Chapter IX

Lincoln

Ahhh~nothing like watering the grass in the middle of the day. It's so peaceful here. I just want to lay down here forever..

It's a cloudy day at the backyard and I'm laying on the wet grass like snow. This is the most comfortable place I can be in right now. I can't leave the house because I can't leave Leni all by herself. I'm reflecting on my actions...

That was unforgivable young man! You're disgusting, mark this as your last time feeling pleasure inside the house!

With that, I thought of when I'll be moving out from the house someday. I'll miss them as family and people that influenced me so much...

Leni is family too, she's my sister, and my sisters love me as their brother so I should love them as what they're to me.

I'm in deep thought, getting lost in the blue sky. I've calmed myself down, taking deep breaths.

This is just a one time experience, other people might've experienced it too. Let's go back inside, ignore it, and eat.

I stood up determined, gathering all the confidence to go inside the house without taking concern of it.

As I got in, the sound was gone and the house was quiet which made it easier for me. The backdoor is near the kitchen so I quickly opened fridge. There was a lot of food, junk food to be specific then I suddenly remembered we haven't eaten lunch yet. Maybe I could go takeout food for us to eat.

Nah I can't leave Leni

Or ask her to come with me

No not now, I won't feel comfortable at the table

What to do? Leni hasn't eaten yet and my brother instinct is overcoming my uneasiness right now which is helpful.

I know! There's the phone and delivery services

"Forgot about technology " I muttered then also forgot that I don't have my phone so I have to use our telephone in the living room. As I enter the dining room (next to the living room right?) there I saw a texting Leni. Looks like she's waiting for food but...

Not wearing shorts while wearing lingerie doesn't help!

She had a top on but paired only with a white - thong underwear. She hasn't noticed me yet, which is a good thing because I'm troubled on how I should react on this. I'm gazing so intensely while controlling the thoughts of responsibility and lust.

Dude it's not like the first time you saw someone like that, even your sisters, you've been dealing with these things since 11 right?

I replay in my mind, all the times I caught them and saw them in sexy outfits. It was almost everyday because of their night outfits/gowns. As they get older and older they become more attractive and an ideal girlfriend to every guy in the world. I've ignored and struggled to a lot but this time I can't. Maybe because of the scene earlier, it was my first time seeing a sister so exposed to me, and fuck it was turning me on at a different level...

"Oh hey Linc"

I was snapped back to the present situation as Leni faced me with a warm smile which calmed me down.

"Hey Leni..." my mind is not functioning, I want to lay down on wet grass again.

After a long silence, "What's for lunch?" she asked with an innocent look as always. "I was about to ask you if we could just order with the phone so.."

"Sure why not!" cheerful response, typical

"What would you like to eat then?" I asked awkwardly

"You"

Did she really just say that? My heart is pounding. What did she mean by that? Is that an example of figure of speech? Is that the other name of salad? Girls are so complica~

"Lincoln!" I was snapped back again to reality earning a concerned look from Leni

We looked at each other eye to eye, gaining all my attention, "Yes? Actually what did you want again?" I asked to confirm what I heard

"I said you! What would you like to have? I'll just have that one too" she explained

"Ohhhhhhhhh" I was relieved with a hint of disappointment, which I shouldn't feel right now.

"Are you okay Linky?" she stood up, walked infront of me and touched ny forehead and neck. That gave me a good sight of her cleavage.

Calm the fuck down, she's worried about you and you're doing this?

I want to punch myself but I raised my head which made our faces centimeters fron each other. She still has her palm on my forehead and didn't notice how close we were. I noticed how concerned her look was...

Leni doesn't deserve this, I feel so guilty right now that I closed my eyes to unsee her. Then I feel hands on my cheeks, compressing it. I opened my eyes to meet a pouting Leni.

"Talk to me, are you okay? Your temp is alright but why are you so down I~" she stopped as she took notice of how deep my gaze is looking to her eyes and how close we were. Her face turned soft as well as her grip on my cheeks, her lips parted slowly, her hands went down my neck...

"Pizza?" I blurted out which suprised her

"What?"

"Pizza, is it okay? "

She removed her hands from me and took a step back. With a nod, "It's fine..." she said then turned around to get back on her seat and give me a clear sight of her behind. I looked away with embarassment.

"I'll go order now" I stated as I get back on my way to the phone.

While I was talking, I look back at Leni who seems worried and sad ever since she sat there.

Chapter IX End