"What am i doing... i can't tell you!" i sobbed harder into Jacob's arms. "Bella, you can tell me anything, you know i wont care!" he gave me and little squeeze then pulled away. "Now, whats up?" he asked in a sweet tender voice, "The job.... i got... to pay for rent.. was... w-..... was" i began sobbing again, "A part in a porn vdeo" i sobbed so much i didn't think he would be able to hear, and rocked me back and forth, "And whats upset you about it?" he asked sweetly, wow this was easier than i thought, "Well, Lauren found a tape, and made Edward kiss her , so he could get the tape, but now Lauren know's , and she hates me, and she's gonna tell every one" i cryed and cryed, "Bella!" a velvet voice called, i looked up, urghh, he had lip stick on his color, "Bella, are you okay?" i was still in Jakes arms and Edwar was knelt infront of me. "No" i mummbled, "I'm so sorry Edward, i should have looked at the tape right away, I'm sorry!" i cryed into Jake's arms, Jake chuckled, "Your gonna ruin my shirt" he joked, he let out a small giggle "I'll buy you a new one".

"ughh. " i sobbed "i feel dirty", i pulled myself out of Jake's hold and wrapped my kardigan around me, "C'mon lets get ya back to ya apartment." Edward helped me up and Jake said bye and went. Edward drove me to mine and helped me upstairs and into my room. he laid me on the bed and turned to go, "Don't leave" i sobbed, Edward turned and smiled, he got on the bed next to me and held me in his arms. We just laid there, stary tears fell from my eye's but we didn't move. "Edward.." my voice came out all croaky "Yes Bella?" his voice was still smooth and velvety. "You can't think of me any diffrently, jsut becasue i made a porn video. doesn't change me... don't think of me as some sluttly slag that goes around shagging people and making video's about it..." i started osbbing again... i didn't want him thinking of me like that!

"Don't worry Bella, You'll always be the same in my eyes" i looked up and his emeralde eyes looked down at me, "Good" i wisperd, snuggling into his chest, then falling asleep. I had the same dream again.. Alice screaming, Jacob kissing my neck, Edward killing Jacob. I woke up, still wrapped in Edward's arms, he'd fallen asleep to, my eye's where sore, from the crying and his top was still a little damp. I didn't move, for one i didn't want to wake him, and for two, i liked it. I did love Edward, oh my god, i was in love with him! I had my arm around his waist and my head on his chest, i snuggled to him a tiny bit, hoping he wouldn't wake up, he did. Damnit! He started to stir, and so did i, pretending i just woke up to. I yawned and looked up at him, his eyes flutterd open and i looked away, i sat up and yawned again. I turned to see Edward staring at me. " Thanks" my voice croaked, and yet again his voice was smooth and velvety "It's okay Bella, but i gotta go" i hugged him as he got up, and he left.

After a shower and i got dressed, i noticed it was 11:30 am and it was really sunny and warm today, good thing its a week-end. Alice stayed on the sofa curled up with Jasper all morning, well after questioning me about Edward staying. I decided the to go shopping, for some food, since we where nearly out. I tryed getting out without Alice giving me her bank card, but it didn't work, she told me if i didn't buy the food with her card, she could play Barbie-Bella on me, i for one was not happy, Jasper sat there and laughed as the little pixie threatend me!
I'll get him back for laughing at me... i swear i will!

Anyway after shopping i had NOTHING to do, i put the food away and laid on my bed... staring... at the ceiling....
Beep beep beep

My phone went off, i got a text message, from Edward, i blushed when i saw his man on the screen- how sad am i!-;

From Edward.

Hey Bella, wondering

if you'd like to go to the beach,

Emmett and Rose are going,
they invited me along, and told
me to invite you, Alice and Jasper.
Edward.

Sounded, like fun... "Alice" i called walking into the front room, she was still on the sofa, she looked up "Ye?" she asked, "You and Jasper wonna come to the beach? Emmett and Rose are going, and they invited Edward, he just text me asking saying they told him to invite us lot?" she smiled and looked at Jasper, he nodded and Alice jumped up. "Yey!" she started clapping and ran into her room, he and Jasper laughed, "Well, i'm off to get ready. Alice.." he called into her room "I'll be back in 20 minutes", she ran threw to Jasper and kissed him, then ran back into her room, we laughed at her, "See ya Jasper, " i said walking into my room, "Bye Bella" he called back, then he was gone.

I text Edward back;
To Edward

Yeh we'd love to,

what time? and where
we meeting?
Bella

He text back in a matter of seconds! As soon as i put my phone down i had to pick it up again;
From Edward
Cool, meet us out side

of college at around 1, we'll

walk from there
Edward

Alice had ran into my room after she had gotten ready, and order me into a white bikini. She had a gold one on with black cover-ups, I wore blue cover-ups. Jasper got back as i walked out my room, "Jasper you got any sun-tan lotion, i can't find any, anywhere" he chuckled at me, "Where going to have to stop by the shop." i laughed to and Alice came dancing out her room. A bag in one hand, and sunglasses in another. Then we where off, Jasper drove us in his car. Emmett and Rose where kissing when we got there, and Edward stood with his back to them. After Jasper parked, Edward opened the car door for me, "Well, Thank you, such a gentleman" i joked getting out the car, Edward chuckled.

For the first time, his chuckle made my heart flutter, i was hoping he didn't hear, but he chuckled again, i think he heard. The walk to the beach was only 10 minutes, and Emmett was trying to get us all to agree to a football game. I didn't bother telling any one i was like, really good at football, but i guess Alice already knew, because she said the teams;
Edward, Alice and Me
Emmett, Jasper, Rose.

I tried to giggle at how the other team where going down, and i mean down! By the time we got there i had manged to control my laughter, "C'mon theres a good spot over here" Alice ahead of us, jumping and waving. i set down my towel next to hers, and pulled out a bottle of water, but it was knocked out of my hand by Emmett, and that dang football! "Emmett!"i moaned, but then i laughed because he had no idea that when i was in Seattle i was on the high-school girls footie team."C'mon" now Emmett moaned "I wonna play football!" we all sighed and got up, the beach wasn't reall that full so we had a good area to play in. we used our bags as goal posts and Alice went around drawing a lines with her feet- marking the feild-.

"Okay" Alcie started "Our Teams is called The Good"she pointed to herself"The better" she pointed to Edward"And the best" she pointed to me and had a evil grin on her face. "Whaa-? Bella the best? Best at falling over more like!" Emmett boomed out a laugh and Rose laughed with him, and so did Jasper... And so did Edward "You'll learn to keep ya mouth shut, o darling brother" i gave Emmett an evil grin and he laughed harder. "Whats your team called?" Alice asked Emmett, "Ooooo Goldilocks and the two bears" Emmett grinned, Jasper sighed and Rose laughed. "HEADS" Alice called, flipping a coin in the air to see who goes first. "Damnit!Tails" Emmett grinned again and started with the ball.

"GO" Alice shouted and the game began, i let Emmett get ahead with a goal, then it was time to turn it up, i walked over to Edward, "When i say run straight to there goal" he nodded and Alice started with the ball. "GO" Alice boomed, "Now Edward!" i shouted as Alice passed me the ball, Edward ran straight where i told him to, and i ran with the ball... fast... i doged Jasper's tackle and when Emmett slide tackled i jumped over him, taking the ball with me, and Rose was chasing me, but i kiked the ball to Edward who slammed it in the goal, before Rose had chance to get in goal!

"Yey!" Alice jumped up and down clapping, "Wohhw! when did you get that good!"Emmett asked, four pairs of eyes stared at me, "Well, i was on the girl footie team in Seattle, don't underestimate the clumbsy girl" i giggled, and everyone laughed. The first half was over and we were 2-1 up, Emmett tryed getting a team swap, but i wouldn't move teams, not even for my brother! The game started and i had the ball, Jasper jsut stood there i scored and Emmett shouted at him "WHY YA JUST STOOD THERE!?" Emmett was mad, he hated to loose bless him! "There's no point, where gonna loose anyway!" he pointed towards me, i blushed. It was half way through the second half and Emmett forfited becasue he was losing, Alice took off her cover-ups, and so did i , i didn't want to be the only girl wearing cover-ups. As i took mine off, Edward took his top off, i nearly fainted, he had the BEST body ever, i laid on my towel trying to remeber to breathe, Edward was sat there staring at me "May i help you?" i giggled, and blushed, "Errr umm no" he laided on his towel and i gigged more.