The Talk
" I'm sorry if I upset you earlier" whispered Emily as she came in to the high-tech huge Cullen kitchen, Emily also seemed impressed as she walked in.
I had just made a batch of cupcakes for the wolves, Emily and Nessie and was now making some rainbow cakes.
"No, I'm sorry I over reacted it…. It's just that I never told anyone that stuff before and the person I did tell died because of it" I was facing away from Emily and was glad as she couldn't read my facial expression.
"These smell delicious, need any help?" she asked changing the subject which I was glad about, her eyes lit up as she saw the different coloured butter icing on the cupcakes with all the sprinkles I even drew a smiley face on one!
"No thanks I think I got it" I explained hoping not to hurt her feelings I wanted to be alone at the moment to think about things like Seth and what to do about him.
"I'll leave you to it then" she began to walk out of the kitchen when a thought popped into my head.
"Em, wait!" I shouted catching her attention so she span around. "What is it like?" I whispered hoping no one else could hear us especially not Seth.
"What like?"
"Shhh, keep your voice down."
"What like?" She whispered again.
"Sam I-imp-imprinting on you" The word came out as a struggle.
"Hehehe" she giggled, why did I ask her? Of course she would laugh at me. She began to calm down once she saw I was waiting for her to continue. "At first it was a shock I suppose but then I got used to the idea of it, I knew that Sam loved me with all his heart by the way that he looked at me, spoke to me. It felt amazing, I was worried of course that if I woke up it will all be a dream he was a werewolf for god sake." We both laughed at that. "After things slowed down and I got my head around him turning into a wolf I realized that I loved him and as time went on I realized that he wasn't going to leave me in a big puff of smoke." She threw her arm around me hugging me. I scrunched my nose up I was not a huggy person, no way.
"Is this about Seth?" She asked.
"I just… He makes my stomach feel like it's filled with butterflies and each time someone says his name I have to see what they were talking about."
"And are you going to tell him this?"
I grinned my evil smile.
"Oh, Oh… Ella what are you planning?"
"All I'm saying is a little bit of hip swaying and maybe a wink of an eye." I showed her my wink as I strutted around the kitchen swaying my hips as I went.
"Don't leave him to long!"
"Who says I'll be able to?" We both cracked up at that.
"What are you two laughing about?" Seth asked while leaning on the door frame.
"Umm…" Emily responded.
"Talking how fit Brady is" I smirked at him, Emily looked uncomfortable.
"Oh well um if he's your type…"
"Seth shut up!" I cut him off.
"What?"
"We were only joking"
"Oh, who is your type?" He had a big smirk on his face now he knew.
"Wouldn't you like to know" I winked at him.
He huffed and walked out. Emily turned towards me and stared at me raising her eyebrows.
"Why don't you go out with him, Seth is probably one of the softest and nicest people I know, you're lucky he imprinted on you and not some other wolf."
"Dating's not my thing" I admitted.
"How would you know you've never tried it?"
"Well I don't want to know."
"Why? There is a reason why he imprinted on you and it's because you two are so perfect together"
"There's not a reason for everything!"
"Why won't you give him a chance?"
"Because…"
"Because what?" She harrased me, we were no longer shouting in whispers we were just talking normally.
"Because he doesn't want someone like me, I hurt people real bad, I'll just drag him down and stop him from doing things in his life."
"No you won't." She tried to comfort me.
"Yes I will, I have lived long enough to know what people like me do."
"People like you?" She questioned, in a couple of seconds she got it "Ella you're nothing like your Mu…"
"Don't you dare call her my Mum she has nothing to do with me!"
"Exactly, that means you are nothing like her."
"Just because I have nothing to do with her doesn't mean I'm not like her."
"Ella what are you really scared of? You can't keep cutting people off like this, Seth really likes you and you're going to lose him!"
I know that I was going to lose Seth at one point like I lose everything that's good in my life. One day I'll lose the Cullen's, my Dad and Seth.
"Losing things isn't new to me."
"I know that but maybe gaining things can be something new and losing things can be something old to you, you have a new start with the Cullen's, don't let it go or you will regret it in the future and the same applies to Seth. Don't be scared of him he will never hurt you, probably one of the best things about imprinting he will never leave you."
"But…"
"You're putting too much thought into this just go with your heart, you will know if Seth is right for you like I knew that Sam was right for me."
With that she got up from the kitchen chairs we were sitting on and walked back in the living room to leave me with my thoughts. The worst thing about living with the supernatural they could hear everything which means they all heard including Seth what we just said.