I have something to add to what I said about pushing away panic attacks. Recently I went to a haunted house and one part had these very, very small halls. I'm claustophobic. I actually had to keep a small panic attack at bay, because I couldn't see, but could feel the walls, and there were a bunch of people near me. I'm still considering going again next year. :-P
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Disclaimer: Nope, definitely don't own Sonny With a Chance!
The Last Night
By Liz
Chapter 10: Under Stars- Tom Felton
Sonny woke up from the light doze she was in. She looked into the bed beside her chair to see that Chad still had not awoken. She rubbed her neck as she sighed.
An entire night had gone by. The doctors said that Chad had probably had a severe panic attack. Despite them saying he would be fine, she still worried about the boy she loved.
Kate had checked in a few times, but had stayed out in the waiting room mostly. She had called Connie and told her what had happened.
"Still the same?" Kate asked from the door.
"Yeah," Sonny said, quietly.
"Hey, they have a coffee shop down the street. I'll go get us some," Kate said.
"Okay."
"Sonny," the worried girl finally looked up. "He's going to be fine. The doctors said it."
Sonny gave a weak smile. "I know."
Kate squeezed her sister's shoulder, but knew the girl didn't believe the words she had just spoken. She was soon gone.
Sonny leaned her head back against wall. She hadn't left his side since they had put him in this room. She had tried staying awake, but it hadn't worked.
"Sonny?"
She was shaken from her thoughts when she heard the soft voice from the bed. She opened her eyes and saw that Chad was awake.
"How do you feel?" she asked.
"Tired and weak, but other than that, better than the last time I was awake," he said.
Sonny gave a small smile and brushed some of his hair out of his eyes. "I love you."
Chad looked uncomfortable. "I'm sorry," he said.
"Don't be."
"I can only imagine what it must have looked like when you found me," he said.
"I was scared, but I knew you needed help. Chad, are we still together?"
"Do you want to be?" Chad asked. He was scared of either answer.
"Of course! I love you!" Sonny said.
Finally, Chad smiled. "I love you, too."
They sat there, staring at eachother.
"I see you're finally awake. Good to know," Kate said from the door. She handed a coffee to Sonny. "I'll go tell the doctor. I bet you're dying to get out of here."
"You have no idea," Chad said. "I hate hospitals."
Chad flipped the light switch on as he entered his apartment. Sonny followed and he shut the door behind them.
Chad loved Sonny. He truly did, but if she looked at him one more time like he was about to keel over, he was going to have to say something.
Sonny glanced over at Chad. He sighed.
"Sonny, I feel fine. Don't worry," he said.
"I'm just worried. I don't want to leave you alone," Sonny said.
"Then don't," Chad said, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Chad?" she asked, as he leaned down to kiss her.
"Yes?" he rested his forehead against hers.
"I love you."
"I love you, too," he said as he smiled and kissed her again. She kissed him back and it soon grew more heated.
When they drew back, Sonny could feel the want she had for him and see his want in his eyes and all over his face.
"Come on," he said as he took her hand and drew her down the hall and over to his bed.
She sat down on it and Chad pushed her back until he was laying on top of her and they began to kiss again
Chad quickly got out of the blankets and went into the hall outside his room to answer the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Chad, it's Kate. Is Sonny over there?"
"Yeah."
"Okay. I was hoping she was, 'cause she never came home yesterday... Did you two.. you know?"
"No!" he said, quickly, blushing. He knew it probably sounded like he was lying.
"Okay. Just tell Sonny I'm staying here for a few days, until I go back to Wisconsin."
"Okay," Chad said, wanting to get away from the phone.
"Have fun, Chad," Kate said, with a laugh, before she hung up.
Chad hung his phone up and went back to the door to his room. Sonny was asleep under the covers, her shoulders bare.
They barely stopped last night. Chad had managed to remember himself before to many clothes were removed and pulled back. He wanted their first time to be special. And not so soon after getting together. Sonny had agreed, with relief. They hadn't replaced the clothing they had removed and had slept in the same bed.
Sonny was beautiful, and incredibly sexy in his bed. He couldn't wait for the day when they did decide to take that step.
She started to stir as he gazed down at her. He went back to the bed.
"Good morning, beautiful," he said, not even carin about how cheezy that sounded, when she opened her eyes.
"Good morning," she yawned and cuddled into his chest, giving him a view of her bra.
He wrapped his arms around her and let her sleep for a little while longer. When she finally woke up, he told her about her sister's call. She rushed out of the bed and putting on the clothes from last night.
"Sonny! Wait!"
"Chad, what if she tells my mom?"
"I don't think she would," Chad said. He handed her the phone. "Call her."
Ten minutes later, with much laughter on Kate's part, Sonny was reassured that her mom wouldn't find out about her night with Chad, even though it had been innocent enough.
She then cuddled up to him on his couch. Chad was flipping through channels on his TV. It finally came to rest on a music station. "...Even if you don't want to speak tonight..."
"Sonny Munroe, may I have this dance?"
Sonny giggled as he took her hand and stood them up. They slowly danced around as he whispered the lyrics into her ear.
I wanted to leave it on a sweet note, but you may need a dentist after that. I bounced from letting them have sex, to not, to doing it again, and then finally deciding on this today. I hope you liked it. I'm so happy I got to use a Tom Felton song. He's really good and his songs seem really relaxed, which seemed right for this chapter.
Review Shout Out Time!
Butterfify: I hope you saw the explanation in the story, but just in case, he had a really bad panic attack.
matdia19: Thank you so much!
DancingintheRayne: I'm glad you're still reading this and wanting me to update!
firelady101: You're review made me smile so much!
heartxbreakerx211: You got it! Bet you're glad that he's okay!
Channyluver08: I love when people say that what I write seems real. It makes my day!
Trish: Thank you! And I hope I got this out faster than the others have been.
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FroggerJane: This makes me really happy! For one, I hope it helps you, and two, it may be true then.
SciFiGeek14: Chad can be stupid, but it makes them closer!
Okay, that's it for now! Thank you to everyone who has reviewed. It really does help me and makes me a better writer. It always seems like it takes to long for me to make myself sit down and write this story, but once I actually do it flows easier. Do I have selective writers block?
~Liz
