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Chapter five- Back
IPOV
I sat through Biology not paying attention to the teacher. Zack and Edward just stared at me like I was a dream or something. Do vampires even dream? No.
I decided to steal a glance at Zack. I wish I hadn't. he was looking at me.
"How?" He asked. I assumed he was talking about my eyes.
Remember when I said that all our eyes were like Carmen's? Well I lied. My eyes were the same green as they were when I was human, but they flashed the honey color like Zack's did when I was surprised, shocked, or mad. Allen and Seth's were the exact opposite. Their eyes were the honey color but Allen's flashed gray when he was surprised, shocked, or mad, and Seth's flashed red. I didn't get it. It was like all of us were opposite of what our elements were. My element was water/ice but my eyes were green. Zack's eyes were blue but his element was fire. Allen's element was earth but his eyes flashed gray. Seth eyes flashed red but his element was wind. (I know I was rambling, but I had to get that out of they way.)
Ijust shrugged at his question not trusting my voice. Then Ilooked at Edward. Again I wish I didn't. He was looking at me like he did something he regretted. I mean what did he regret? Leaving me? If he regretted it so much why did he do it?
Finally the bell rang. It felt like forever and since I'm a vampire, that's saying something. I ran out of the room faster then I should have and ran right into Allen's big chest. He wrapped his arms around me and looked me in the eye.
"Are you alright?" he asked and I knew that he knew they were here. I shook my head. He looked over my head and then growled while tightening his grip on me. I noticed Seth come up from behind Allen and took a fighting stance. Most of the humans were in class by now so no one saw us… I hope.
"Iz?" Zack's voice rang in my ears. "Talk to me."
I just shook my head. Then I heard four more footsteps behind Allen and Seth turned to see who it was.
"Is there a problem?" Emmet. I could have cried hearing the big idiots voice. I peeked around Allen so I could see the rest of them, they all gasped. "Lizard? Is that you?" I nodded.
"OMG!! IZZY!" Alice ran up to me and tried to give me a hug. Before she reached me though Allen ran to the other side of the hallway and Seth stood between us in a protective way, the wind around him messing with his hair. His eyes flashed red.
"Stay away from her" Allen growled. His eyes flashed gray and the earth started to shake. Something hit my head and when I looked up I saw a hole in the ceiling.
"I think we should move this outside before Allen destroys the school." I said. The Cullen's gave me a look that said that I was being a little over dramatic. Boy were they wrong.
We ran to a clearing and stood there for a while not doing anything. After about twenty minutes I decided to ask. "Where's Bella?" Edward crossed his arms and made a mad face and Zack laughed.
"Edward and Bells got into a fight about weather or not it was a good idea to go to the Volturi. Bella wanted to know something and Edward didn't want to risk it. They still talk to each other on the phone constantly but right now Bella is in Europe studying." He chuckled again. Oh how much I missed that.
"What did Bella want to know? What didn't Edward want to risk?" I asked. Zack stopped smiling and looked at me seriously.
"I can't tell you that." Was all he said. I just shrugged. What did I care anyway? I didn't… did I?
I heard the bell ring. I walked in front of my brothers and then faced them, my back to the Cullen's. I couldn't believe it was already third period. Had we really been out here for 45 mins?
"Calculus." I said.
"American History." Allen said.
"Calculus." Seth said.
"Mr. Cooper." I said.
"Same." Seth said.
I turned to the Cullen's.
"I would really appreciate it if you refrained from talking to me unless completely necessary. If we have a class together, please pretend you don't know me." They all looked like I hurt them really bad. Good. I thought. Give them a taste of there own medicine. (Yeah I know she sounds really mean, but what would you think after 82 years with no soul, no heart, and no life?) I turned to Seth and Allen. "We should get back to school. I don't want to skip another class and be labeled as the bad kids." They nodded and started to leave.
Before I could make it completely out of the clearing Zack grabbed my arm.
"Iz… please." I knew he would have cried if he could. But why?
I smiled at him. Then I spotted a little creek about 50 feet away form me. I concentrated really hard on it and then looked at Zack. With in seconds Zack was soaked from head to toe. Then a gust of wind threw him to the rest of his family and then a bunch of big rocks landed in-between us so it gave us a little time. And just because I wanted to I used ice to make sure that I couldn't be broken as easily.
When Seth and me got to class I was strangely glad for the uncomfortably hard chair. That is until Edward and Emmet along with Zack walked in.
Can I get a break sometime? I asked who ever was out there.
When I looked at them they looked at me like I hurt them. I hurt them! I had to be on my own again for 12 years until I found someone that could repair me at least a little, and I hurt them! Whatever
They started to walk to me and I was worried for a minute. Then I realized that they were walking to their desks. Edward to my left, Zack to my right, and Emmet behind me. It didn't help that the desks were arranged in a three-person group so Zack, Edward, and me were touching shoulder to shoulder.
"Today you will be working in you groups to figure out this equation." Mr. Coop, as I like to call him, began. He wrote a rather large equation on the bored. "Don't worry if you don't get it. This is just to see if you should be in the advanced placement Calculus."
I had an Idea. If I got into AP Calculus then I wouldn't have to bother with the three stooges.
12 (3 - 475) - (765 + 890) 43 (225 - 980) + (676 + 897) (I don't know if makes since because I just threw random stuff up.)
I wrote down the answer and handed it to Mr. Coop, as did Edward, Seth, Zack, and Emmet. I forgot that they were just as smart as me, if not smarter.
"We have five candidates for AP Cal. Seth and Elizabeth Thompson, Edward, Zack, and Emmet Cullen. You three are the only ones in that class so far. You will start tomorrow."
I groaned. I should have gotten the answer wrong.
The bell rang and I got up to leave. Be fore I left Edward grabbed my arm.
"I'm sorry." Was all he said, and then he let go and left.
The rest of the day went by fine. I didn't run in to any of the Cullen's except for Alice who was in my fifth period. When school finally ended I was relived. I got to the car and sat on the hood waiting for Allen and Seth.
"Hey! I called running up to them. "Do you mind if I run home today?"
"Why?" Seth asked.
"I need some air." I said.
"Want one of us to came with you?" Allen asked.
"Nope." Said running off into the forest.
I put my headphones on and turned on my Ipod. I decided to take the really long way home so that I could think longer. Then my favorite song came on, Walking on air by Kerli. I closed my eyes and listened.
There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard
Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts
Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air
She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl
Oh she loves to sing
She has a little gift
An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that
Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air
Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around
You know that I love you, go on...
Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air
I am walking on air...
I was to busy listening to the song that when it was over I was startled to see Zack running next to me. I looked at him and then tried to run away. He kept up despite my efforts.
Another song came on and I didn't even notice. I'm sure he heard seeing as I had it up full blast.
We started running in spirals around each other. My back rubbed against his front every so often and it felt so good. I turned around and started to run backwards. When I did that our fronts rubbed against each other. It was like our bodies matched perfectly. Like I was made for him and he was made for me. He wrapped his arms around my waste and I wrapped mine around his neck. All the while I had a little voice in the back of my head telling me that he will hurt me again. I was surprised to see that I fit in his arms as perfect as the stars fit in the sky. He fit in mine the same was.
We were literally walking on air at this point.
He leaned down to kiss me but just before his lips reached min I covered his mouth with my right hand and turned away. I moved away form him and stoped.
"I….. I cant." I said not looking at him.
"Why?" he sounded sad.
I looked at him with all my force. "You'll hurt me again. You took it all away. My soul, my heart, and me life. You took it."
He ran up to me and put his left hand around my waist and his right hand cupped my face. Before I could do anything he kissed me. He ran his tongue across my bottom lip and I granted him entrance without thinking.
After what seemed like forever we pulled apart. We were breathing hard even though we didn't need breath. I put my forehead on his chest and he put his chin on my head.
"I love you." He whispered.
"Then why? Why did you leave?" I was dry sobbing.
"I had to. I can't tell you why. I just had to." He said sitting down and pulling me into his lap.
I looked up at him and kissed him lightly on the lips.
"I love you." He whispered again. Then he kissed me again. Again he ran his tongue across my bottom lip and again I granted entrance. We pulled apart and started to breath really hard again. "I love you so much."
"I love you too." I said and we went into a full out make out session.
I was happy. Really happy. I knew that he loved me. I guess I always knew. But there was something telling me that this happiness wasn't going to last long.
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