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Chapter 10: Marriage preparation went wrong
It's been 2 months since the couple celebrated their first Christmas together. These 2 months were full of emotions such as angst, anger, despair, happiness, frustration and of course, even more love. These 2 months, a lot of tears were shed and of which, all were tears of joy. Yup, Itsuki has gotten Ren's permission to marry Mio. Finally, Itsuki can claim Mio as his. Ren told them that both of them should get married fast before one of them changes his/her mind so he set their wedding date on Lovers' Day, Valentines' Day- yes February the 14th! Now, how romantic is that! That will definitely be a day to remember! Now is the 1st of February and they are already busy choosing their wedding gown.
As Itsuki watches Mio turned around together with the wedding gown, his heart suddenly stopped beating. This woman will be his bride when the 14th of the month comes! She was marvelous! She was dazzling! She was so sexy! Just imagine Mio in a wedding gown, people! Hot and pretty, isn't she? It goes the same for Itsuki. The angelic being in front of him was just enough to make him forget entirely about his cancer. Now, he's seriously pumped up to get married!
Indeed, with itsuki wearing a wedding suit that made him look more charming and princely, even the designer was blushing! "Wow! I'm envious of the two of you! The two of you are a picture perfect couple that should be fated to be together! AND YOU ARE! CONGRATULATIONS THE BOTH OF YOU!" The designer congratulated them with enthusiasm. Mio blushed at the comment and Itsuki bowed in gratitude. He just knew it that the best day of his life is coming but what he doesn't know that on this day(present day) itself will be his last day he's gonna be smiling. After agreeing to take the wonderful and matching costumes, they then went to get the colours to decorate the wedding stage. Itsuki insisted to have 2 colours, each of them choose a colour. Itsuki chose purple but Mio has a hard time choosing. As Mio was deciding on a colour, Itsuki coughed and then excuse himself to the gents. Mio, who was not suspecting anything, continue deciding the colour.
~Back at the toilet~
-Itsuki's POV-
I coughed and coughed and could not stop coughing. I could hardly breathe. I thought this was it. My cancer had got me already! I am dying! Mio's face suddenly flashed across my mind and I managed to get rid of the negative thoughts. I've gain control of myself again. Each time I coughed just now, blood came rusing out of my mouth. I got up and looked in the mirror. There, was a bloody me in the mirror. One look at it makes me wanting to take back the idea of spending my now numbered days with Mio. I am going to die soon. Which means- Mio's gonna be a young widow. She can't afford to be one. She got a long life ahead but she gonna be widow if she marries me! I can't possibly make her suffer can I? I REALLY CAN'T BE SELFISH! "If you love her Itsuki, leave her. Its for her own good. YOU WILL BE A BIG BURDEN FOR HER TO HANDLE!" My reflection told me. He's right. I can't afford to be a burden to her and the best way for to do it is to break with... I cried. No! I can't give up! I can't live without her! Ya there are people out there who survived cancer. I can be in that lot of people right? Wait, she's waiting for me now! Shit! I cleaned up the tears and blood on my face and rushed out of the toilet and to Mio's side, pretending nothing happened. I can't let her worry, can I? Along the way, I may look like I'm smiling and laughing away with Mio, however, deep down, I'm stuck in choosing the 2 paths in front of me. One leads to my happiness and the other leads to a desired future where I will not be marrying Mio. Which one should I choose? Sigh...
The next day after work, I went to see the doctor and not Saya. I wasn't feeling well after what happen yesterday and I don't want to worry Saya. I was right. I am dying! The doctor told me that I have only 2 months max to live;given my condition. As I walked home, i was as confused as yesterday. No, much more confused! I know I should seek advise from Saya however, my mind told me the exact opposite thing to do. As a result, I dreaded to call her. In the end, I did.
-End of Itsuki's POV-
A week later...
"Mio, I'm sorry but I'm gonna marry Saya instead." Itsuki said in a hoarse voice and kissed Saya passionately in front of Mio.
Next week preview:
"Mio, I love her and not you. She was the girlfriend that keep me going after you marry. Sorry."
NOOOOOOO! What the heck are you doing Itsuki? Well it's bad now... hope you all enjoy! Please review!