Okay so this totally re-defines short! I was half way through chapter ten but then I decided I wanted to change directions, I didn't like where it was headed so unfortunately this was all I have been able to write so far. It has been done for a few days now but I haven't even got a chance to post it this week!! Life is just insane right now so yeah, once again I am following my "a little is better than none" policy! So I'm REALLY sorry but this is all I have for now!! Please review though…I am pretty decided on what I am going to do so hopefully things will progress much faster now! (fingers crossed!)
Princess Ly
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!! It all belongs to Stephenie Meyer!!
"Bella it'll be fine, I can see that." Alice said confidently, her hand reaching across the seat to squeeze my shoulder gently, "You worry way too much, just relax. Everything is going to be fine." I tried to focus on her soothing words-really I did- but for all the good it was doing me I may as well have been worrying about the fact that Jake and Nessie were home alone. Of course the thought that we might not ever go back to them either wasn't exactly comforting. However despite Alice's calming words, worrying about Jacob and my daughter was exactly what I was doing. The unending stream of what ifs constantly tormented my already over-stressed mind.
"I promise Bella, everything will be fine. We'll be home with Nessie and Jacob before the end of the night." Edward murmured comfortingly, his hand squeezing mine gently. I relaxed slightly in my seat at the sound of his voice, promising myself that I wouldn't think about the negative possibilities. Just don't think about what could happen Bella! I persuaded myself, you'll be home soon, in your bed, while Nessie's heart beats a fast, steady rhythm through the walls, and Edward overwhelms every one of your senses. His hair, his eyes, his smell…
"Yeah don't worry Bella!" Emmett's thunderous voice pulled me from my thoughts, "Yeesh! I mean come on, the worst that can happen is that we might get to tear a couple of vamps apart…wait hold that thought, I meant that is the best thing that can happen!" Emmett called loudly from the back seat, his booming laughter echoing around the suburban. I saw Rosalie scowl and I knew that my expression was no different than hers. I decided to ignore Emmett's comment as I turned to meet Edward's golden eyes. The intensity of his gaze stole my breath away and for a moment the knowledge of what we were about to do was temporarily forgotten, all I could think about was him. He smiled softly, as I felt the crease between my eyebrows smooth, and my tense expression slowly fade. Like always he knew exactly how to make me feel better. I felt calm and assured; there really was no way we couldn't get through this.
And even if the absolute worse did happen and this meeting did end up being a furtive ambush by the Volturi, at least I could take comfort in the fact that Renesme and Jacob were safe. I considered, while Edward's smooth hand traced small circles across my palm. I knew Jake would protect our daughter no matter what and he was more than capable of defending her and keeping her content. Even if none of us lived…Grrr! I promised myself I wasn't going to think about that!
I waited apprehensively, my body tense, as I anticipated the rush of worry and anxiety I was sure were going to overwhelm me for entertaining those thoughts. Instead however I felt a wave of calmness wash over me as I suddenly felt very peaceful. I turned my head to glare at Jasper suspiciously, whose sole response was to arch his eyebrows innocently. Well if it was his unusual talent-and I was positive it was-that was making me feel calm, I wasn't going to complain. As I turned to face forward I caught a glimpse of Carlisle's and Esme's composed, expecting faces through the tinted windshield of the Mercedes as they followed us closely. I turned my attention back to our own vehicle and sighed softly as my eyes slid past my daughter's usually occupied seat. The suburban just didn't feel the same without her presence, as though it was somehow empty without her warm body temperature, and fluttering heartbeat. I shook my head vigorously, as though to clear it, my eyes lingering on Edward. He drove one-handedly, completely at ease, while his other hand grasped mine, our entwined fingers resting on my lap. His golden eyes were focused on the road, the car never moving so much as an inch from the middle of the lane. I stared out at the dark landscape as it rushed by, recognizing none of the buildings and small landmarks we passed. Where exactly did they live?
As though he was reading my thoughts Edward answered my unspoken question.
"We're almost there," he whispered, his soft voice shattering the silence. I breathed in deeply, my whole body tensing automatically as I remembered what we were about to do. Edward pulled smoothly into a long driveway, leading up to an elegant, yet old fashioned mountain. Carlisle's headlights reflected eerily off the pale walls, as he parked directly behind us. Automatically, I reached out with my shield, stretching it to envelope my entire family. Reassured, I unbuckled my seatbelt-which I only still wore out of habit-and turned to face Edward. His angel's face was inches from mine and for a split-second all I could think about was him. The moment broke however as he kissed me softly on the lips and climbed out of the driver's side. I opened my door hastily, eager to rejoin him. Stepping gracefully out of the car, I listened hungrily, each of my highly sensitive reflexes prepared to face whatever awaited us.
Ok so yeah, that's all I have! Have any of you seen the new trailer for Twilight?? It is amazing, I just have to say that it looks incredible and I think Robert Pattinson did an excellent job! So if you haven't watched it yet go check it out...NOW!! lol anyways I'll update as soon as I can!! Have a good thanksgiving!!
Princess Ly