Two Lives Made For Violence: Chapter ten: Meet My Insanity
"And since only three people in the world know about how my mother died, that leaves you Hego." Shego said, ripping the mask off.
Hego just looked into Shego's emerald eyes, filled with insanity.
He had learnt long ago that Shego had a 'problem' well that was how the doctors phrased it. Their mother had seen the drawing Shego had done in her room, filled with people hanging, crucified, electrocuted and stabbed. All too gruesome for the mind of an innocent (at that point) seven year old. Shego had then been sent to rehabilitation, but had thankfully forgotten all about it as she grew older. The doctors said she would get worse, she might even act upon all these gruesome thoughts, but when the comet had hit them, Shego's insanity balanced out, but continued to grow with her. Like adding weight on one side, and when it got too heavy more would be placed on the other.
So Shego's mind was currently struggling with insanity and reality, but Shego's powers kept that battle for an unconsciously aware Shego to fight.
"Now… your partner in this. I could only guess Ron."
"You make it sound like it was hard to figure it out."
"Once Kimmie told me, it was pretty easy to see where you wanted me to go. Try and hunt down a man that didn't exist anymore? According to the government anyway, but not to a certain dojo in Japan" Shego added. The man took his mask off, revealing a freckled blond haired man.
"Hello Shego."
"Hello Buffoon, I noticed you used Drakken's pet name for you. How cute." Shego said
"It stuck to me over the years."
Nurse Verta and Kim slowly started to wake up, Kim not entirely new to the whole 'wake up and tied to a chair' situation. But Verta just seemed to be trying to put it all together, her brain refusing to take it all in.
Then the man she never wanted to see again, stood a few feet away from her. A samurai sword attached to his back, Hego standing proudly next to him.
Shego couldn't take both of them, not after Kim had first handedly witnessed Ron's monkey power. She moved her hands around a bit, trying to find the weakness in the ropes, soon finding that just above the knot, she could reach a blade that was attached to her battle suit, being as stealthy as possible she slowly made her way through the ropes.
"Ten out of Ten for your detective work Shego, but can you figure out the reasons behind it?" Hego asked.
"Well I have a few, one jealousy. I had somehow enraged you over the point of your own sanity in the past; I can imagine it was due to the attention of the media, oh how they would love to see a grieving hero over his sister's death. You always tried to be the main hero, but really all you could do was lift cars. While the rest of the team used the brains and actually figured out the plans to save the world, but when the press found out that you were taking credit for our work. Someone wasn't happy."
"No they weren't." Hego growled
"So Hego, what's it like to have an anger build up in you for years, only to know you can't act upon it?"
"You tell me, you're the one who spent a month in an asylum."
"Oh that actually made my insanity worse. But nice touch, getting Ron to infiltrate the staff to allow access to CCTV footage, and I stopped taking those pills after a week of being in that hell hole." Shego added.
"How did you know Ron was there?"
"Like I said, I stopped taking the pills. Something was up with them. My mind cleared, faces became sharp, but the colors remained. And Ron'o here just screams barf brown."
Flashback –
"Hey, I'm new here. I'm meant to be working as the new security guard, but I'm kind of lost. Do you know where that room is?" Ron asked, a woman with a nice figure and an innocent smile walked up to him.
"Sure I do, it's just down that corridor and take a left. Or do you want me to take you?"
"I wouldn't mind a bit of chatter." Ron smiled, as he eyed the name tag reading 'Verta'
"So what made you want to be a security guard?"
"Nothing really, it was just this was the only job I could find. And with the economy these days, who am I to argue?" Nurse Verta gave a little chuckle and smile.
"You have a nice smile; you should show it more often." Ron said kindly.
"Aw thank you!" Hesitating "Hey do you wanna grab some coffee after work?"
"Sure I'd love to, this room?"
"Yep, have a good day!"
"You too!" Ron replied,
Nurse Verta walked into one of her patient's rooms, the green villainess once named Shego.
"You seem happy." Shego said, her sarcasm tone never faltering
"Shego, can't you ever be happy?"
End flashback-
"So, why do you need Verta now?"
"She cared for you, and she was really the only one of the staff and the world, you got on with. She kicked you up the butt, and you didn't burn her to ashes, I'd say there is definitely a soft spot there." Ron said
"Ronster, what was your part in this?" Shego asked, fed up of hearing all about Hego and his problems.
"My part? Oh my dear Shego, my part is nothing but the planner and infiltrate. I had Kim in my grasp, and I had a good eye on you, I had fulfilled my role the moment the media flooded with Shego the Ripper strikes again, you were everything. But it was just about you, and only you. Like it should have been for me. I was the one who shut down Drakken's devices; I was the one who-"
"Oh god, you're not another past regretting creep are you?" Shego cut him off.
"Don't worry, my regrets I plan to change with the death of Kim Possible and Shego!"
"Yep, you are another past regretting creep."
Kim had finally managed to get the first few layers of ropes frayed, continuing to file away as fast as possible at the ropes, she watched as Shego's green flames started to rise from her hands, as two blue flames started to engulf the two men's hands.
"So what are you going to do now?" Shego asked
"What I've always wanted to do. Kill you."
"Feeling's neutral!" Shego shouted, charging to Hego, who only grunted as the flames impacted his face, but Ron right behind the man, removing his samurai sword he aimed for Shego's neck, only for it to swipe the air.
Devastated that he had missed one of the greatest opportunities of his life, he looked up to find Kim standing above him, a look in her eyes that he had seen once, and that person had been thrown into an electrical tower.
As Shego went for another charge, Hego rolled onto his back and kicked his feet up, sending Shego flying into a wall, Shego got up as quickly as fast as she could to avoid a crate thrown at her, Hego went for an attack, but Shego dodged it sending an upper cut of her own. Shego shook her knuckles as Hego wiped the blood away that was coming down from his nose.
"You broke my nose!" He complained
"FUCKING MAN UP!"
That calm Shego that had been seen previously had been replaced with a raging and fire angry Shego.
Shego sent fast kicks, punches and knees and any other limb you can think of, but all Hego did was consider getting bruises.
Kim and Ron were currently fighting, Kim using the battle suits own form of blue plasma (it seemed Shego was the odd one out!) to throw at Ron, who just seemed to block it with his stupid sword.
"Ya know? It was fun having control over the great Kim Possible, I cannot believe you fell for the old 'I'll die without you' line, maybe you should have been the one in the asylum instead of Shego!" Ron taunted, blocking a high kick that Kim sent.
"That's because I didn't want to risk my best friend's life! I cared about someone! This was clearly a waste of a good twelve years!"
"Oh friends are forever!" Ron mocked Kim's voice!
"Oh fuck you!" Kim sent a good blow to the stomach to Ron, as the man doubled over. Just as she was about to do a knock out landing, Ron managed to roll away. Leaving her defense open, Ron went for the knockout punch. As Kim flew through the air, a painful landing on her back, trying to stay awake, her vision started to become blurry, and she knew better. She was going to pass out.
"Kim!" Shego called, as she saw the red head go through the air, and land on her back. But caring for the red head had cost her to drop her own defenses, as Hego took this opportunity to grab Shego's neck, and he chucked the woman against the wall, a crack appeared as gravity took its toll on Shego's unconscious body, as it soon made its way to the concrete floor, her head landing first…
In Shego's mind -
Ooo Fuck! My head!
Shego's cursed
What? Who said that?
Shego asked, looking round franticly to find the source of the voice.
No that's what I'm doing! I don't need you to tell me! Who are you?
She asked… Oh me? Oh I'm your insanity. The voice said.
Uhuh, and I'm the frekkin queen.
Shego said sarcastically
You don't need to tell me what I'm doing! I'm quite aware of the situation!
The insanity raises an imaginary eyebrow
Fine! Most of the situation!
Ok I'm going to make this as simple as possible. You were born mentally unstable since your prefrontal cortex-
Tha wha?
The part of your brain that decides your behavior, personality, thoughts and actions are made up.
Oh gotchya… how the hell do you know that and I don't?
I just do! You probably saw it and on a therapist poster but never bothered with it! Anyway, when that was damaged when you were born-
Why was it damaged?
Would you quit interrupting?
Right… go on.
Anyway when you were born, you started imagining gruesome deaths and torture methods, and it was only a matter of time before you would act upon this. But thankfully, the day when you delicate little mind was about to push your brother off the tree house, the meteor struck the tree house. I don't know what was in it, but it healed you prefrontal cortex, but when princess kicked you into the electrical tower, it damaged your mind again, and when the pills mixed with your blood stream… it well enhanced me! So I'm now gonna be with you for a long time!
Ok- Wait! Does that mean your gonna get worse?
Erm… I don't know that one, but if I'm right… Probably not, unless you get put on the pills again.
So what's my mind right now?
Terribly broken, fragile and barely in control
… Shit.
Yeah, you could say that.
Suddenly a light started to fill the room, as the voice started to fade out
I thought you'd stopped that…
Reality –
Shego looked around the dark room; Hego and Ron were at a computer, shouting over something. Kim was tied up again, and Nurse Verta was unconscious. Shego didn't feel too good, it was like none of this was real, all these colors and images were fake. Maybe if she closed her eyes, she'd wake up on the sofa, Drakken ranting about his next great scheme, and princess would fall like a feather into the room as they would start their fight again.
"What do you mean its not working?" Ron shouted. So much for this being a dream. As Shego opened her eyes, she was presented with a false color vision (It's like every color is opposite to what it would usually be)
"The mind control chip can't take over her mind because her mind isn't working!" Hego shouted back.
Ron stormed over to Shego, as he swung his hardest punch at the woman, Shego saw it, but didn't feel it.
"What have you done? My plan! You've done something to the mind control chips haven't you?" he screamed.
God he was like a ranting Drakken
He then grabbed the chair Kim was on, Kim's face bruised and bloody.
"Tell me what you've done or I swear to god, I will make her unrecognizable!" Shego remained silent, not really finding the logic for her brain to start talking. She wanted to swear at him, but it felt like her brain was starting to shut down, she was losing control of her own mind, and insanity was taking over. Cracks spreading across her vision (like glass.)
"Fine, have it your way." Ron said, raising a hand, brass knuckles shined in the dark room.
"They try to make me go to rehab, but I say no, no, no!" Shego started to sing.
"Stop that" Ron said sternly, but the insane Shego continued
"Yes I been bad, but when I come back, you'll know, know, know!"
Ron swung a hard punch at Shego's face, but this time all Shego felt was one of those fuzzy feelings on the side of her face.
As soon as Verta was sure Hego was busy at the computer and Ron was occupied, she continued filing away at the ropes as they soon started to loosen.
"You said that's it's a phase, just something I'd outgrow, but I've got a girlfriend and she's got a lawn that I'd sure like to mow!" Shego sang, switching to a different song after blood was running down her temple.
Her insane mind had control, and she could only sit back and watch her insanity piss Ron off.
"Shut up!"
"'Cuz yeah I'm a lesbian! I don't know why god gave me eggs! So when we go in for sixty nine, I know hers is the same as mine! Hide your wives, Cuz here I come! I'm a lesbian!" Shego continued to sing
"AGH!" Ron shouted, taking the sword out "You sing one more time, I'll cut your head off!"
Ron heard the sound of a gun's safety switch flicking off,
"Undercover Agent Veronica, Global Justice. Your under arrest you slimy son of a bitch."
GASP! AGAIN!
So in case you haven't guessed… I'm Shego's insanity!
Come on! Who honestly saw that Agent Veronica thing coming? I didn't!
Anyway so the songs:
REHAB- AMY WHINEHOUSE
I'M A LESBIAN- MELLISSA FERRICK
Lyrics are probably in the wrong order, oh well.