I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH- I LOVE TYOU GUYS!!!!

JPOV

I had Bella placed on the desk in my room. She was finally letting her guard down and I was thankful for this because, this moment was perfect. I have been wanting Bella ever since I have gotten to know her. She is an amazing person and I am beginning to love the idea of her becoming my wife. I am falling so hard for her and I don't think she totally hates me either.

I ran my hands up and down her back as her skin gave them a cool sensation. Everything about her body was mesmerizing. Her tongue tasted sweet and I could sense her heart rate speed up. She dug her hands into my back roughly then pulled back a little, I think she thought she was hurting me because she pulled them back quickly. She brought her hands up to the front of my chest and pushed me back a little.

"I'm sorry, did I do something wrong?" I seriously hoped not because I didn't want to push her back into her shell.

"NO!!.....no, no, no Jacob...no....um....I don't know how to say this but, I'm...kind of, scared" she was panting heavily now.

"Scared of what?" I was a little mad because I could only take so much of this. One minute we were kissing and the next...she was pulling away. I just turned around and put my hands on my hips in frustration.

"Jacob....what exactly did you expect to happen?...I mean aren't we just doing this as part of an arrangement? It's not like we are in love, rite?.......rite?...........Jac-?

"No, Bella your rite, we're not, so forget it...just act like it never happened. I mean I'm wolf and your vampire, we could never work out even if we wanted to. Your not even my type....I just got caught up in the moment....I'm going for a walk, I'll be back later"....

It came out harsher than I expected, but I was more confused than I had ever been in my life. I know that we were supposed to be pretending , but it was hard to act when I was around her. All of the things I did as an act, I really wanted to do. I was furious that she was making me feel like this. I didn't know how I really felt about her so I needed to get out.

I walked outside as it was still raining, it was about 9:00 or so and the lightning lit up the sky. I walked around a little bit. My emotions were going here and there. I wasn't supposed to be feeling like this, I was supposed to be in control of knowing how I feel. Ever since I met Bella, I have felt different, she makes me feel like I can be myself and like everything is simple in life....other than her obvious defenses. She hasn't opened up fully to me yet but that makes me want to try harder, I know theres something in her that she is waiting to let out, she just wont.

I want to tell her how I feel but I didn't even know. All I know is that I wanted and needed to be around her, it made me feel happy. I could at least tell her something, she needs to know how I feel.

I turned around and headed back to Bella...

as I walked back in my room she was gone.....there was a note on my bed.

I told you it wasn't over, Bella is mine...I will make sure she never belongs to you.

I crumbled up the paper in my fist....I had to find......My Bella.

BPOV

Jacob left me sitting there...alone...i felt tears start to fall down my face. I didn't mean to be a tease or anything. It just seemed stupid to get caught up in something when I wasn't sure of my feelings...i mean the only feeling I was clear on was lust...we both had it for one another, I can say that at least, but what about other things? What happens if we do go far, what will happen after. He said so himself I'm not his type and we would never work. Maybe the only feelings between us was lust.

But on the other hand, I was falling for Jacob, he was somehow pulling me into him. He was irresistible, and kind, and sweet, and trusting and protective, and sexy and big, and.....how could I let my self fall for him....was I truly in love with Jacob? Would he ever love me the same?

I had to tell him something....I need him to know everything that is going on with me. I started toward the door to follow him out but as I opened it it was none other than........

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