Sorry about the super late update this is all my fault (Lucy) yeah I've been really lazy to tell u the truth so that I you for everyone who has kept to this story xx review for free invisible mackerel and pineapple pizza xx also I need better titles I'm sorry x I also appologise because this chapter is quite small and its mostly a build up chapter
CHAPPE NUMERO 10
Petra's POV
My eyes portrayed my true feelings or hurt and sadness, I could do nothing but sit at the sidelines and he won't even accept me properly to do that.I felt so useless for and to this poor boy.I went to his bedside to clean up the bin; his head was still down facing the direction of the bed sheet. Wait was he is so much pain that he didn't even notice me? I crouched down next to him with a clean bucket ,which I had just went to receive, I tried to catch glimpse of his face but his jet black hair got in the way. I bit my lip and carefully moved my hand pushing back his hair ,he stayed mostly still until I placed my head on his warm forehead to which he had flinched away slightly. His face was brewing with sweat. It was either a nightmare or a fever but he didn't look all that ill but rather just scared. I laid him gently on the bed and placed a cold damp towel on his sweaty forehead. He stared at me with deep blue, glassy eyes. He looked so helpless, I felt sympathy for him. He was going through so much at such a young age.I stayed there all night on the plastic white chair next to the hospital bed .Mostly because when I looked at his eyes I could see them screaming out to me that he doesn't want to be alone.
MAKOTO'S POV
It was nice to know that these guys are here for me and I started beginning to smile a lot more around had went downstairs to meet Nagisa when he arrived so all I had to substitute me was my thoughts, flashbacks and the faint sound of Haru weeping,although he wasn't even there.
I am much more than aware that it was my fault that Haru got ran over. I shouldn't have bugged him.
I put my head in my hands and thought over the situation that constantly plays through my mind. It haunted me as every time I think of the Raven haired water-lover as I drown in the feeling of guilt or sadness . I'm sure I'm just stressing and being selfish ,my mental state is like a paper cut in comparison to Haru's state.
It felt like Rei and Nagisa where taking hours and being alone with my mind was beginning to slowly kill me. I decided to do what I should have in the first place and meet Nagisa at the door.
NAGISA'S POV
Makoto's house was pretty much the same as I expected, it had a warm and cosy feeling, unlike my house which was basically a study only zone. Rei came to answer the door and greeted me by saying that Haru's name is band without any reason of why. I decided not to complain as it was most likely one of the many things they are keeping me from. Before we got chance to get to the top of the stairs,Makoto was stood there with a palish face."Makoto what's wrong? You look pretty pale..." I asked the olive haired boy in front of me. He jumped a little and looked down at me with confused eyes. "O-oh sorry nagisa, I was just daydreaming..."
I decided to wind him up a bit and said "about what you do in bed with Har-" I was cut off by Rei nudging my side and glaring at me slightly. I then remembered the rule and glanced at Makotos overly confused face.
"Never mind!" I ran a hand through my blonde hair, laughing nervously ,only for Makoto to then gaze upon the ground hiding the sadness in his eyes and it was probably my fault because I almost said Haru's name. The whole atmosphere of the house changed and it was just like back home, on edge and miserable.
MAKOTOS POV
I don't know why but when I was staring down the stair case at Nagisa and Rei I really felt distant like they where acting too formal with me more like strangers than friends.I don't blame them but in all honesty it made me feel lonely.
HARUS POV
I don't remember all that much just the intense feeling of pain an-and a caring aura coming from someone ? Or perhaps that was just my mind playing tricks,no one has ever cared so much about my health other than Makoto. So why am I suddenly being nursed? I tried to open my eyes but they felt really heavy and they began to feel even heavier with every breath I took so I think I must have just drifted back to sleep.
NAGISAS POV
It had already fallen into the night and we where meant to be sleeping however my mind wouldn't shut down. I lay there for quite a while cutting my senses from the rest of the world but even then I couldn't rest. I slowly crept out of the futon sure not to wake Rei or Makoto, luckily my memory of placement was pretty good so I had already memorised the layout of Makoto's room ,thanks to all those revision classes my parents made me take. I managed to creep out of the room making little to no sound which is actually really surprising for me. I crept down the wooden stairs and stepped into the White decored Kitchen but what I wasn't expecting was a tall boy standing over the sink.
"M-makoto what are you doing?",
I whispered aware that Rei was still sleeping upstairs.
"H-huh? Oh I was just getting a drink , I couldn't sleep for some reason." Makoto replied ,his eyes where red raw as if he'd been crying .
"I guess I could say the same thing", I said trying not to bring up why he was crying especially since I have a clear idea of why he was in the first place.