Author notes: Hey Fanfic lovers. I'm terribly sorry its taken me this long to write a new chapter. I have been very bizzy the past few months with my hospital checkups, moving to a flat and my last year at college. Its just been a bit of a handful but because it's taken me so long to write i have made this chapter a lot longer than my others, just for you ;D
Just to remind my readers i do not own the Twilight characters or Glee characters ;D
"This is all yours" Tanya whispered as she kissed my cheek.
I descended down the stairs in amazement as I looked at a stunning music room.
The walls were a pure white; it went well with the dark Ock flooring. The room was massive with four strong beams that were doted around holding up the three-story house. The room was filed with all sorts of musical instruments. On one wall there were wooden shelves holding black cases that were shaped in different kinds of brass and woodwind instruments hidden within. The front wall was a big black screen, I didn't know what it was but I couldn't wait to find out. I turned around to see a white grand Piano with curved patens carved around the front of the piano, it lay in the middle of the room; it was one of the most beautiful Piano's I had ever seen. I walked towards the piano and sat down on the chair. I pulled up the lid of the piano and slowly brushed my fingertips over the piano keys.
"Can you play something for us" Carmen asked siting on a long cream leather three-seater sofa, which was laid beside the staircase.
I smiled "what would you like me to play" I asked not just Carmen but to everyone.
Irena sat beside me on the chair with Tanya and Kate behind us "Play what ever you want, we'll love it know matter what you play" Tanya whispered in my ear.
So I started to play one of my favourite songs Giovanni Allervi Ariu. I closed my eyes and slowly started to get the feel for the music, god I haven't played the piano for almost four years. I stopped playing after my dad took a sledgehammer to the one in the house after one of his drunken fits. I forgot how much I enjoyed playing; I slowly opened my eyes and looked around me to see everyone in a sort of trance as they listened to me play. I closed my eyes and carried on playing until the end. As I finished I smiled up shyly towards everyone, they all had shocked faces but they clapped.
Irena hugged me "wow that was just… wow" I blushed as she kissed my cheek and leaned back so she could look into my eyes "It was beautiful".
Tanya stroked my head as I leaned my head into her chest and looked up so I could see her face "absolutely beautiful, you play a lot better that our cousin " she whispered and kissed my forehead.
Kate had a huge smile as she grabbed a hold of my waist and pulled me up and off the chair twirling me around into a hug, which maid me squeak and giggle at her. Carmen and Eleazar laughed at Kate and me as she puts me down and smothers my face with kisses which turns my face bright red. "That was so great, you're like a professional". I smiled and shyly walked back out of her embrace so I could see everyone.
"What else can you play" Irena asked why'll she got up from the piano chair.
I shrugged "A few other instruments" I smiled
I saw something behind Kate that court my eye, on the back wall was different kind of stringed instruments. There were racks full of different kinds of electric and acoustic guitars. I slowly brushed my way past Kate and walked across the room towards a guitar that looked familiar. It had its own stand next to the other guitars. A tear ran down my cheek as I picked up my old guitar that was given to me by Puck. I slowly glide my fingers across the name that was scratched onto the base of the guitar; I could hear footsteps behind me as I wiped away my tears.
"Are you ok baby girl?" Irena worriedly asked
"What's the matter little one" Tanya pulled me to her side
"Did we do something wrong" Kate panicked as she looked around the room to see if she could spot what they did wrong.
I laughed and I pulled all three of them into my arms "of course you didn't, I love the music room"
"Then what's with all the tears?" Irena whispered into my ear
I leaned back and looked down so I was facing my guitar "I thought I had broken it, that day at the lake" I gently put the strap of the guitar around my neck, "lets see if it works" and started to play.
I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
Don't you dare look out your window, darling,
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold on to this lullaby
Even when music's gone
Gone
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)
La La (La La)
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
Oooh, Oooh, Oooh, Oooh
La La (La La)
Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...
Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh oh oh.
As I finished I smiled down at my guitar "It works. Great" I sighed in relief.
"This guitar is very special to you isn't it" Kate opened her hands out and I passed it to her. She looked down at the guitar with Tanya and Irena beside her.
I smiled "yeah, that guitar was given to me by a past lover" I smiled down at the guitar.
There was a sudden silence and then three sets of growls were heard. I looked up to see their black eyes staring down at the guitar with such anger. Before I could ask what was wrong; the guitar was suddenly crushed into small pieces and thrown across the floor like it was a piece of garbage. I just stood there in shock; I just couldn't believe what they had just done. They looked at me with those black eyes and a satisfied grin across their faces.
"What have you done" my voice was quiet but they could hear me.
They looked at me in shock like they just realised what they've done.
I ran to the one thing that gave me a sliver of happiness since I gave up Beth and left my friends behind. I fell to the floor and picked up the only bit that wasn't broken which was the scratched name of my daughter. I cradled it to my heart and started to sob, "How could you?" I cried.
I could here them walking towards me "Quinn were sor…" I stood up before Kate could finish her sentence and turned around to face them with such anger and sorrow.
I looked into there know golden watery eyes "DON'T YOU DARE APPOLIGISE TO ME" I shouted I started to walk away but one of them tried to grab me but I removed my arm and looked them dead in the eyes "I DON'T WHAT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN" I screamed, they looked like they were about to cry. It was fiscally painful to see that I was hurting them but what they did hurt a lot. "I hate you," I whispered and then turned around not able to see the hurt in their eyes and ran pasted a sad looking Carmen and Eleazar and out of the music room.
Once I changed into a pair of black skinny jeans, black skull shirt, dark red hoody, my Dr Martens red boots and my black beanie hat; I grabbed my backpack, I put ducky on my shoulder and left the Denali house and rode off down the snowy road on my BMX.
My eyes watered all the way down the snowy hill and into forest. How could they do that, they knew it was special to me and they destroyed it wright in front of my eyes; like it was nothing. I was crying so hard I didn't see the tree root that was above the ground until it was too late. I crashed into the root and floe over the handlebars of my bike, landed on my back and rolled down the hill. It was a good thing the floor was high with snow other whys that would of really hurt. I curled up into a ball at the bottom of the hill and just cried, I cried until I fell asleep with exhaustion.
I woke up in my sleeping bag next to a warm campfire; I shot up in fright not knowing how I got there.
"Its ok honey it's only me" Carmen spoke softly next to me with Ducky curled up on her lap purring away. Traitor.
I turned my body away from her so all she could see was my back as I pulled my legs to my chest and rested my head on my knees.
"Why are you here Carmen" I sighed heavily
"I wanted to make sure you got to your camp ok and it was a good thing I did you were past out in the cold".
"Well I'm fine, so you can go" I spoke harshly as I turned around to face her.
She looked at me with sad eyes and shook her head in disappointment "your not fine, your hurt and upset"
I laughed and stood up in anger "congratulations Sherlock Holmes you've solved the mystery" I sarcastically remarked in an English voice. I kicked the snow around me in anger and started to walk to the edge of the cliff. "Please just… go" I cried the last word.
I could hear movement behind me and then two cold arms engulfed me from behind; into a tight but welcomed hug as I sobbed.
"wh why did they…d do that" I sobbed as I collapsed to the floor. Carmen gently picks me up and laid me sideways on her lap so I was facing her as she held me tightly.
Carmen sighed and started to rub circles on my back to help calm my breathing "they didn't mean to do what they did" Carmen whispered as she wiped the tears off my face.
I looked at her like she was mad "they just ripped my guitar to pieces. How can they not mean it" I raged as I hid my face into the crook of her neck "I hate them" I whispered.
"No you don't"
"Yes I do"
"No you don't. Your just angry and upset at the moment"
"Of cores I'm angry and upset they ripped up something that was special to me. With NO second thought…. I'M FURIOUS" I shouted the last two words at her.
Carmen nodded in agreement at what I said, "I understand sweety I do. But do you really… I mean really hate them"
I was going to answer yes but she stopped me and told me to really think about it. So I did for 3 days. I sat there with Carmen, we did nothing but eat and sleep… well I did nothing but eat and sleep. Carmen just sat there and watched me. I did not talk to her all I did threw the days was think about my feelings toward Tanya, Kate and Irena. Do I really hate them?
For the first day all I thought about was how angry I was with them. I could not think of one thing that I liked about them. The only thing I could see was them starring down at my guitar in anger; then they just ripped it up with a smile on their face. Not only that but other things that bugged me like when Tanya would go all commanding over me or when Kate gave me two months worth of detention for nothing and Irena when she kept babying me; not letting me get my necklace because it was too cold, I mean geese's I'm not a bloody cripple.
That day I was just angry and shouted and cried all that day. I could also feel a small pain in my chest. It was slightly uncomfortable but bearable.
The second day I wasn't as angry just… disappointed; like I trusted with something and they broke it. Thou they broke it after wounds they looked guilty like a blurry vision became clear and they just realised what they had done. Know that I think about it, they were fine holding my guitar until I told them that a past lover gave me it. I'm wondering if they were jealous but I don't know why, its not like we know each other that well. I wonder if I have missed something, maybe I should go back and listen to their story and find out why they look, act and feel different. I didn't know if I'm ready to see them. I feel this pain in my chest get more painful by the hour, its like someone is squeezing my heart and lugs; I feel like I can't even breath.
The third day became unbearable. I could hardly move without whimpering in pain. I don't know what's coursing this pain but it fricking sucks.
"Carmen" I wheezed in pain
Carmen had been watching me for the past 3 days and knows something was wrong but every time she asked I would just ignore her. But after I curled up into a fetal position whimpering and crying out in pain. She had enough and picked me up bridle style and started to run threw the woods in a speed that should be imposable.
"Carmen… w where… are you… taking me" I cried out and started holding onto my chest, trying to stop the pain.
"I'm taking you home. Where you belong, with us your family. You need to be with Tanya, Kate and Irena"
"NO" I screamed, "I don't want to see them, I… have… NO… home… and I… have NO… Family" I cried and tried to fight out of her arms, but every time I tried to fight out of her hold the harder it was to breath.
Carmen growled, "I don't care if you don't want to see them, you're going home and that's that. And we're going to have a talk about your family echoes young lady" she growled as we moved closer to the house "you're in pain and I can't stand seeing it anymore… so your going to see them and that's that".
I screamed, as the pain got worse. Carmen threw the door open ran past Eleazar and up two flights of stairs until she got to Tanya, Kate and Irena's room; behind the door I could hear screams of pain inside. Once Carmen opened the door, a flood of burning pain hit my aching heart as I saw Tanya, Kate and Irena on their bed shaking and screaming out in pain on the bed huddled together. I started to struggle out of Carmen's arms; I just had to get to them. I didn't know why all I knew was that I had to be with them. Carmen put me on the floor because I was to week to stand, she understood what I had to do even if I didn't and left the room without saying a word just a warm smile. I crawled to the bed; they did not know I was there, they were screaming in pain so loudly they didn't hear me calling for them. I climbed up the bed in pain; but I didn't care that it hurt I just held in the tears of pain because I needed to stop their pain first. My pain was nothing I could handle it. What I could not handle was seeing my angels in pain. I crawled up on Tanya's body and lay on top of her with my left arm wrapped around Irena and my right arm wrapped around Kate. I started to whisper sweet nothings to them to calm them down.
"Its ok. I'm here. Please stop crying. I'm here" I kept saying this verse until I felt their body's slowly relax and they had stopped crying out in pain; only a few whimpers know and then. I even felt better, which I found strange, but hey I'm not complaining. They cuddled into me and 3 pairs of eyes opened and stared at me like it was the first time they'd ever seen the sun.
"We're sorry" Irena sobbed
"We didn't mean to we swear. We'd never intentionally try and hurt you" Tanya whispered
"Please don't leave us again… We're sorry" Kate hiccupped
I smiled at them naturally, they really were sorry, but they're not off the hook yet.
"I know you're sorry. Lets just talk about it tomorrow. Wright know I'm exhausted and I'm pretty sure you guys are too" they nodded. I smiled "ok then… well I'll see you in the morning" as I got up a searing pain shot threw my heart and I yelped in pain. They pulled me back into their bodies "on second thought. Do you mined if I stay with you tonight. I still feel a bit… stiff" I sighed relaxing into there arms.
They laughed like I asked the most stupid question in the world.
"Of course not. We'd love it if you stayed Fire Cracker" Kate smiled in delight; she leaned in and kissed my cheek.
"We'd never say no to you baby girl," Irena giggled as she kissed my already blushing cheek from Kate's kiss.
"We want you to stay with us little one" Tanya beamed as she kissed my forehead.
I smiled at the love I was feeling from these beautiful strangers. I curled up into Tanya's arms and snuggled into Kate and Irena who were laid beside me.
"Goodnight Tanya, Kate and Irena" I whispered groggily as I fell asleep. As I fell to sleep I swear I heard them say 'goodnight our beloved soul mate' into my ear. I must be hearing things.
I hope you loved the chapter please PM or review and tell me what you think. Piano song Giovanni Allervi Ariu and Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift