Disclaimer: I dont own Perfect by Simple Plan or Hinata or any one recognizable TT-TT
Note To Freebird22259:Im sorry. I couldnt find a way to encorporate the story into the song in a way that would make it tragic, and i couldnt think up a story for it.
Thank you leafninja for the song :D
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Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
Hinata looked mournfully at her fathers freshly made grave. The funeral had just ended and Neji had everyone at the house for the wake. "Did I grow up like you planned?" Hinata whispered as if her father could hear. "Did I waste my time marrying Naruto? Did I waste it trying to become something you didnt want, a disapointment?" She said, cold crystalline tears falling down her pale face as she sat in the dirt. Hiashi Hyuuga showed nothing but disapprovale at Hinata's marriage and status in the ninja world, something that deeply saddened the white-eyed girl.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
Hinata had tried and practiced till she collapsed from exaughstion to try to live up to her fathers expectations. No matter how she tried she could never make him proud. "I'm never gonna live up to what you want am I?" Hinata whispered one night to her father. The answer was "no" as he stormed out of the room. "Well thats okay... You'll never change me to be what you want to be or to not like Naruto-kun..." She whispered to an empty room.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
As a child, before Hanabi had been alive, Hiashi had been proud of his daughter but that didnt last long. Hinata despretly wished they could go back to the time when she was perfect in her fathers eyes, perfect enough to kill a cloud-nin for trying to kidnapp her and break Konoha's treaty with Cloud. Hinata realized that it was too late to redeem herself in her fathers eyes and admitted, as she gazed upon her fathers grave, that she can't be perfect as he had wanted.
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
Hinata tried to stem the flow of tears as she recalled how Hiashi had once been her idol, her hero. The two had spent time training with each other, now those warm summer days seemed to be centurys away. "You didn't care for our training days once Hanabi came along." Hinata said feeling no hate towards her younger sister but instead a deep surrow for days gone by.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
When Hayate called out Hyuuga Hinata vs. Hyuuga Neji, Hinatas heart sped up. 'Nows my chance to make father proud!' She declared in her mind, her thoughts braver then her quakeing form. Towards the end of the fight when Neji had landed the final blow, one thought pulsed through her brain 'I'll never be good enought to make you proud of me... I cant stand to fight anymore,'.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Hiashi and Hinata's days of training played in her head over and over again till her freshly stopped tears, sprung anew. "Im sorry father, I couldnt be perfect and its to late to make it all better." Hinata cried, placing her head on her knees. "We cant go back to make it all better and I'm sorry." She declared, her voice muffled in the rain. "Im sorry." She repeated mournfully.
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Hinata tried to explain to her father why she couldn't beat Neji but he only called her worthless and weak as she broke into tears. The head branch member turned his back on his hurt daughter, "I tried father! I really did, Ill train harder!" She pleaded as her father walked away, ignoring her promises. 'Its so hard to talk to you when you don't listen. You dont understand how hard it it for me to live with your scorn...' Hinata thought as she sat crying where her father had left her alone in the room.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Hinata laid a white rose on Hiashi's grave as she stood up and wiped away her tears. Naruto and Sakura would be getting worried for their friend and she didn't want to stay and relive the burried pain any longer. "Nothing lasts forever father, your pride in me didn't and neither did your love." She whispered with a bowed head. "We cant go back to fix it now that your dead. You never understood me and I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you..." Hinata said, brushing her long purple hair out of her face.
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
"Im sorry for not being perfect..." Hinata said as she turned around, leaving the stone grave hidden under the oak tree he was buried under and walking down the hill. At the foot of the hill Hinata turned around one last time and whispered softly "I love you father and I'm sorry for being a dispointment, Good bye...". Hinata left the grave yard with a tear staind face but with a lighter heart having been able to tell her father what she had always felt even if he couldnt hear her in the grave...
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SPECIAL THANKS TO:
leafninja345435- Thank you for giving me a song I could make a story out off! It was dediccated to you!
sakura li 19- I want to do Iris but Im having trouble thinking up a way to encourperate a well written story into it. If you have any ideas tell me.
freebird22259- I loved the songs you suggested but I had trouble turning them into a story.
emogrl- I loved the song! It was sad and good but I cant seem to put a story into it.
R&R Pwease! Also if anyone has any ideas for songs that havent been used by me yet. They have to be sad and have to be able to be turned into a story like ive done.
Julieann