Chapter 10.
Jealousy.
Dan woke up by sall kisses been placed all over his face and delicious smell of food. He open his eyes to see beautiful deep blue ones staring stright at him. Dan start to smile. Phils lips curl into big smile as well. He lean down and kiss Dan. Dan answered hooking one leg around Phils legs. Phil giggle and kiss Dan deeper.
-Good morning. – Dan wisper into kiss.
- Good morning. I made breakfasts for us. And it's not just coffee and cerials. I really cooked us a breakfasts. – Phil said smailing and sit up helping Dan to sit up.
Dan looked down on bedside table and saw delicious looking breakfasts.
-Mmm... look so good. – Dan said licking his bottom lip.
- I hope that they will taste good. – Phil said with a laugh and take all breakfasts on bed.
- Can i drink a little bit of coffee first? – Dan asked.
- Of course. – Phil carefully helped Dan to take several sips from his coffee.
- You really know how to make one of best coffees. – Dan said giggling and placing hot kiss against Phils cheek making him blush.
- I try my best. – Phil said giggling.
- Now give me my food. – Dan said with joking tone.
- You will need to earn that. – Phil replay in joking tone as well.
- Hmm.. and what i need to do? – Dan asked looking deep in Phils blue eyes getting closer to him.
- I.. I don't know... think of something meaning full. – Phil said getting lost in Dans dark eyes.
- Than maybe i could pay you with small, sensetive kisses? – Dan asked stoping right infront of Phils face, looking down on his lips and back in his eyes.
- Yes... – Phil wisper letting his breath out he didn't know was holding.
- Good. – Dan wisper placing small kiss on the side of Phils mouth.
Phil closed his eyes wanting to grab Dan and kiss him deeper. But he kept his self control and let Dan do what he wanted.
Dan smiled looking down at Phil waiting for his kisses. Dan suddenly bent down and placed soft kiss on Phils hand.
Phil opened his eyes in little shock and dissapointment. He looked down to see Dan smiling up at him.
-Didn't see that coming? – Dan asked starting to laugh.
- No. – Phil started to laugh as well.
- But don't worry, you will get one on lips too. – Dan said pecking his lips.
- More... – Phil breathed out.
Dan let out a little laugh and kissed Phil little bit longer. He stoped when his stomack growl laudly making them both brust out laughing.
-Okay, i think you earned your food. – Phil said laughing.
- That was embarassing. – Dan laugh placing his face against Phils sholder.
- You're just hungry. It is perfectly normal. – Phil said putting one arm around Dan.
Dan just let out one more laugh befour sitting back stright.
Phil give him a bite waiting for reaction.
-Hell, Phil! Did you really cooked this food by yourself? – Dan asked with big eyes.
- Yes... you don't like it? – Phil asked little bit scared.
- I love it! give me more, please. It is so fucking good! – Dan opened his mouth for Phil to give him more food.
Phil smiled with his heart warm and start to feed Dan.
They both eat with smile on their lips and forgething about problems laying between them.
After finishing eating Dan lay down in bed smiling.
-That was really good. I am so full. – Dan smiled.
- I am so glad you liked it. – Phil lay down next to Dan placing his head in his hand.
Dan suddenly put his leg around Phil starting to laugh. Phil start to laugh as well and places his arms arund Dan pulling him closer. Dan laugh lauder when Phil start to tickle his sides.
-No, no no. Please. – Dan laugh.
- Hm.. why would i stop? – Phil asked laughing.
- Because... I.. – Dan couldn't stop laughing. – I love you –
- aww. I love you too. – Phil stoped tickling Dan and softly kissed him.
Dan answered kiss still smiling big.
-Thank you... – Dan wisper against Phils lips.
- You don't need to thank me. – Phil said messing Dans hair up.
- Don't! – Dan start to laugh and pushing himself away from Phils hands.
- But i like it! – Phil said laughing and keeping Dan close to himself.
Dan laugh innocently placing small bite on the end of Phils neck making him to lose his breath.
-Ha! You didn't see this coming. – Dan said laughing and getting out of bed.
- That is not fair! – Phil said laughing and getting out of bed too.
- Nothing is fair. Will you please help me getting dressed? – Dan asked with smile on his face.
- Of course i will. – Phil said hugging Dan.
Dan and Phil was sitting in living room wtching tv when Phils phone start to ring. Phil looked down at it and saw Alex name and funny photo of them flash on the screen.
-excuse me. – Phil said getting up and going to his room answering the phone.
- Hey. Took you long enough to pick up. I start to think that you won't even answer. – Alex said through the phone.
- I was with Dan. So why did you call? – Phil sit down and looked out the window.
- I can come over now, if you want. And I could look at Dans arms and change bandages. – Alex said in calm tone.
- Yeah. That would be great. Thank you. – Phil said with small smile on his lips.
- Always. – Alex end the call.
Phil got back up and went back to Dan.
-Who was it? – Dan asked without looking away from the tv.
He didn't like that Phil simply went away when Alex was calling him. Dan saw that sick photo Phil have of them and start to wonder how many of these kind photos he have in his phone.
-Just a friend. Don't worry. – Phil smiled and put his arm around Dan.
Dan nood but he couldn't be calm knowing that Phil still have warm feeling toward Alex.
Soon someone walk into the appartment.
Dan sit up stright.
-Calm down. It's Alex. – Phil let out little laugh and stand up leaving Dan alone on the sofa.
-Hey, -Alex said with smile and hug Phil.
- Hey. – Phil said with matching smile on his lips.
They both come back to living room and sit down on the sofa.
-Hi. – Alex said to Dan with little smile.
Dan only nood a little.
Alex let out a breath and turn his full attention to Phil. Dan looked how they happily chat like he wasn't even there. Soon Phil and Alex went to kitchen to drink some coffee. Leaving Dan on his own. Dan watch how Alex touch Phil so called innocently. It was clearly seen that Alex is in love with Phil and want him to be his. And Dan wasn't wrong. Soon Alex start to flirt with Phil more and more making Dan jealous. But what can Dan do. He can't even go and put his arms around Phil to show that Phil is his.
Alex and Phil come back to living room laughing.
-Dan, Alex will look at your arms and change bandages. – Phil said sitting down.
- Are you fucking kidding me? – Dan said letting his anger out.
- No. Why are you rude? – Phil asked confused.
- I don't want that pice of shit touching me or looking at what he have done to my fucking arms! – Dan said standing up.
- Stop there. I didn't do that to your arms. I didn't make you be so stupid to make fucking suicide attempt and cut your own hands damaging all nerves! – Alex said setting into anger.
- Oh you didn't. You fucing stole my boy! You fucked him and fucked everything that was between me and him up! You are the one whos fault it is that I tried to kill myself! You stole the only one that keep me here! – Dan screemed in Alex face.
- Shut the fuck up and don't talk about Phil like he is your fucking property! This is the reason why you are not good enough for him! You treat him like shit! – Alex let it all out.
- Alex. Please! – Phil said without knowing what to do.
- And you are the one who is good enough for him?! Ruining his relationships with friend behind his back and lieing him? That you call good enough? – Dan spat out.
- I treat him like gold! I love him! – Alex curl his hands in fists.
- Don't you fucking say that you love him! – Dan screemed wanting to punch Alex.
- why not? Because you know that it is the truth and that he love me back? – Alex asked.
- Shut the fuck up! – Dan screemed boiling in anger.
- You are nothing. All you can do is act stupid on your jealosy. – Alex said with disgust.
Dan couldn't hold it anymore. He hit Alex with his head making him lose balance and hit the floor.
-Daniel! – Phil hop in the middle and slaped Dan and turned to help Alex and asked if he is okay.
Dan was is shock. Phil actually slapped him. And now is helping Alex. Dan felt himself starting to break inside. His cheek burning red. Dan turned around and went to his bedroom when it hit Phil what he just did.
-Shit. Excuse me please. - He stand up and run to Dan leaving Alex behind.
Phil knew that he have made a big mistake. What he was thinking when he actually hit Dan.
- Dan, Please listen, Dan. – Phil said going behind Dan.
-No! Leave me the fuck alone! – Dan screemed and kick his bedroom door closed.
- Daniel! – Phil screemed outside the doors.
- LEAVE ME ALONE, PHILLIP! – Dan screemed feeling his tears coming to his eyes.
- Dan... – Phil said against the closed doors.
- NO! SHUT! THE! FUCK! UP! – Dan screemed falling down and starting to cry.
But he didn't stop falling when he hit the ground. He keep falling into dark dark tunel. And sadlly too well know dark place for Dan.
And he shut every door in his way withouth wanting to see or hear nothing from other side. He shut everything down. He shut himself down.
Now after that he was left alone in cold dark and deep place he have been use to be in. And he was okay with it because there noone could hurt him, noone but himself.
The perfect place to live in.