A/N : Yes I am alive. And yes I'm continueing this story as well as my others. I was sick and couldn't think properly.. My chapters that I wrote always had these enormous gaps. I don't even remember making them so I deleted them and started over again and again and again.. Well but now I'm better and here is the next chappie! but first let's thank some people! *takes cookiejar* Here are some cookies for Bethlovesall, Kakashi-Sensei48, Mischievously, Heart Prisoner, little firework, Naru-chan4eva, Tala ishtar, KariNeko, KyuubiFreak, estreja10, Anella2, omichiri6183, TheUchihaPrincess, Namikaze Kitsune, narutoyaoifan, Yuzuki Uchiha Namikaze, rockmusica426, XxXLexxibabeXxX, ForeverWildfire2.0, Moon-9215, Sayuri-Yuuko, 2x2justfau, AwsomemestPersonAlive, Corn, aznyaoilover, inlovenaru, LastAngel1205, Moonpuzzle, White Tasia, Invisibly visible and all my readerzzz.. Take as many cookies you want! Because i wasn't fair letting you wait so long! *starts shower of cookies*
It was almost midnight and a certain raven was still awake. Sasuke was lying on the bed with Naruto using him as a sort of a pillow. He looked to the window and saw the stars very clear. Not even a single cloud was to be seen in the skies. He smiled softly when he inhaled Naruto's scent. It smelled a bit like cinnamon and apples. The raven let out a yawn before he closed his eyes and whispered.
"I hope you will be okay soon, dobe.."
"I hope so too.."
Sasuke was startled when he heard Naruto. He pushed himself up in a sitting position, pulling the blonde up with him. He ran his fingers slowly through the soft hair.
"You're still awake."
He kissed the blonde's head softly as he said that.
"So are you.."
"Hn."
"Hey… Sas?"
"Yeah.."
Sasuke waited for the response of the blonde but was met by silence. After ten minutes, he wanted to say something but Naruto finally spoke up.
"Why did those things happen to me? It isn't fair.. I have had so many trouble in my life and finally when things start to get better.. This happens.. Why? Why me?"
"I don't know, bu-"
"Does god hate me? Did I do something wrong? Did I forget something? Is it because I forgot to share my food with the stray cats or ducks?"
"Naruto, calm down. No, God doesn't hate you. I don't know why that lunatic chose you. But I do know you don't deserve this. You deserve to be happy. I know it doesn't help much to say these things.. But I hope you will stop blaming yourself for it. This isn't your fault.."
"I know.. I guess.. But… Nah.. It's stupid.."
"No, tell me. Tell me, Naruto."
"Do you think I will be like this forever? Broken beyond repair? Doomed to be a pussy my entire life?"
"No, I don't think so.. If I remember correctly someone told me to never let something get you down. And smile at what you have accomplished."
Naruto smiled softly and nuzzled into the raven's neck.
"I told you that.. You still remember.."
"Of course I do.. And you will never be broken beyond repair. You know why? Because you will be an even better person because of this. You are still a little ball of sunshine. And consider this event as rain. Nothing will get you down. Sunshine and rain make a beautiful rainbow. So keep your head high and smile. Because you will become a very beautiful rainbow."
Naruto was on the verge of tears. Not because of the sad things in his life. No, this time it was tears of happiness. Finally someone cared deeply enough for him to reassure him, to be there for him. He couldn't fight back the tears that poured freely out of his eyes. Nor could he tell the raven that he was fine. That he could stop comforting him. He was pulled closer to the older boy's chest while being rocked back and forward. The blonde's vision started blurring as more tears rolled of his cheeks. His sobbing was becoming more uncontrollable by the minute. But he managed a smile.
"Sssh Naruto.. Sssh.. It will be okay.. Ssssh.."
"I.. I- I am o-kay.. Thi-is are te-ears of ha-apiness.."
"Happiness?"
This made Sasuke confused. Why was the dobe crying if he was happy? It didn't make sense to the raven. But luckily for the raven, Naruto noticed his confused look and tried to explain.
"You a-are the fi-irst to ca-are so dee-eply for me-e.. And I kno-ow it's stu-pid to cry.."
"No, it isn't stupid. Everyone cries."
The blonde nodded while wiping his tears away. His lower lip still trembled slightly, but he managed to control his sobbing. Not long after the emotional outburst he fell asleep, still slightly trembling. The raven stayed awake for a couple minutes longer before following his friend to dreamland.
The sweet light of morning shone through the windows. But not everyone can appreciate the morning and all its glory. Especially a certain raven. Sasuke groaned as rolled over on his back. Why did he forget to close the damn curtains? As he tried to roll back, he noticed something lying on him. He slowly opened his eyes and saw blond strands. His morning mood disappeared and a smile replaced his scowl as he breathed in the sweet scent. He looked to his clock and saw that it was eleven a.m. He detached the sleeping boy and made his way to the door. He stretched a couple of times while looking at his dobe. With a satisfied sigh he left the room and went to the kitchen. When arrived he found a sleeping Kiba on the table.
"Hey.. Kiba.. wake up."
Sasuke nudged the sleeping dog lover but he didn't get any response.
"Hey! Kiba! Wake up! Lousy dog ass! Wake the fuck up! And get off my kitchen table!"
"Huuu! Whaaaaaa!"
Kiba fell of the table and looked around quickly. He saw Sasuke's feet and looked up to see a smirking Uchiha. The brunette gave Sasuke the best glare he could master and got up. Muttering many things under his breath.
"No need to be so harsh, grumpy pants."
"No need to drool on my table, lousy dog-ass. Why were you sleeping on the kitchen table anyway?"
"I got hungry. And after I'm done with eating I get even more sleepy so.. Yeah.."
"Hn."
"So.. Where's Naruto?"
"Still asleep."
"Wait you left him alone? All by himself?"
"Kiba, relax. He will be fine. I will go upstairs in a minute before he wakes up."
"And what if he wakes up before you go upstairs?"
Sasuke didn't answer the question. Instead he went to the fridge and took some milk. He got a bowl from one of the cabinets and some cereal from another. After his breakfast he went back upstairs. He opened the door and saw the empty bed. Panic seeped in his veins as he feared the worst.
"Naruto?"
"Sa-Sasuke? Sasuke!"
The black eyes looked over to the corner where a blonde boy was sitting. He was wrapped in blankets and was trembling. Sasuke walked over the scared blonde and wrapped his arms around the smaller boy.
"What are you doing in this corner?"
"I woke up. And I thought you left me.. And that he would come.. And.. And.."
"Sssh relax.. I'm here.."
Naruto pressed his head to the warm chest and nodded softly. He grabbed the raven's shirt and held on like life depended on it. The blonde kept repeating 'Everything's alright, Sasuke's here now' over and over again. This made the raven frown, he shook the blonde a little. But he got no response. So he picked him up and carried him downstairs. When he arrived in the kitchen he placed Naruto on the table.
"He looks pretty shaken up.."
"Yeah, I know.. God.. We need to do something.. He can't stay like this forever."
"I agree.."
"But how?"
"That's a good question, grumpy pants."
"Hn, lousy dog-ass."
"I know what we can do!"
"Oh no! Not one of your stupid little plans again. I swear if you h-"
"Relax. This is going to be aaaaalllright! We need to talk with him about it and let him choose what he wants to do.."
"That's the most ridi- Actually not so a bad idea.. For one once I will have to say that you have a good idea."
Kiba ignored the last insult and focused on the blonde. Sasuke shook him a bit harder and called his name while Kiba kept saying 'Hey loudmouth? Naruto? Loudmouth? Naruto?' After a while Naruto snapped out of his daze and look up at them with a blank expression.
"Why are you guys looking at me?"
"Finally! Okay, so dobe.."
"Hmm?"
"We want to help you get better but you will have to help us help you."
"Owwwkay.."
"You will have to tell us what's wrong and we will try to fix it. You will also choose which things you want to try and which you don't. Get it?"
"I think."
"Good. So we will start with the first part. What happened when you were kidnapped?"
"I woke up.. Got food.. Went to sleep.."
"And after that?"
"A few days were the same like that."
"And after those few days?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
"Aww c'mon loudmouth.."
"Kiba shut it. This is his choice. Okay dobe.. It's okay you don't have to tell us."
"I guess I can tell you guys.. But only you.. No one else."
"Of course."
"After those few days… I woke up like any other day.. But I heard footsteps and it wasn't eating time.. And I know he's very strict with time. He came damn those stairs and.. and.. and.."
"Calm down.. Relax… Take your time.."
"He had a knife.. I saw it.. I saw it shimmer in the light.. And he was still walking to me.. He said to not be afraid.. He just wants to pl.. Pla… Pla..play a.. Play a ga… a ga.. a ga.."
"A game?"
"Yes.. Then he carved things into me.. And he acted like everything was normal.. Like this was just something everybody does.. And I was soo scared.. Soo fucking scared.."
Big tears were rolling off the whiskered cheeks. Shoulder were trembling.. Sasuke couldn't bear to see the sight anymore and he pulled the sobbing boy into a hug.
"Ssssh.. It's okay.. It's okay.. Sssh.."
"And the worst pa-part was.."
"What?"
"I thought y-you we-were ne-never going t-to sa-save me.. You left me. You left me. You left me!"
A/N: So does anyone remember when Sasuke comes and leaves again? At the guy's house? Yes? No? Well here is your answer why he is so clingy all the time.. And Bethlovesall.. Don't worry he will come.. But give the guy a break will ya.. Sheesh.. ^^ Nah.. Kidding i'm totally not giving hima long break.. mhihmhihih - evil laugh that is badly practised.. -'