IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE!

I don't own the Twilight characters. I put some Italian words in here so I'll put what they mean up here so when you get to it come up here. Yes I know I haven't worked on this story in a while and I truly am sorry. This chapter is intense so you have been warned. Bella bambolina – beautiful little doll

sidiavolettomi diraiquello che vogliosaper! - you little devil you will tell me what I want to know!

Chapter Ten Memories of past pains

After I put the kids in there bed I lay on my bed thinking of tonight. I had so much fun with Emmett he made me feel special and all we did was stuff I used to do all the time. How he looks at me it just makes my skin tingle and my cheeks flame. I had so much needed fun tonight, I remember how his face looked when I came down the it was a look of pure awe and shock with tinge of something more. I look over at my sleeping babies I still can't believe there three years old there very advanced for three but that's because of all the different things in there genetics.

There already running and talking about anything and everything to anyone they can find. I turn on my side pulling the blanket father up on me falling asleep… *VISION* I see someone sitting in a small cell head down they heard a noise causing there head to shoot up showing bruises on one side of there face. I saw the persons face behind all the bruises as Sabrina. The noise was made by a man with red eyes and fading blonde hair that was almost as white as his skin. He put his hand on the bars of the tiny cell giving Sabrina a blood chilling smile. He looks at her pointedly saying "Hello little Sabrina…will you tell me what I want to know today.

" He looks at her lightly running his finger down her face. She jerks away from his hand causing him to laugh tsking at her he says "Now Sabrina don't be like that" he smiles at her evilly trying to touch her again and says "we could be such great friends my dear." She gives him a look and hides in the corner. He looks at her his anger flaring but he repressed it saying "Now Sabrina come over here and tell me what I want to know before I get angry" she looks at him before shaking her head no. His jaw tightens and he says "sidiavolettomi diraiquello che vogliosapere!" pulling the cell door open angrily walking closer to Sabrina's huddled up form with his hand raised...

*VISION END*

(APOV) I jolted up the vision shaking me to my very core. I know who that man was and that place Cauis of Volturi and his torror chamber. I know that place because I lived there at a time. One of those tiny cells once was my home for years. Something no one not even Jasper knows is that my creater was Cauis. He created me for his own reasons after watching me grow up in my small little village Charleten. The only reason I know this is when he told me things that only someone who had watch me would know.

I was his toy his bella bambolina as he called me. He took me at eighteen when I was still human and kept me that way for a two years. He wanted to make me immortal so he could have me with him for as long as he wanted. After he turned me I couldn't stand it anymore. I lost what little sanity I had causing me not to fear him anymore. I didn't even show a single bit of emotion and he didn't like it. That's when the beating started he would bring me to the brink of death for a vampire that takes a lot. Yet right before I would get the bliss of being rid of him he would bring me a person to feed off of. The hunger was to strong to fight of no matter how much I regret it. He did it every time he came to my cell because he knew it got to me taking the life of another.

I hated him with a burning passion it was what got me through the day. I don't show the torror that I went through because he put a old medival salve on the wounds that removed them from the body. The only thing I have to remember those terrible days are my memories, evil torrorous memories. Seeing that place again brought back the anger, pain, and the horrible fear. I can't let her go through what I went through no one deserves that fate. I have to make sure it doesn't happen but how I can't be sure.

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This chapter is really intense I started writing it and it was writing itself. The things about Alice are my own personal work. I will explain more about this in chapters to come just stay with me.

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