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APOV:
Every time I walk by Danielle's desk this morning she gives me a nasty look. Not sure if it's because I'm dating Christian, or the fact that she got reprimanded by Grace yesterday. Luckily for her, I'm still on my Christian Grey induced high from last night. I just smile at her and continue on with my business.
While finishing up on my last patient before lunch, my stomach growls loudly. The yogurt and banana I had for breakfast are long gone. "Okay Mrs. Marc's, Ian needs to take his antibiotics until he has completely finished the entire bottle." I tell the patients mother as I'm walking them out of the exam room...And that's when I fell him
I spot Christian before he sees me. He's standing with his mother and Danielle. I can see Danielle pulling out all the tricks she must have learned in flirting 101... twirl hair, bat eyelashes, giggle for no reason, and the list goes on. I can also see that Christian is starting to look rather annoyed. I figure I better save the poor man from the man eater.
"Christian, Hi" I say announcing my presence.
He looks up and smiles "Hey, beautiful" He replies as he walks around Danielle to get to me.
Since we are in my work place, I'm not sure what's the proper way to greet him. He doesn't let me make that decision, because when he reaches me, he leans in and gives me a soft, quick kiss.
"To what do I owe this surprise visit?" I ask
"I was in the area and wanted to come by and take you for lunch if you're free." He says at the same time my hungry stomach makes itself known again. He laughs and says, "By the sound your stomach just made, looks like I have perfect timing"
"Sounds great" I say. "There is a little sandwich shop across the street. We can grab something there if you want."
"Perfect." He turns to Grace, "Mom, would you like to join us?"
"Oh no darling, you and Ana go and enjoy your lunch" Grace says with a smile.
By the scowl on Danielle's face I think she was hoping for an invitation. Oh well, better luck next time. And keep away from my man, bitch!
Christian kisses Grace on her cheek and tells her that he'll see her Sunday. He takes my hand as we walk out the door. Walking across the street, I take in how differently Christian and I are dressed. He's in a power suit that does amazing things for his body and I'm in a simple pair of pink scrubs. People at the sandwich shop are surly going to wonder what we are doing together.
"Kind of feels weird being just us two." I say to Christian as we sit down with our meal.
He nods, "I suppose it does feel a little weird with out Brooklyn here. Was she finally about to settle down and rest once you got her home last night."
"She was; thank you for asking." I say.
"I hope my coming by for lunch wasn't pushy. I wanted to see you and I'm going to be swamped with work the rest of the day and tomorrow. We are taking over a company I've had my eye on for a while"
"Not at all, I'm glad you came by." I tell him.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Danielle come in to the shop. Is she following me? I hear Christian curse under his breath. "That girl is a piece of work. I hope she doesn't come over here." He says
"Yeah, she wasn't too happy when she found out that we were dating. She's been giving me nasty looks all day." I giggle.
Christian looks concerned, "She's not giving you a hard time is she?" He asks
I shake my head, "Nothing I can't handle."
"Let me know if she does anything out of the way. I'll mention it to mom." He say
"Um, that won't be necessary. Thank you for being concerned, though." The last thing I want people to think is that I'm tattling to Christian so he'll tell Grace.
Christian and I are just finishing up our lunch when Taylor quickly walks over to our table. "Sir, I just received word that the paps are on their way. It would be best if we leave through the employee entrance."
"Fuck!" Christian growls. "How did they fucking find me, Taylor?"
"Not sure, sir. It looks like it was called in on a tip."
"We need to get out of here Ana before we start getting hounded by the paparazzi. I'm sorry to have to cut our lunch short." Christian says to me, apologetically.
"Okay, If you need to take the back entrance, I can walk back to work on my own." I tell him
"No way! I'm taking you back." He says forcefully.
We leave out of the back entrance where Taylor already has the SUV waiting. When we are in the car, Christian turns to me with worried eyes, "Ana, I am so very sorry. I don't know why the media is so interested in my private life. I will shield you and Brooklyn from it as much as I can. Just please don't pull away from me because of it."
I put my hand on his cheek, "It's fine, Christian. I'm a lot stronger than you give me credit for. I can handle a few men with cameras." I say to him with as much conviction as I can give.
"You and Brooklyn have both been seen with my out in public, please let me get you a security detail." As I start to refuse his offer, he cuts me off, "I promise, you won't even know he's there. If anything happened to you or Brooklyn because of your association with me, I don't know what I'd do."
Well, when you put it that way..."I won't know he's there?" I ask and he shakes his head 'no'. "Okay, but make sure he stays back; I don't want him scaring Brooklyn."
He blows out a puff of air, "Thank you for agreeing, Ana."
After he drops my off at the back entrance to my office with a heart stopping kiss, I head in to finish out the rest of my day.
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Kate called earlier and asked to keep Brooklyn for the night, so here I sit-9:00 on a Friday night and I'm already in my pajama's with a glass of wine. I haven't talked to Christian since last night around 10 pm and he was still in his office, working. I thought about calling him to come over tonight, but I didn't want to seem like a clingy girlfriend. Not that I'm even considered his girlfriend. Actually now that I think about it, I'm not really sure what we are to each other yet.
Although, it would be nice to have him over for a kid free night... Just as I finish that though, there's a knock at the door. It being this late, I figure it's Kate bring Brooklyn back home. "Coming" I announce as I make my way to the door. When I look through the peephole on door, it's not Kate, but Christian standing there with a worried expression on his face.
CPOV:
I had an appointment with Flynn today. I told him everything that's went on since I left his office almost 2 weeks ago. He knows about Ana and Brooklyn. He seems to think I'm making progress. He also confirmed that telling Ana about my past is what needs to be done. So here I am pacing the floor of my study, preparing myself to tell Ana all about the horrible person I used to be.
I've purposely waited until I knew Brooklyn would have been in bed so I could have Ana's undivided attention. This is the kind of talk that needs to be had with no interruptions.
As Taylor is driving me to Ana's apartment, I realize that with everything I had going on today, I forgot to ask about the security detail that we have put on Ana. "Taylor, did you find someone to be put on Miss Steele?" I ask
"Yes Sir. I have hired Luke Sawyer for surveillance. He's top of his game and is very discreet." He says
"Thank you, Taylor" I say as we are pulling up to Ana's apartment building.
One the elevator ride up to Ana's floor, I go over in my head all that I want to tell her. I also try to imagine every possible reaction she may have. My palms are sweeting and my heart is racing. I can't ever remember being this nervous.
"Here goes nothing" I say to myself as I walk up to Ana's door.
When I knock, I hear her call out "Coming". A few seconds later, Ana is standing in front of me in a tank top and shorts that do nothing to hide her amazing body. Even with no make up and her hair up in a messy bun, she is still the most stunning woman I have even seen.
"Christian" She say in surprise. "Is everything okay?"
"Can I come in, I need to talk with you about something" I say
"Of course, Come in, please" She say as she moves to the side so I can come in.
"Is Brooklyn in bed?" I ask
"Um, no; she's actually staying the night with Kate" She says with a slight blush. "Please have a seat on the couch. Can I get you something to drink?"
Just knowing that we are alone in her apartment makes my dick twitch. That and the fact that her ass is almost hanging out of the bottom of her shorts and I can see the her nipples through the thin fabric of her shirt...
"No thank you. I actually need to get this out before I talk myself out of telling you." I say, nervously.
"Okay. You can tell me anything, Christian. You're starting to worry me. Have I done something wrong?"
"No! God no. You have been absolutely perfect." I tell her.
Finding a spot on the floor to focus on so I wont have to see the disappointment in her eyes when she learns the truth about me, I begin my story. "I was adopted by Grace when I was 4. Up until that point, I was neglected by my birth mother and physically abused by her pimps. My birth mother died of an overdose when I was 4 and I was left alone with her body for several days. I was severely malnourished when the police found me. Grace was the Dr at the hospital that night. She treated me and then later, accepted me into her home. I had a very hard time accepting their love. I have a phobia of being touched on my chest and upper back because of the cigarette burns I got at the hands on one of the pimps. Grace wasn't able to hug me or show me the affection that she wanted to give and that I secretly so desperately craved. To say the least, I was a troubled child.
"When I became a teenager, I became more troublesome and started getting into fights and drinking. At the age of 15 my mother had had enough and thought that putting me to work would keep me out of trouble because the therapy wasn't helping. She got me a job doing landscaping for one of her friends, Elena Lincoln. Elena was only a few years younger than my mom, but we started having a secret affair. She introduced me into the hardcore lifestyle of BDSM. It was all about rewards and punishments. If I kept me grades up and stayed out of trouble, she'd reward me sexually; if I got a bad grade or got into trouble, she'd beat me."
I take a deep breath and look at to find Ana with tears in her eyes. I don't see disgust or pity; just sympathy. She squeezes my hand and encourages me to continue.
"It continued on for a few years until another local boy reported Elena to the authorities. At that time I came clean with my mom and dad about what she had done to me. They were both devastated and blamed themselves for a long time. Long story short, Elena will be in prison for a long time."
"I'm so sorry that happened to you, Christian." She says as she wipes the tears that are running down her face.
I clear my throat because what I tell her next could go either way. "Since I couldn't stand to be touched, I went back into participating in the BDSM lifestyle. That's the only relationships I've ever had, Dom/sub relationships. All of my subs were of age and the relationships were consensual."
With a shaky voice she asks "Is that what you want from me? Do you want me as your sub?"
"No, absolutely not! I had decided to get out of the lifestyle before I had even met you. What I want with you is something I never imagined myself having. But, after learning about my past, if you don't want to be with me, I'll understand."
"Let me ask you a few questions" She says
"Okay" I nod "You can ask me anything."
"Are you absolutely sure that you are done with that lifestyle?"
"Yes" I respond without having to think about my answer.
"Would you ever hurt me; physically or by cheating on me?"
"No" I respond.
"Okay, then I'll stay and see where this new relationship takes us." She says with a smile.
I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my chest. Like I can finally live my life for myself and not hide behind the shame of my past.
Ana crawls onto my lap and begins kissing me. The kiss is passionate and says without words all that needs to be said; she accepts me, warts and all. Her hands are in my hair while my hands roam her back. I lay Ana back on the couch and run my hand up the back of her leg. As I reach her ass, I squeeze and I'm rewarded by a moan from her sexy little mouth. She grips the front of my shirt and rolls her hips, grinding herself against me. I can feel her heat through all of the layers of clothes between us. I want so bad to bury myself deep within her warmth, but I need to make sure this is what she wants as well.
"Ana, maybe we should stop." I say to her, praying that she doesn't stop me.
"I want you Christian, please" She all but begs.
That's all the reassurance I need. I rise up off of the couch, pulling her up with me. Bending my knees slightly I run both of my hand up the back of her thighs. When I reach her ass, I grip it hard with both hands and lift her up. She wraps her amazing legs around my waist as her arms wrap around my neck; never breaking the kiss.
As I'm walking us down the hall, I realize that I don't know which room is hers. "Which room, baby?"
"Last one on the left" She pants, breathlessly.
When we reach her room, I lay her back on the bed. I grab the bottom of her shirt and look at her, asking permission with my eyes. With a simple nod of her head she allows me to take off her shirt. Her breast bounce as I pull the shirt over her head. Best fucking tits ever! Full and firm with nipples that are begging to be worshiped. This woman is amazing.
I begin trailing kisses along her jaw line and pinching her nipple as she moans my name. My dick is straining so hard against my zipper. I need to get out of my clothes. I stand up and remove my clothes as quickly as I can. When my hard dick springs free from my underwear, her eyes go wide. Yes, I'm a big boy, baby...
Kneeling at the edge of the bed, I hook my fingers in the waist band of her tiny little shorts and pull them down along with her pretty blue, lace panties.
I groan at the sight of her bare, wet pussy. "Oh baby, you're so fucking wet. I wonder if this pretty little pussy " I run my finger over her slit "taste as good as the rest of you." She shivers at my touch.
"Oh my god, Christian! Please!" She begs
I start at her ankle kissing, nipping and sucking my way up her leg. She is squirming and wiggling by the time I reach her pussy, but instead of giving her what she wants, I start kissing, nipping and sucking my way up her other leg. As I reach the apex of her thighs, I can't wait any longer to taste her. I flatten my tongue and slowly lick her, lapping up all of her delicious juices. "You taste fucking incredible. Like sweet honey." Lick "so" Nip "Fucking" Suck "Good" I growl.
I suck on her clit as I enter a finger into hot, dripping wet pussy. "So fucking tight" I say to her.
"Please, please, please Christian! Make me come." She begs as I add another finger.
I can feel the walls of her pussy start to tighten as she grabs ahold of my hair pushing my face into my own personal heaven.
"Oh fuck, Christiaaaannnnn! She screams out as her orgasm rips through her.
I kiss my way back up to her face and take her mouth, letting her taste herself on my lips. "She how fucking good you taste, baby."
"Please, Christian, make love to me. I need you so bad!"
I've never made love, only fucked, but for Ana I'll do my best to make sweet love to her.
Condoms, I didn't bring any with me "Do you have any condoms? "I ask her, praying she does.
"No, but I'm on birth control and I'm clean." she assures me
"I'm clean, too. I've never had sex without a condom. This'll be a first for me."
I press the head of my dick to her sex and slowly push in. It feels like fucking heaven. Forehead to forehead, I ask her"You okay?"
"Oh god yes! Just go slow for a minute and let me get adjusted to you" she says
I start to move in and out slowly. After a few slow thrust, Ana digs her nails into my ass urging my to go fast, deeper. She's meeting me thrust for thrust. We quickly find our rhythm together; like we've been making love for years...like we were made for each other. The only sounds that fill the room are our heavy breathing, our moans and the sounds of our skin slapping together.
As I look into Ana's bright, blue eyes, I can see that passion that she has for me. It's the same passion I hold for her. I have never in my life felt so connected to someone as I do in this moment.
I grab Ana's legs and throw them over my shoulders and I begin pounding into her harder. Her cries of pleasure are becoming louder as she nears her release. Seems I have a little screamer on my hands. She's gripping the sheets so hard, her knuckles are turning white.
I wont be able to hold off much longer. "Come for me, sweet Ana" I say to her as I press my thumb to her clit.
She throws back her head in pure ecstasy as she comes all around my dick, screaming my name so loud I'm sure the entire apartment complex knows who I am.
"Anaaaa, Oh fuck babyyyyyy" I moan as I pump my release into her moments later.
As we lie there trying to catch our breath and waiting for our heart rate to slow down, I run my finger through her hair and kiss forehead. "You okay?" I ask her
She smile at me. "I'm more than okay. That was amazing, Christian"
"I couldn't agree more, baby."
"Christian, I'm sorry if I accidently touched your chest or back" She says with concern in her eyes
I shake my head. "Don't be. For reasons I can't understand, your touch doesn't hurt."
"Okay" She says and kisses me softly.
"Do you mind if I stay tonight?" I ask her. I told Taylor before he left that I would call him when I needed him.
"I hoped you would" She replies with a smile
"Good, turn over and let me hold you." She turns with her back to my front and I wrap around her like a vine... And, that's exactly how I wake up the next morning...
Okay! There's my very first lemon... Hope I did my Ana and Christian justice for their first time.
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