized.
"Don't be." I said breathless, the sensation made my heart fly and it showed on the monitor.
"Be with me, once more." Edward asked.
"Edward." I whispered to him. "I can't do this to you."
"Do what to me?" Edward asked
"I can't do us and then I might not be around for much longer." I told him
"What are you talking about?" Edward asked.
"I can't be with you and then the next thing you know I am gone." I said dumbing it down for him.
"But you won't, you'll make, I know you will." Edward said quickly.
"No, Edward I won't." I said and put my hand on his cheek.
"Bella, if you honestly believe that, then be with me forever." Edward said.
"No, Edward I want to go to a better place. I want to go to heaven human." I told him.
"Then I'll never see you again." He said saddened.
"You will, because you'll join me one day." I smiled.
"So you'll stick to that idea, but you won't stick to the immortality idea." Edward chuckled.
"I'm sorry." I apologized.
"No." Edward said clearing his throat. "Don't be. I'll come back before you fall asleep." Edward said shaking his head.
"Edward." I said as was about to open the door.
"Yes Bella?" Edward asked.
"I'm doing this for you." I told him. "You have to know I will always love you." I added.
"You need to know that I will always love you too." Edward said and walked out to the hallway.
Edward's POV:
Bella loved me, but she wouldn't be with me. The sensation of her lips was still on mine, that kiss was amazing. It seemed like that kiss fixed all of our loose ends we left hanging two years ago. But Bella was dead set against not becoming a vampire. It's as if we switched places. I sat in my Volvo in the parking lot, wondering what I was doing in here. I looked over to the passenger seat and there was my Bella, with her long brown hair and her blood, just as appealing. She was dressed in her prom dress she wore to the prom.
"Bella." I smiled.
"Please Edward, grant me my wishes. I love you but I lost my way when you left. Edward, I'm not good enough for you." Bella said.
"No, you're perfect for me." I sobbed.
"Don't, you just need to know I love you." Bella said.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you too. Goodbye Edward." Bella smiled and kissed my lips and then she was gone when my eyes opened from the kiss.
"NOOOOO!!!!!!!!" Alice screamed in her head. I got out of my car and ran to the entrance.
"We have an emergency on floor 3, all personnel and staff available needed." A nurse yelled over the intercom. Bella was staying on floor 3.
Esme, Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper were all in the hallway, out of the way looking in through the glass where doctors were hovered around the bed where Bella lie.
"I'm so sorry." Alice said and I started to sob, my Bella was gone. Forever.
"She's gone." I whispered and Alice came over to me and gave me a huge hug. Alice sobbed in my chest as I just stood there stunned. Emmett was in total lock down.
"Oh Edward." Esme cried and she gave me hugs.
"I have to get out of here." I told them.
"No, you are not going to Italy damn it." Alice said pulled my arm back.
"Watch me." I said.
"I already have and the future can be changed." Alice said through her teeth.
"This isn't what she wanted for you!" Alice yelled.
I pulled myself away and walked out of the hospital.
OMG Bella's dead!?!? HA yeah right I would do that. Anyway review! Carrie