DAY 18
ENTRY 10
Things are better between Han and I but it's still pretty tense.
I'm just scared. I don't know how to react since he screamed at me like that. And then almost 4 days of silence between us.
I'm really scared. Scared of me, of him, of us.
Some great rebel leader I am. I can face Darth Vader himself and not show the tiniest bit of fear but all of this scares me to death. Han scares me to death.
And, if I'm being honest with myself, which I don't really feel like doing, I'm scaring myself too.