I will stand by you

I will help you through

When you have done all you can do

And You can't cope

I will dry your eyes

I will fight your fights

I will hold you tight

And I won't let go

I won't let go- Rascal Flatts

Alice Point of View

I woke up the next day and Rosalie was passed out. Probably still hung over. It's still a little depressing to think I won't get to experience that for another year. Luckily, the baby wasn't due till around June 10. I took a shower and headed to my therapy session! Wooo! Teen sarcarsim

"Good morning Alice"

"Morning Doc"

"So how was your first week of school?" he asked. He didn't have a notepad or a recorder.

"Fire I guess" I shrugged.

"Hmmm… Did you meet any new people?" Oh… point one for doc zero for Alice.

"Yes I met Rosalie, Bella, Jasper, Emmett, and your son Edward. Oh and Edwards slutty girlfriend Tanya. No offense but your son is a jerkhole and has no manners for women what so ever."

"I see and how did that make you feel?" Oh so now he pulls out a notepad.

"Like smashing your sons face in. Again no offense to you."

"Why?"

"Why do I feel like smashing his face in? He is an arrogant self-absorbed person. Bella happens to particulary like him and he slaps her in the face by dating Tanya. It's crushing her and I'm worried."

"Did Bella ever tell Edward that she fancied him"

"No but it's pretty obvious. Then he got her hopes up and then pretty much pushed her back down. He drunk texted her some very explicit and rude things."

"Mmhh. Now you said you're worried about Bella. Why is that?" Yeesh I'm getting tired of the questions.

"She seems to have almost fallen into a depression. She also has these dreams that are life-like. Also, she doesn't seem to have contact with her family."

"But you don't have contact with your family."

"That's different"

"How is you not talking to your mother different from her not talking to hers?"

"My stepfather abused and assaulted me!"

"Yes but do you know her family status?"

"Well, no" I was defeated.

"Ok then. Looks like out time is up. You can call me if you need to talk" he started to rise.

"Wait! Aren't you going to give me some kind of homework?"

"Um… ok. First talk to Tanya and Edward separately. Or maybe just Edward. Second, convince Bella to come to the next session. On her own will. Third, keep a journal of things that happened. Then we can discuss them next week."

"So pretty much want me to talk some since into a fake blonde bimbo, have a conversation with your alcoholic son, convince my roommate who oh by the way might be psychotic and keep a diary like a nine year old? Sounds good!" I said sarcastically.

"You asked for it" he laughed.

Rosalie Point of View

I was freaking out by the time Alice got back from therapy.

"Rose whats wrong?" she asked

"Oh I am just going to see an old friend tonight. That's all." I tried to dismiss it. Finally I calmed down enough to get dressed.

At 7p.m. I met Royce in front of some club. I had to persuade Alice with a Kathy Van Zealand Purse for her to let me go.

"Ah Rosalie you made it!" Royce laughed. Ah great he's drunk!

"Royce" I nodded.

"Come give me a big smooch" he said

"No" I stood my ground and kept a blank expression. Something Julia didn't do.

"Ah ah ah remember Jules? You have to listen to me."

"No I don't" I said in a monotone

"You want to end up like Julia?"

"I don't give a shit because you won't do it" I spat. He grabbed me by the arm and dragged me into an alley.

"ROYCE NO! HELP! GOD SOMEONE!" I yelled.

"Oh and you thought I was a wuss" he kissed me and I kicked him in the place no one wants to be kicked.

"You stupid bitch. Trying to fight like your sister" he grabbed me on the neck and smashed me into the wall. I began to hurt everywhere. I began to cry. I knew it. I became a rape victim just like Julia. Just like my mother.

2 hours later

My eyes fluttered open when I realized I was still lying on the cold, hard ground. Royce was no where in sight. I found my way back to UCLA where I immideatly took a shower. When I got back into the room Alice was still up.

"Ohmaigawd Rose whats wrong?" she asked.

Alice Point of View

I was writing in my "journal" when Rosalie stumbled in. I could tell she just showered but she looked horrible.

"Ohmaigawd Rose what's wrong?" I asked. She sobbed and laid on my bed. I closed my book and put her head on my lap. I whipped out my phone.

-Em

Get here ASAP with Ed, Jaz, and Bells.

NO TANYA

We have an emergency

-Ali

I grabbed Tylenol and a warm blanket for Rosalie. I had already figured out what happened to her.

"You didn't have to do that" she whispered.

"Do what?" I asked.

"Tell everyone to come here. It was really thoughtful of you. After how I treated you like shit" she began to cry again.

"Shhh…. Now what happened."

"I was….raped" she sobbed.

"Oh honey! Be glad we are all here. We're gonna help you 100% it will help my conscience from when it happened to me. Your really lucky we are all here for you. I didn't have that." I said that just as Emmett entered with everyone else.

"Rosalie" Emmett ran up and cradled her in his arms.

"I think some explanations are needed" Bella said sitting on the floor. Edward sat on the desk and Jasper sat at the foot of my bed.

"Yes I agree" Jasper said. I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall.

"Who wants to go first" I asked.

"I will" Bella began her story. "My parents fought throughout my childhood. They stayed together for my sake. Or at least that's what they say. Finally last month I had enough of it. Two years ago I ended up in the hospital for being bulimic and cutting myself," she sighed tears escaping "And I'm getting into my old habits." She ripped her bracelets off. I saw rows of cuts. I didn't know.

"Bella-" I began

"Alice you cant help me with something like that. I'm glad that you tried but you really can't" she smiled slightly near the end. I could tell some of those cuts were recent. Probably from the night of the party.

"No I know someone who can help you. My therapist and doctor. Dr. Carlisle Cullen the father of our very own Edward Mason Cullen." I sighed.

"why are you seeing my father? Why would you need a therapist? Are you sick? You always seem fine to me"

"Edward everything is not as it seems. I guess its my turn. Four years ago Sunday my father died. My mother remarried six months after. She had already been cheating on my father with Aro Volturi. You could say one of the reasons my father died was of broken heart. I almost did too. My father was my best friend. Anway she didn't want to file for divorce so she waited for him to die. Assuming that she would get all his money. My father however, was smarter. He left three-fourths of the money to me. But Aro took half of mine and the fourth of my mothers. Anyway after they married Aro became possessive. I hated being punished. My mother wouldn't listen. I told the truth and got punished. That's how I ended up in foster care twice. He assaulted and abused me and now I'm pregnant with his child." I finished.

"Holy shit Alice" was all Bella could say.

"Well I lost my father aswell so I guess its my turn?" we looked at Emmett.

"My father was a great man and died a hero. September 11, 2001. The twin towers were hit and burnt to the ground. The pentagon was also struck. My father, a then retire military officer and fireman, headed to the twin towers. Trying to save people and extinguish flames he got caught in debris. My father left without a goodbye. I was to busy at football practice. A passion my father and I shared. We had plans to go to the upcoming superbowl. After I found out I went into denial. Waiting each day for him to come home from work. I guess you could say sometimes I still am. I blocked my mother and sister out. Worked non-stop and never played football again. I missed the birth of my first nephew who they named after my father because I was shellfish. Now my own sister won't talk to me." He ended his story with a tears streaming down his face.

"I guess I'm next" Jasper sighed. " My father was a good man. When he wasn't drinking or getting in bar fights. He beat my mother and I tried my hardest to stop him. He died and that night I drank to my hearts content. Didn't show up to the funeral. I thought I'd be damned if I showed up to a funeral of a man who hated me. Two weeks ago my mother told me she hasd a cancerous tumor. She is staying with Rosalie's mother my new found aunt, she may not make it to October." He sighed "Also, when I got here I met Laurant. He taught me drugs and I need to stop."

Rosalie obtained some composure as we all looked at her. She was still in Emmett's lap, and it looked like she belonged there.

"I had a life any teenage girl could imagine. I got anything and everything I wanted. My father works for the wealthiest family in Gatlin. My sister, Julia, started dating James King. My father's bosses son. They were set to be married August 28. Anyway my sister was walking home one night when she saw James. He was drunk he raped her and left her to die. That is where tonight comes in. Royce- James' brother- came to me last week. I had to go out with him or my father would loose his job. He raped me in an alley. Leaving me to die like Julia. Julia must have protected me. Somehow. Someway. She's my guardian angel." She was sobbing again. Emmett rocked her back and fourth.

"I guess I'm last. Ok well like Rosalie I had a perfect life. Dr. Carlisle Cullen and Esme Cullen adopted me. I got into the wrong people. Hell, I got a girl pregnant when I was 16. Her name was Sara Elizabeth. I now have a son who I only see occasionly. Mason John. I still regret not seeing him more. I often cut myself. I'm an alcoholic sometimes and I still hang with the wrong people" said Edward. Wow. Who knew he would be the one to screw up. Poor Bella what is she thinking now.

We all sat in a circle staring at each other. No one dare make a move. The minutes merely ticked my. Quiet tears streaming down our faces. It began to rain. Was this silent drizzle a new hope? The wait of our unanswered prayers. The barricade to the past and key to our future.

"Maybe we should all see Edward's dad" Emmett tried to lighten the mood.

"I think we should all stay together tonight" I whispered. Edward went to go sleep in the spare bed in Bella's room. Jasper dragged the futon into our room next to my bed. Emmett and Rosalie laid still in Rosalie's bed. Except Rosalie had on Emmett's hoodie now. Where they like a thing now?

I started drifting off when I felt a hand on mine. Electricity coursed through my body. I cracked my eyes to see Jaspers hand gently on mine.

Could I possible like this druggie? Could he really want to stop? What about Edward and Bella? How was I going to face Tanya? This all coursed through my mind as I finally drifted off to sleep. Jasper's hand still on mine.

I'm going to go all Doctor Phil kind of in the next minute or so.

Rape, alcoholism, cutting, drugs, bulimia, teenage pregnancy or anything life threating in this story is very bad. If you or someone you know does or had something happen to them try to help them through. It's a rocky time in their life and they just need a friend to get through it. These may be things to be funny about sometimes. But are very serious and bad when they happen to you or someone you know. I think we all have someone like that in our lives so try to help them.

An I'm done being Doctor Phil. Thank you for reading through my rant and story. Also, if your ever on youtube and want some funny videos I recommend looking up It's Kingsley Bitch… He has some really funny videos.

Please review and have a great week. Sorry for not updating sooner! Oh and yes I did change my name!

~CrazyCountryLove3