I don't have much to say…I have my final French exam on Wednesday (normally I should be studying right now, but I can't stand French literature anymore), and I'm sick right now
Hooray, I love summer break! I finally have time for my beloved Grimmjow x Ichigo stories again…The only thing that sucks is that I'm broke and I have to work…but I'm going to survive Background music: Eye of the Tiger! Now have fun with the new chapter of Cyber Confessions!
Disclaimer: I don't own Bleach, Tite Kubo does.
From: Arisawa Tatsuki
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Bastard
You fucking bastard, do you actually know what you have done? I would have never thought that you were the kind of guy who would do this to such a poor girl! You should be ashamed of yourself. Do you know what Orihime is going through right now? She can't stop crying, she's only listening to depressing music, she doesn't eat properly anymore, she doesn't smile. I am so angry right now, I swear to God, the next time I see you, I'll be the shit out of you. Actually, I don't want to see your face in the moment, it would make me sick. And how can you promise her to meet her, and then break up with her per text message? Are you out of your mind? And stop behaving like a child, you can't ignore me like that. I already tried calling you, writing text messages, and now I have to write emails…you are so dead, Kurosaki.
From: Yasutora Sado
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: What happened?
Ichigo, Tatsuki told me everything. I thought you didn't want to hurt Inoue, now look what happened. I know you, Ichigo, and I'm sure that you would never do such a thing. Please, tell me what happened. Is Grimmjow involved with this? I have the feeling he is.
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From: Abarai Renji
To: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
Subject: Party
Man, Grimmjow, where were you? Didn't you tell me I should pick you up from your place? As I arrived you weren't at home. So I tried calling you, but you didn't pick up the phone. And I also tried calling Ichigo, but he didn't go to the phone either. Oh well, just tell me where you were. By the way, the party was great, a pity you weren't there. Shuuhei was sad that you didn't come, but you're already on his VIP list for the next party. See ya!
From: Schiffer Ulquiorra
To: Jaggerjack Grimmkjow
Subject: Something wrong?
Hello, is something wrong, Grimmjow? You normally don't want to miss any party, so why didn't you come to Shuuhei's? Guess what, there was this girl looking for you, I forgot her name, but she looked quite furious. She said something about you not calling her or something like that. And you still have her bra at your place, she added. Or was it her underwear? I can't remember. You have to see her for yourself, I have a headache, I think I drank too much.
From: Arisawa Tatsuki
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Where are you?
Okay, it's been two days now that I have written you that last email, and you still didn't answer. I even tried to visit you at your place this afternoon, but no one opened the door. Where exactly are you? Are you trying to hide? You know that summer break's soon over, so stop your childish games and come out. Please Ichigo, I'm so confused about the situation, I know you since we were small, and I have the feeling that there's something behind this whole story. Please talk to us, do it for Orihime.
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From: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Please
Listen, Ichigo, I'm sorry about what happened. Really, you can't imagine how guilty I feel right now. I know it was my fault, but please forgive me, it hurts being ignored by you. Please answer.
From: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Come on
Oh come on now, how often should I say that I'm sorry? Stop playing the whiny bitch and answer, I know you're home, and I can visit you at any time.
From: Kurosaki Ichigo
To: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
Subject: …
Okay, you know what? You are pissing me off so badly. How could I be so blind? Why did you tell Inoue that I wrote you emails everyday? Are you stupid? I saw you every single day! And she wrote me emails, and don't you think it's strange that I didn't get them? What did you do? You are the only person, who was around me the whole summer, and you don't like Inoue, so if I review everything, I come to the conclusion that you manipulated something. Are you out of your mind?! Who gave you the permission to snoop around in my private sphere?
And no, it's not finished. The moment I want to meet my girlfriend and tell her that I actually have feelings for somebody else, you order me to your place because of something urgent, then you want to drag me to a fucking party, which I haven't heard off? Hello, why didn't you tell me anything about it? I'm not as spontaneous as you, I have a life and I'm organized, so think about that the next time. The next thing that happens is that we fight, then I wake up in a hospital. Do you know the feeling of waking up in a damn unknown hospital, with a stupid headache? And the doctor told me I was knocked out for two days. Maybe the fact that you stayed by my side was nice, but the fact that it's your fault that I was unconscious for two fucking days isn't very amusing.
I didn't contact my friends yet, but I will apologize to Inoue. Did you write her that message? Do you know how much that hurt her? Now Tatsuki sent me all these threatening emails, and the rest of my friends think I'm a stupid jerk. I know, I am a jerk that I cheated on my girlfriend with an even bigger jerk, but I wasn't myself those past weeks. Grimmjow, I was about to deeply fall in love with you, and now these feelings are slowly disappearing. I wouldn't have thought that you were such an asshole. Don't you ever talk to me again, and don't visit me.
From: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Ouch
Okay, that hurt. That long email really hurt. I'm sorry that you ended up in the hospital, as I said I know it was my fault, we shouldn't have fought outside my apartment, I forgot that there were stairs behind you, and I was so furious that you wanted to meet that bitch, that I had to punch you, yeah, then you know what happened. God, why didn't you tell me that you wanted to break up with her? Then all this wouldn't have happened. I was so jealous…I know I'm a jerk, but I'm a jerk who's in love, and I did all those stupid things because I wanted you, not just physically, but I love you for who you are. See, I said "I love you", and that's true, after those weeks we were together, my feelings grew, and you know that I'm not the person who falls in love with someone, you kind of…bewitched me. This is more than infatuation. And I don't care if you're a guy, what counts are the inner values. See, you couldn't believe that someone like me could write something like that. I'm Grimmjow Jaggerkack, the guy who had countless chicks, and who doesn't care about feelings. Ichigo, I changed. And you don't know how much that email hurt me, I know I lost you. But once again I'll apologize, and please forgive me.
From: Kurosaki Ichigo
To: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
Subject: …
It's too late to apologize, Grimmjow.
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From: Arisawa Tatsuki
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: I'm sorry
I wish you could just simply forget all those emails I wrote you. I am so sorry. I didn't know you were brought to the hospital the day you wanted to meet Orihime, and it was stupid to think that wrote that text message. But I wouldn't have thought that Grimmjow was behind all this…why would he do such a thing? I already noticed that he didn't really like Orihime, but that he would go so far? Okay, let's not talk about that anymore, I'm glad that you came to talk to me. And how long do you have to wear those bandages around your head? I hope you get better soon, and I'm sure Orihime will feel better too after you told her everything. Can't wait for you to heal, then we can have a good karate fight again, like in the old days!
From: Yasutora Sado
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Relief
I knew Grimmjow was behind all of this. You're not the kind of man who would do such an act. I hope your wound heals soon, and did you tell Inoue really everything? You don't want her to be even more hurt, do you?
From: Inoue Orihime
To: Kurosaki Ichigo
Subject: Thank God
Oh my God, Ichigo, you can't imagine how happy I feel now, it's a load off my mind. I am such an idiot, thinking that you're the one who wrote me that message. And somehow, I know this is going to sound weird, I think I understand why Grimmjow-kun wrote that. There I am, crying and whining while you're unconscious, with a wound on your head, lying in a hospital bed. Grimmjow-kun must have been so worried about you, he even stayed with you, two nights long. Then I send this message, oblivious to the situation, no wonder he got angry and wrote that. Normally I should be really angry at him, actually, I am, since he manipulated so many things, but imagine that kind of thing would happen to Tatsuki, then I think I would have reacted in the same way. Please don't be too harsh to him, I think you don't really like ignoring him, you're unhappy, right? I don't want you to be unhappy, so please think about what I said, okay, Ichigo? Love, Orihime.
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From: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
To: Schiffer Ulquiorra
Subject: Help
Ulquiorra Schiffer, in the moment I don't need you as a buddy, but as a shrink. I need some fucking mental support. Today school started again, and it was one of the shittiest days in my fucking young life. I actually felt scared, with all those death glares set on me. Okay, that's not the problem, I actually don't fucking care about what my stupid classmates think about me, but the worst was Ichigo. At first I thought he ignored me, but once I caught him looking at me, with the most disappointed look I have ever seen. I think that disappointed is worse than angry. And now combine the 'disappointed' with 'ignore'. That fucking kills, man. And. Ulquiorra, I already told you about what happened that night, so you surely must know about the current situation. I love him, okay, love. I'm not infatuated, I can't stop thinking about him, he's ghosting around in my mind, this must be love. Grimmjow Jaggerjack just discovered the feeling of being in love. The feeling is beautiful, but it hurts if the beloved person ignores you. Fuck man, what should I do?
From: Schiffer Ulquiorra
To: Jaggerjack Grimmjow
Subject: Chill
You moron, of course I have to find out about your true feeling before you do, I'm a psychologist, what do you want. Okay, first of all, calm down. I think Ichigo has a reason to be disappointed. Didn't I once tell you that you were going too far? It's your own fault. You think that just because you apologize a couple of times, he'll come running back to you? No, Grimmjow, you have driven yourself into this misery. I know that I'm rubbing salt into your wounds, but that's the only way to teach you a lesson. And a question: Does that Inoue girl know that you had a relationship with Ichigo? I need to know more, so that I can analyse your dearly beloved's behaviour. This case seems to be quite interesting for a psychologist like me.
Argh, I have this stupid feeling this chapter sucked so bad! Now you know the reason why Grimmjow wrote the message and what actually happened that night! Please forgive me if you didn't like the chapter, I'll accept flames…But I'll try my best in the next chapters, I promise! Thanks for reading and don't forget to review!