Hello my dear bunnies! I really have missed you but college life is quite the challenge! I have just got say, i wrote this like 3 months ago but just finished it know… I was still expirementing with dark writing so I rushed through, it's really hard for me to write serious pieces like this! So there gonna be a lot of funny and fluffy pieces coming up.

Btw way who else loved Valentina! Perfect foil for circe! Oh man I am I gonna have field writing! Plus next chappie up is going be dedicated to rex's prom night from behind the scene with holi and six and of course Circe (orginal idea by RGZ Archer! They rock so hardcore) dedicated to evo death bunny… rest in peace dear friend… rest in peace.

Btw this story was somewhat inspired by the song "Never the Same" by RED, it's a great song! Give it a listen!

Anywhozzles! Let's get on with the story! And remember please read and REVIEW! It means a lot to hear what you think!not to mention jimmy has run away to Canada and will not return till I have some reviews… he took all of the peanut butter…*sniffles* all of it!

Nothing Compares to You

"are you asleep?" Circe whispered in her usual monotone voice as she heard his watch beep telling him it was time to go. The cybernetic teen slowly opened his eyes, the warmth her body provided was starting lull him closer and closer to his dream world. He smiled at sound of the soft beating of her heart. Her bed offered a nice little nook for them to wrap themselves in each other arms. He tried not to seem too disappointed at the fact he had to leave soon… Six had been chill enough to let him take the weekend… of course neither of them discussed it… it was just a silent agreement.

"no…" he replied lifting his head slightly so he could face her, she looked peaceful… happy even, something that was rare to see on her beautiful pale face, he hated the fact it had to end… that she'd hold that same hurt look in her eyes when he'd say goodbye. He laid his head back in the space between her head and her shoulder and breathed in her gentle scent... he couldn't put name on it… it was like a fruit of some kind… not too sweet… but not a bitter scent either… she smelt like summer…no like spring break, every moment with her was like a holiday from the world. She sensed he was starting to break loose from her embrace and latched onto him tighter.

"circ… come on you know I gotta go." He explained awkwardly. Her smile turned into a pout.

"don't remind me… right back into the hands of that pasty bastard." She seethed letting go of him, and sitting up on the bed on her knees. Oh boy… this was gonna be bad.

"you know I can't stay here forever… it's been two days." He reminded. "I need to go back."

She glared and looked away from him. He tried to come closer in order sooth her but she flinched away.

"that's fine." She snapped in a cold voice. "go, I couldn't care less." Her eyes narrowed as she got up from the other side of the bed, she headed to open the door but he stopped her grabbing her wrist.

"circe can you please, just this once, not do this." He begged, looking at her with pleading eyes. She looked but at him with her own eyes full melancholy. She didn't want him to leave her… not for those people… not for that monster of a man… a knight he called himself… the audacity.

"I'm not doing anything…" she protested in her usual monotone voice. " you're the one-

He grabbed her shoulders forcing her to look him in the eyes, his jubilant brown eyes, seemed darker and pained. She was always so selfish when it came to him… always forgetting he had others he cared for- a family he called them… she knew it was wrong to want him all for herself… but he was all the family she had left so was it really so wrong to want what had been denied from her.

"Stop acting like this just hard on you… I'm not that thrilled about having to leave you behind either!"rex retorted.

She looked at him with sympathetic eyes… providence put the entire world on his shoulders… and here she was trying put her own along side it. He always put this invincible super hero facade in front of his team and her, but in reality he was just a 16 yr old kid… just a kid.

He tried to glare at her but… it was half-hearted at best, he seemed more frustrated than anything. She gave his favorite kind of smile… a loving one.

"I should've known I can't try to out-brat you." She gently teased. " I'm sorry… it's just since I left Van Kleiss-…" she paused as he tightened his grip on her shoulders, this time from jealousy. "it's been hard not feel like I'm not alone… when I obviously am."

"your not-."

"rex you were here for two days! I haven't seen you in a month! Face it, you're the sun and I'm the moon, we're not suppose to see each other! And when we do it's some kind of phenomenon!" she ranted.

"then why don't you come with me! What's its going to take to get you see providence isn't evil!"he demanded.

"I maybe all alone, but at least I feel at peace here and that's a whole lot more than you can say about providence!" she retorted.

"providence maybe not be the warm and fuzziest place in the world but it is my home! I belong there! With my team! With my friend! With-

"out me." She finished for him, slipping out of his arms and sat back down on her bed. He let out a pained look.

"Ana…" he called out using her real name. she widened her eyes, he never called her that.

"that's not my name." she corrected sitting on her bed. "you know better than that rex."

"I like your name… I like you, the real you." He stated placing himself beside her on the bed. She scooted away childishly. "I love the person you are when you're with me, and I never want to leave you but we made an agreement. That we would respect each other's decisions…

"… and accept the fact we're living in the middle of a war." She continued for him.

"we've made it work this far." He stated with small smile.

"it?… listen to yourself, you don't even know what call whatever it is we are. I want to know what you think. What am I to you?" she asked begging him to define their makeshift relationship. He took her hands in his, she looked at him with unnervingly pleading eyes.

"I asked you this almost a year ago… and you told me we were enemies with benefits… I don't think that's true anymore…" he explained. She looked down at their hands as her cheeks turn red… she still remembered the feel of his cheek against her lips.

"we may not be enemies anymore but the way we see the world is still very different." He continued, she closed her eyes… frustrated by fact he was right. "I know you think I'm just this government brat with a cocky attitude but… to be honest sometimes I look at world almost as darkly as you." he replied.

"funny, you say it like it's a bad thing." She interrupted with a smirk.

"but then I remember my family, I remember you." he continued. She widened her eyes as he embraced her tenderly as if she was the younger one, taking her in his arms as if he could shield her from the world. "…and then nothing else matters, only that this world needs to be safe, so that mi novia can be safe. that's what you are to me, my girlfriend."

She closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around his neck silently comforting his juvenile heart. He wanted to protect her as if she was a fragile little bird with a clipped wing; it was a fool's errand.

"rex." She called out him in the gentlest voice she could muster. He gazed down at her meek looking eyes. Her lips parted as if she wanted to reply to his comment but… nothing came. Instead he felt her place his bare hands on her cheeks, he had disregarded his gloves somewhere on her dresser along with his jacket, he stroked her face gently… and couldn't help but sadly wonder how many tears had mimicked his actions.

He knew she thought it was stupid for him to play the hero, but that didn't mean she didn't need it… deep inside her fragile heart were still unhealed scars from her past she refused to share, wounds she wouldn't let him kiss to heal, and secrets that were seared in her eyes in a language he couldn't read.

Yet none of those things meant anything to him, they wouldn't stop him from helping her, let alone loving her. He loved her, the chipped and cracked part of her, like she loved the bits and pieces of who he was.

They were prefect for each other; a boy made from broken shards of memories and a girl riddled with scars and stitches that barely pieced her together… they made each other whole.

"I'll be back." He promised leaning closer to her ear. he felt her hands slide down to his chest and grip his shirt. He looked down to send her a comforting look and was met with the frailest gaze he'd ever seen her don. At that moment he saw the part of her she show to no one, he saw Ana… this was girl he'd fallen for.

He let their noses touch as he inched closer to her lips and waited for her to seal the small gap between them. She wasted no time, and the force from her response pushed him onto the bed. He let every ounce of his feelings pour into that kiss, hoping her taste, a mixture of strawberries and liquor, would linger long after they'd parted.

When she broke the kiss, he slowly opened his eyes only to see switch blade stabbed into the bed a centimeter from his neck. In any other case he'd be a little shocked and terrified but not when it came to her.

"I should just kill you." she seethed in a broken and sad voice as she twisted the blade so that sharpened edge now faced his neck, yet he didn't even flinch. He felt guilty knowing that a part of her, her crueler side, wished they'd never met… just like part of him did too. All the pain their so called love caused them… he knew sometimes it didn't feel worth it… his innocent heart justified her actions, defending her insane declaration, because it wasn't her fault she was like this. the world that had made her this way... a world he could not remember, he pitied her… no… he loved her.

He gave her a gentle smile.

"you couldn't if you tried." He taunted roughly crashing his lips against hers, with her guard down he wrapped his legs around her hips and flipped their position landing him now on the top and the knife far away stabbed into her wall. She narrowed her eyes, her ego struck, while he smiled down at her with his usual smirk.

"you hesitated, because you love me." He whispered into her ear the very thing he deeply wanted to believe.

"I hesitated because I didn't want blood on my sheets." She countered fastening her legs around him to counter his lock and judo threw him against the wall right beside the knife. She walked up to him and ripped the knife from out of the wall. "They're real silk, you know." She said pushing him up against the wall with the knife in hand.

"fine, message received." He replied in his usual lay back voice, she threw the knife on the bed, she wasn't going to kill him, but she did not like to be toyed with. "you like to be tops." He teased. She let out an annoyed growl for moment but then she gave out a deep sigh and hugged him tightly.

"you're an idiot." she mocked.

"y tu eres loca (and your crazy)… but I love you." he replied kissing her forehead, he let his smile dwindle. " and I have to go now." He said slowly easing out her embrace, it was time.

"I know." She replied in a cold voice, she gave him chaste kiss on the cheek, and then his jacket and gloves.

After placing on his jacket, he headed for her window and opened it. After all the noise they'd caused he doubted using the front door of her hotel room was a smart idea.

"Be careful." She demanded, as the wind from the open window fluttered her hair back and forth. He gave her his usual brilliant smile; he knew it would comfort her.

"you too." He replied positioning himself to jump, he paused as her heard voice crack.

"I love you." she blurted out awkwardly, she felt stupid for repeating it so many times… but she wanted him to always know. He took one last look at her, his beautiful fallen angel.

"Te amo tambien (I love you too), mi preciosa." He responded looking away,and placing on his goggles as he rushed out the window with a speedy jump. the wind created by his wings gusted into the room with tremendous force.

She wanted to rush towards the window and watch him leave, but… looking at his figure become smaller and fly further away from her, didn't seem like a good idea… not this time.

Instead she fell to her knees and hugged herself… she knew this wasn't healthy… she knew she was stupid for caring for him but there was no fixing it.

She had fallen in love with a child forced to be a man…

…a broken boy that made her whole, that was constantly being ripped away from her… and they never had enough time together so that gaping wound would heal. She clutched the locket Van Kleiss had given her… perhaps this was her punishment for working for the devil… for caring for him as well.

Finally she gained enough strength to stand and close her window but not before staring off into the sky and saying what her heart had been shouting at her to tell him.

"no, stay… nothing compares to you."

END.

Man, that was long! Anyways hope to hear you liked it! Please remember TO REVIEW! COME BACK TO ME JIMMY!