Chapter 10: Heart breakdown
I come to my senses and the first thing I see is Hatori reading a machine. I fall back onto my pillow and close my eyes
…..
When I wake up for the second time I sit myself up and look at Hatori who looks truly shocked, so shocked that the cigarette that is often seen hanging from his lip is in his lap burning through the material of his lab coat.
"Is there something wrong Hatori?"
"Yuki before we go any further I need to ask you a serious question. Are you sure that the only person you have slept with is Hatsuharu?"
"Of course he is the only man who I will ever love"
"Okay, okay I understand but this is phenomenal. A homosexual birth has occurred, this is so out of the ordinary I need to come up with an explanation so why don't you go see Hatsuharu for now.
I slide off the bed and start walking to his usual room. I knock on the door and let myself in. I turn around and it's like I just stood on a landmine. Haru is in bed with Ren. Haru looks up at me and pushes Ren off of him but she pushes him into the bed and kisses him. Tears are welling up in my eyes, so much that I can't see anything. I try to say something but I can't say anything. My heart is being torn apart on the spot. Haru gets up and walks over to me and says something I never thought he'd say to me. Yuki I don't want you, leave now I don't ever want to see your face again. I collapse to me knees and breakdown. I fall over to my side and my head hits the floor. I'm taken by blackness.
I wake to Shigure peering over me.
"Yuki" he says sternly
"What is it?" I ask
"What happened?"
That's when I remember what happened. Haru rejected me and left me there.
"Well…" I try to say more but my tears fill my eyes and it clogs up my mouth I can't bring myself to say it.
"Yuki Haru needs to stay here for you"
"Why he just abandoned me?" I scream
"Yuki you are due next week"
I freeze and goose bumps run all the way up my spine.
"Bu, Bu, but we weren't intimate like that back then, only recently I hadn't slept with him until a few days ago. "
"Yuki this isn't a normal child"
"It's huge already look at your waistline"
I look down and it looks as if I had been pregnant for 10 months!
"How, how id this happening" I beg Shigure. I take hold of his kimono and pull him closer to me and whisper, "What's happening to me?"
"Hatori believes it is because you are Juunishi your bond with God allows you to have romantic relationships with members of the opposite sex and some members of the juunishi were fated to be with members of the same sex. Like Aayame for example I guess you carried the gene." Shigure snickers at that last bit. I slap him and sit back in my bed. It's too late though Haru doesn't care about the child anymore. I hear a knocking at the door and Shigure gets up to answer it.
The door swings open wide and the man who is standing in the doorway is Hatsuharu!