The Last Honest Look – Chapter 10

Sara POV

I awoke with a smile on my face. I was so close to the sleeping figure of Tegan, I could see a little bit of drool on her pillow. She looked so cute when she slept, and this gave me the opportunity to stare for a while without feeling embarrassed. Her cute button nose twitched when she slept and her mouth was slightly open. We had put our cell back to its original state before falling asleep, but had then both curled up in my bunk. After the experience we shared last night there was no way I wasn't falling asleep in her arms.

As she stirred, she smiled before she opened her eyes. 'Morning gorgeous, I could get used to waking up like this'. Tegan always said the right thing and this morning was no exception. I risked morning breath having not brushed my teeth yet and leant in for a kiss. It was far quicker than I wanted as the bell rang and lights switched on in the middle. 'This place is one hell of a cock block isn't it?' Tegan joked as she turned onto her back. 'I really wish I could bring you breakfast and coffee in bed.' I really wish she could too. I kept thinking I only had a couple of months left on my sentence and Tegan would be out soon after me so maybe, not so long in the future we could have a 'real' relationship.

We got up and wandered into the breakfast room. As we sat down Emy, who happens to be in the cell next to us, gave us a knowing look and cheeky smile. 'Did you two sleep well last night?' she asked. Tegan smiled her gummy smile and nodded at Emy whilst I looked away embarrassed. Tegan took my hand as we walked towards the breakfast queue and held my tray for me. I think this was her way of trying to make me feel like her girlfriend. We hadn't had that specific conversation yet, but it was pretty clear even without it that was where we were headed.

Tegan POV

I couldn't get the smile off my face all day. Sara made love to me and told me she loved me. Last night was one of the best nights of my life. I really do want to form a life together with this woman. I want to know everything about her. I want to love her and be loved by her. It really is too quick to be having these thoughts, but everyone always said to me that when it was the right girl, I would just know, and I knew. Sara was the one for me - she was special.

I was having a hard time trying to work out how I can make our time together special to try to keep Sara's mind off prison. But, it's hard to plan anything when you have very little at your disposal. I decided to write a letter to my best friend on the outside and get some 'supplies' in that would make Sara happy. I sat down in the classroom where I knew I wouldn't be disturbed and started to write. Jeremy and I had been best friends since we were at school, we actually dated before we both came out but now he would only become the future father of my children with the assistance of a turkey baster.

I wrote a long letter telling Jeremy about everything that was going on, about how I had fallen for Sara and how I needed his help so I could make her feel special. I knew he wouldn't let me down. I had only been apart from Sara for a couple of hours but I already missed her. It was nearly time for lockdown so I knew she would be in our cell wondering what was taking me so long. I made my way back quickly, not wanting to prolong the reunion. When I walked in, she was lying on her bunk, listening to music quietly and reading a book. She had on her glasses and I had never met a woman who could be as equally cute as sexy at the same time. Although she was engrossed in her book, she looked up at me and smiled as I moved towards her.

The first words that came from her lips were 'I missed you'. I smiled and responded to her words with a kiss. It was a gentle kiss that showed her my emotions and love. I pulled away not wanting to stop but knowing a guard could walk by at any moment whilst we still had to have our door open before lights out. I grabbed my book and sat at the opposite end of her bunk. I smiled thinking about the letter I had just organised to be sent and thought about Sara's reaction to the gifts I had requested. It was going to be a long wait for them to arrive but I'm positive it will be worth it.

Lights out comes eventually and I lean in to kiss Sara, this time more deeply, with as much lust as love. She reciprocates, offering me as much lust and love in return. Just as things are starting to get interesting, we hear a fight break out in the next cell. At first I worry it is Emy, but quickly realise the noises are coming from the other side of the wall. The guards are quickly upstairs and are breaking up the girls. "I'd like to say this doesn't happen often around here…but it does.' Tegan smiled at me. 'I told you this place was a cock block.' A guard opened our cell door and checked on us. We were forced into our own bunks and informed by the guard they would be checking on all rooms on our floor throughout the night. I got into my bunk and reached my hand down, still wanting to feel part of Sara. We fell asleep holding hands.