A/N: So I am sorry for the wait but my author creativity slacked for a short while also my computer was totally malfunctioning, and not saving a thing I would write and clearly hit save so you know. Thank you for the reviews! This chapter is called A Second Chance: Lost, or Gained? I hope you guys enjoy this update!
Alecia's POV
"No! John! Don't you dare!" it's my birthday and here I am, screaming at the top of my lungs running away from my boyfriend, yes boyfriend of two and a half months, who is legit trying to throw food at me. I turned around and bumped right into John, but he didn't have anything in his hands, that's when I noticed that there was icing all over the she bitch, I mean Randy's 'lovely' wife Kelsey. Okay I know what you are thinking and you're right, I am a tad bit jealous, but I honestly do have real feelings for John. I can completely feel myself falling for him. Then my amazing boyfriend spoke,
"I swear I'll get you back for that cupcake. Even if I have to wait 'till you're asleep later." Okay so maybe I started it by throwing a cupcake at him, but I saw the look in his eyes I knew I woulda been wearing food anytime then, so I made sure I wouldn't be the first person wearing the very tasty cupcakes that were there. I then took off running, and now I am here, with John looking mighty fine if I do think so myself.
"Whatever you say my dear- ahh! I'm gonna kill you!" I screamed running after John when I was met abruptly in the face with a rather large Boston crème donut. Like seriously I used to do worse to Randy and he'd just take it like a man. And there that thought was again, why do I always have to compare everything I do with or to John with things I have done with and to Randy? I mean I have feelings for John but I always end up second guessing myself. I assume it's because Randy and I never really had closure. But that doesn't matter anymore I am happy with John and I don't need Randy in my life for more than these 4 months that we remain co workers. But then there's John who is my boyfriend, who I am falling fast for, who I am gonna come to visit, I guess this is a lose, lose situation. You know those sappy romance novels are bogus, you don't always end up with your high school sweetheart. Sometimes you shy away from each other and you both end up with two people who can't be more different from each other, but it works because you realized somewhere along the way, you've found that love that you thought you would never have again. And that is exactly how I feel about John and I'm sure that is how Randy feels about Kelsey, I mean why wouldn't he? I love John, he makes me so happy, but that old saying is true, and just like my mom said it would, it came back to bite me on the ass. You never forget your first love. And I haven't, but oh how I wish I could. I wonder if Randy feels the same way.
Randy's POV
God how I wish I were 18 again, young, and stupid, but most of all in love, happy, content. She was everything to me. But she left, she had to and it kills me. Now I know what you're all thinking, but yes at one point in my marriage I was happy, I was content, but I was never in love. Did I love Kelsey? Maybe, but I was never IN love with Kelsey. She makes being in love too hard, and I don't give up on things like that. What I mean is she makes them impossible, she decides its fine to take her phone and make stupid conversations up. You know on those websites where you make fake iPhone conversations up to show people. And I hate that, sometimes I think, hell I know, that she is only in the relationship for the fame and money, but being with her ensures that one I don't have to make an effort to be with women I really don't want to be with, and two Alecia hates her, so I can hold that over her head. I know that's a terrible thing to do but what can you do? I'm going to confront Alecia later, and tell her what's been on my mind, tell her how I feel, so maybe if we bury the hatchet we can at least be friends again, we can at least be in the same room without having to look over our shoulders. And I love her, I'm in love with her, and it isn't going away. Not now, not ever. She has my heart, she always has. My mom told me something once, 'If you love something, let it go. If it returns, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was.' Yea I know what you're thinking, Randal Keith Orton is getting soft, but it's only when I think of her, only when I speak to or about her. She's just that special, that important, and, and I'm going to make her know it, one way or another.
A/N: So once again I am so sorry for the lack of updates, on all of my stories, but I as I said I needed a computer repair. I thank all of my loyal readers and reviewers! If I get 5 only 5 reviews I'll post the next chapter a lot sooner! Tell me what you think, what you want, anything! I don't bite!