Warnings: Some smut very small though… Oh and a loooong as A/N at the end of the chappy…Please forgive me for throwing up in my A/N today…I know I tend to do that a lot…I seem to have a lot to say..…. ^.^;
I was never one to complain that I was too cold at night or that I needed another blanket to keep warm. Always quite the opposite actually, always throwing the covers off in the summer time and always the one kid that kept wearing shorts well all the other ones where getting ready to put away there summer wear. So when did it change? Did it change after Grimm came or had it already happened and I just paid no never mind until now. Now that I'm cold and lonely and missing him at my side. It had been two days since Grimmjow left to go and talk with the elders about his new mate. His dad had said that he had to go and inform them that he had found and marked himself a mate, kinda made me feel like I was something he bought but either way he had to do it. Usually there mate would go with them but because I couldn't miss school the elders made a special exception and Marco explained that in my next free time he would bring me down and meet them. The problem was that Grimmjow had to leave ASAP so we never got to talk about what had happened after our fight. So here I lay in my bed tossing and turning and missing his warmth more then ever.
"This is ridiculous Ichigo, you're a man for gods sakes. Now suck it up and start counting sheep."I commanded myself but even when I closed my eyes and willed my body to stop shaking, I'd still be confronted with the cold emptiness of my bed, it was practically heart wrenching.
"Fuck it."I said as I got up and went over to his bed, cell phone in hand and curled into his bed to sleep. Oh god I missed him so much and it had only been two days.
'Fuck and I was the one that wanted to ask for space, dear god what the hell was I thinking I don't want space I want Grimm! But at the same time this could be good for us, space and time to breath.'
As I thought this I found myself burying my head into his pillow and breathing in his yummy scent. I had kept my cell phone on me in case he text me or called, I didn't want to miss it. But my fingers where itching to text him and see if he'd reply.
"Ichigo you idiot of course he'd reply now just do the world a favor and text him so you can get to bed before you go insane."I announced to myself and flipped open my phone to text him.
'Then again I could just call him, it'd be a lot faster then texting and waiting for his reply and then I'd get to hear his voice….But technically we had never made up so what if he's still mad…I don't want to hear his angry voice..It'll just make things worse…'I practically fought not to tear my hair out as I thought these stupid damn girly thoughts.
"Fuck it, ill just send him a quick text telling him how I feel….How I feel right now…I miss him."
I miss you, come home soon 3 I wrote out and then quickly erased the heart, that was just to fricken girly for me and Grimmjow would probably end up making fun of me for it. What I wrote was good enough. So now all I have to do is press send. I took a deep breath and hit the send button. Fuck now all I have to do is wait for his reply…If he's even awake that is time…FUCK.
I watched the clock as the minuets ticked by, six minuets later and I was ready to commit suicide. I growled and went to turn on some music to fill the unbelievable silence when my phone went off. I quickly jumped for my phone and effectively smashing my head off the wall in the process.
"Fuckin hurts…"I hissed out as opened my phone to review the text.
I miss you too kitten, its soo fuckin cold laying here in bed with out cha….I hate to tell ya this but Im not gonna be back till Sunday…Fuckin elders are takin there sweet ass time comin and talkin to me..Damn old fucks….So sadly I wont be back till then…..But don't worry, Daddy will take good care of his sweet kitten when he comes home ;DI couldn't help but snort at the message, it brought a giant smile to my face, so big it almost hurt. Minus the not being home till fuckin Sunday, my god I was going to go fucking insane!
Nooooo Daddy, your kitten's soo cold and lonely come home now! Tell the elders they can go fuck them selves and that I'm much more important then them….Please I'll even let ya tie me up if you come home right now! ;P *SEND*My god I cannot believe I just send a text message like that, it actually took all my will power not to giggle into his pillow. My phone buzzed back rather fast and I actually did giggle in excitement.
Baad Kittey, don't be goin and saying shit like that when ya know I have no way of comin home…:'( It makes only makes it harder…I felt a pout creeping into my features but I suddenly got a dirty idea and thought what the hell it's not like he can see me, not to mention we hadn't had sex in a while and I was dying for him, might as well use text message to the best of my ability.
Aww but Daddy, I'm laying here all alone in your bed, it can't possibly get any harder then I am right now. I was so lonely I decided to go and sleep in your bed but now you scents driving me insane, I can barely stop touching myself. *SEND*I currently had the biggest shit eating grin on my face and almost burst out laughing when my phone began to ring, he was calling me.
"Are you trying to fuckin kill me Ichi?" He asked before I could even say hello. I had to stifle a laugh, oh this could be too much fun.
"Aww Grimmjow whatever do you mean? It's not like I lied to you I am in your bed, currently standing at attention…Quite painfully actually..."I said and the truth was that his scent had actually began to stir me, I was about half hard but of course it never hurt to tell little white lies.
"Show me." He breathed out and I almost dropped the phone. Oh dear god he wants to have phone sex doesn't he….It's okay Ichigo, you can pull this together, he can't see you so no need to be embarrassed.
"How?"I asked when really I kinda already figured out how…I quickly started pumping myself to full height, didn't want to be shown as a liar at my own game now did I?
"Send me a picture, make it a good one too, I wanna see all of you….every inch." He purred out and a moan dropped from my lips and I heard him stifle a gasp. I had moved my head to his pillow as I stroked myself, breathing in his scent and hearing his deep sexy voice it almost had me coming right there.
"Mmm, okay let me call you back."I heard him cast out an Ok and I hung up. Now the job was working on making the shot a good one, one that would have him practically growling with need.
I quickly stripped myself of my pajama pants and shirt and that's when the idea hit me…I quickly ran to his closet and grabbed one of his tee shirts and slipped it on. I breathed in the sweet smell of his fabric softener and checked myself in the mirror to see how I looked. I quickly messed up my hair and went back to the bed and took a couple pictures, picked the best one and *SEND* XXX
My phone finally beeped to tell me the picture was ready and I managed to whine and moan at the same time. There he was lying on my bed with one long leg being covered by my blanket well the other was bent and on the bed. My tee shirt was brought up just enough to reveal his rock hard nipples. He was arching his back as he pumped himself and had my tee between his teeth as he bit down to stifle his moans. His eye's where a dark and heavy lidded while staring into the camera watching me and his hair was messy, spiky orange locks running in every direction while a warm blush spreading across the bridge of his nose. All in all it was one of the sexist things I had come to see and here I was in some fuckin dumbass hotel well I listen to my old man snore.
"Fuck this." I quickly ran to the bathroom, as best as I could with a raging hard on and turned on the shower to muffle the conversation I was about to have with my boyfriend. I quickly hit talk and waited for him to answer.
"Mmm, Grimmm what t-took you so long" I listened to him as he moaned out my name.
"Sorry babe but the picture took for fucking ever to download. Which by the way has now left me hard as a fuckin rock, ya gonna help me out there Ichi?"I purred into the phone as I quickly released my self from my boxer shorts.
"Mmmhmm, I'll do my best Grimmjow."I listened to his soft moans and they only made me harder.
"Hey babe, tell me what your doin."
"Mmm k, I-I'm rubbing my cock a-and I-I'm so hard Grimmm" Sweet baby Jesus I had to sit down or my legs where going to give out.
"That's good kitten, now why don't you start teasin that pretty lil hole of yers for me."I heard him moan and whine about how he wanted to just come now.
"No not yet, I want cha to keep teasing yer self for me a little more, k?" I herd him huff out a sigh and then put me on speaker.
"Grimmjow, tell me what your doing, I wanna hear you moan too." He said in a low sexy voice that made me shiver.
"Are you thinkin about my ass, is that why you want me to play with it so bad? You thinking about pounding into my tight wet slick hole?" Holy fucking shit I could not believe I was hearing those nasty words come out of Ichigos mouth, it was so fucking hot I couldn't stop myself once my hand started to go.
"Mmm Grimm I'm soo tight, ya know I'm so addicted to you, when I jerk off all I think about is you."
"Ohh God Ichi yer fuckin killing me!" I moan out as I felt my stomach tightening up.
"I-Ichi I want to hear you cum, cum for me kitten." After those words I heard Ichigo go back to what he was doing, I could hear faint slicking noises in the background and that only pulled me along faster. Within seconds we were moaning out each others names as we came to our finish.
"Wow."I herd Ichigo breath out as he brought the phone back to his ear.
"Ya,that was….Wow…" I laughed out at our lack of vocabulary.
"Grimm, I miss you." Ichigo spoke as I herd him shifting in the bed then the sound of the water running.
"I miss you too kitten." I mumbled as I began to do the same, "I'll be home on Sunday night though so wait up for me okay?" I asked as I listen to him shut off the water.
"Okay I will, Good night Grimmjow."His voice was a gentle whisper through the phone and it made my chest tighten.
"Good night love." I whispered as I hung up the phone. I quickly shut off the shower and went back to bed.
"How was Ichi?"I heard my dad mumble as he flipped over onto his side to see me. I felt my face heat up at the thought of him over hearing our conversation and thanked the lord I had run the shower to muffle it out.
"He's good, he called to tell me he missed me." I said and cursed as I heard the damned old man chuckle.
"And that required the shower on eh? Ya know you could have just gone out onto the balcony if that were the case." He said and then laughed as I flipped him off. I mumbled a good night and rolled over to dream sweet dreams of my berry.
XXXIt was amazing what a little phone sex could do, I had a smile that was so bright it could rival the sun it's self and because of this people where keeping a couple extra meters between us. I'm guessing it kinda scared them to have me go from normal everyday scowling Ichigo to smiling Ichigo who had a little kick in his step. Personally they can all go fuck them selves because I was still happy from last night events, I had done something that I had never done before and it was quite exciting. Not to mention I had gotten to hear Grimm's voice and well that was good enough for me at the moment. I had told myself that as much as I missed him, I was going to enjoy the time apart that we had because I knew the moment he got back there would be no way he would be letting me out of his site that and I had some thinking to do too.
"Ohhhhh Ichigo! You look rather chipper this today! Did something good happen?" Urahara asked as I sat down at my seat.
"Nah, nothing big I'm just happy." I said well giving him a warm smile. I had to sigh though because this whole smiling a lot was starting to hurt my mouth. I'm not used to it, kinda sad eh?
"Ohh, you mean it has nothing to do with your new boyfriend? Nothing at all?"I saw an evil gleam in his eye which I felt like smacking away, stupid Urahara-sensei. Now everyone in class was looking at me in wonder, including Hisagi but he quickly snapped his gaze away when our eyes met.
"Where is today anyway, he shares this class with you doesn't he?"
"Oi, sensei you can shut up anytime now and he's out of town for the week so he won't be returning…I'm sure he put in all the right forms right?" I said with a raised brow, I mean I know Grimm's not that responsible but I'm sure his dad made sure.
"Ohh yes of course he did, I was just wondering if it was something different then what the note had stated."I rolled my eyes at his reasoning, sometimes Urahara could be so damn nosey.
"Anyway class enough chatter lets get started, for your new project we'll be working on something that will require a little bit more of your imagination. Now I know this class solely works on the human form and revolves around more of real life but for this I want you to create something a little more, magical." Urahara-sensei had I giant smirk on his face and I was wondering what he was going to make us do. This class worked more with models that came in stood still for a couple of hours and you would draw them. So this was something completely different.
"I want you to find your self a model whether it be a friend, family member or a complete stranger and I want you to paint them. You are to create your own setting and theme. As well as painting them you are to turn them into the mythical creature of your choice. Whether it's a fairy, werewolf, witch, mermaid or even a vampire, whatever you want."As he said vampire his eyes locked onto mine and he held quite the interesting smirk on his face. That was weird, could sensei know about Grimmjow? Now way impossible.
I quickly looked away and listened to some of the students mumble about what they thought was quite the difficult project. These kid's worked better when something was right in front of them, imagination wasn't really in there dictionary. But like I said, I'm very good at all types of art and there styles so doing this project would be no trouble at all. Not to mention I could just ask Grimmjow to pose for me. I had to stifle a laugh as I thought of how badly I would be cheating. Well he said we could paint whoever we wanted after all. Well kids started thinking up ideas and choosing there tools, I asked sensei if I could go work outside and look for some inspiration. He agreed of course and sent me on my way, sketch book in hand.
When I got outside I plunked myself onto the grass and began to imagine the picture I had in mind. Soft greens, blue's and blacks with silk sheets the painting would be done at night of course. My thoughts quickly came to a halt as I felt cool fingers trace over the little bit of chest that was exposed from my top buttons being undone. My eyes shot open as I came face to face with dark golden eyes.
"S-Shiro!"I said as I sat up and watched him as he sat back on his haunches well he watched me.
"Hey Ichi, what's my favorite strawberry doin out here all alone, shouldn't you be in class?" He said with a slight smirk. I hadn't seen or heard from Shrio since our first meeting, which isn't that much of a surprise I mean his is a rock star after all.
"N-No I came out here for inspiration of sorts for my new project." I explained and I watched him nod his head.
"What about you, what are you doing here, don't you have work?" I asked with a raised brow and watched him grin.
"Naw, we got a couple days off so I thought I'd come and give ya a little visit, where's your lovely boyfriend?"
Oh right, Grimmjow wasn't here…Should I really be hanging around with Shiro right now? I mean one of the reasons we fought on Sunday was because of him…..Okay so the only reason we fought on Sunday was because of him but still….It should be fine right? I mean I really wanna get to know him better and common it's not like I'm doing anything wrong and if Shrio starts to get all touchy feely I'll just smack him away, not punch him because we all know what happened the last time. I was quickly snapped from my thoughts as I watched Shrio wave his pale hand in front of my face.
"Yoo hooo, earth to Ichi, where's yer boy toy?"
"Uhh right, Grimms gone to talk with the elders about me being his new mate and stuff, he won't be back till Sunday." I watched as a face splitting grin formed onto his face, shit should I really have announced how long Grimm would be gone for? Probably not, Ichigo you dumbass, but now you might be able to spend more time with him and get to know him better and that did sound quite exciting.
"Hmmm, so that means I gotcha all ta myself eh? Ohh how exciting!" He announced as he sat down next to me, snatching my sketch book out of my hand and flipping through it. His eyes became wide as he glanced at the pictures.
"Holy shit Ichigo these are fuckin amazing! Are these for school?"He asked well glancing at a sketch of a castle in Belgium, we had gone there on a little family trip last year and I had thought it was amazing.
"Ohh well no, these are just rough stuff and most of them are just for fun, like if I see something that I would really like to paint later on but want to capture a certain thing, stuff like that."I casually waved my hand at the thoughts and then noticed how he was staring at me, his eyes were wide and his mouth was slightly parted in what seemed like awe.
"Can I see your actual work? If these are this good I can only imagine how fuckin amazing your actual work must be." I blushed at his words and brought my hand up to scratch the back of my head. People had always marveled at my art work but to have Shirosaki Ogichi to be interested in my work is like a whole new level of amazing, Grimm always said my work was awesome but never really showed that much interest. Grimm was doing art for fun, he had actually already graduated university with a degree in business but wasn't ready to work for his dad yet so he decided to screw around a little bit more, like he had said to me when I found out,
"It's not like I don't have all the time in the world to go work for him and I always thought art was kinda cool and I was pretty good at it so I thought what the hell."Which is true but still, I've never met someone who went to school for fun….Grimmjow was kinda twisted that way I guess.
"Thanks Shiro, that means a lot hearing it from someone like you and if ya really wanna see my stuff then sure." I said and saw him nod his head with a large grin.
"Well I dunno much about art but I can definitely appreciate it when its good and yours is fucking amazing!" A large grin broke out on my face and I quickly got up.
"Well I'm supposed to be sketching but if Urahara asks I'll just say that I went to my room to get some shit."I announced as I began the walk back to my dorm room. My heart was beating with excitement to show him my work. I had never been this excited to show anyone my work besides my dad. My dad always loved to see all my work, in fact a lot of my art was hung back at the house.
As we walked up to my room I had asked him what he had been doing since I last saw him and he started to go on and on about how he's hit a road block and that he's currently being hated by the rest of the band. That's why they decided to take a break to allow him to look for some new inspiration.
"You where told to go look for inspiration for your songs an instead you come to see me? I think you need to figure out your priorities Shrio."I laughed as we entered the decently sized room. That was the one this I loved about TZA, the campus was huge and because it only housed a hundred kids our dorm rooms were an extremely nice size.
"When did I ever say I had stopped with my search for inspiration Ichi, who said you're not my inspiration?" My face blushed and I quickly turned away from him. He was doing it again, he was teasing me.
"I don't think you're going to find much inspiration here Shiro, I'm not very inspirational…."I said as I wandered over to my cabinet where I kept my paintings. I didn't want them to get ruined so my dad had gotten me a rather nice size cabinet for my art.
"I think your very inspirational Ichi, it's all in the eye of the beholder after all." I shot him a confused look and saw that for the first time since I had met him he had a genuine smile on his face. It sent butterflies sky rocketing through my stomach and I had to take a deep breath as I waved him over.
"Well yes that's true…Er anyway these are all my paintings that I've done here since I started plus my work from America. You can look at whatever ya want." I said as I plunked down onto my bed.
The first one he picked up was a nude painting and I had to suppress the urge to smack it out of his hands as a large grin split across his face. It was of Hisagi and he was on a black silk sheet that covered a leather couch with his knee propped to hide his man hood. His one arm draped over the couch and his other was bent and placed above his head, he was facing me and was smiling. It was when we were dating and I needed to paint a nude and he was the first person that popped into my head because he was my boyfriend of course. He happily agreed with the exception that he got to paint me for the project to, of course I agreed. Now that I think about it I should probably throw it out, I mean it's not like were dating any more. But the one thing I hated to do was throw away my hard work. No I'd give it to him instead, hopefully I can get the one of me back too if he still has it.
"That's my ex Hisagi, it was for a project. I totally forgot about it, should probably give it to him." I mumbled as I grabbed the painting and placed it at the side of my bed, I would give it to him later.
The next one he pulled was of the castle he had seen the sketch of. It was done in done in dark sepia tones, It looked like you where glancing up the wall of the castle to gaze up at the sky. It was defiantly one of my favorites it had a darker feeling to it that I loved.
"Wow, this is beautiful…"He mumbled and my voice caught in my throat. He thought it was beautiful, dear god he thought my art was beautiful. He glanced over at me and studied my expression, I had no idea what my face held except shock. He finally went on and began going through them one by one, stating his opinions on each one and what he liked the most about it. I told him all the stories to all my paintings and by the time we were done I was in shock at the time.
"Holy shit it's been three hours already! I fuckin missed the rest of my classes!" This caused him to burst out laughing which I soon followed.
"Oh wow that's just too good Ichi, its amazing how time fly's when yer havin fun."He said as he flopped down onto the bed. I glanced at him and watched as he stretched his long limbs and long black eye lashes fluttered over his golden eyes and I watched as a long pink tongue came out and licked over his lips. He noticed me staring his gold eyes flickered to mine and I new that I just had to ask.
"Shiro, can I paint you?" I saw his eyes grow large and then almost a faint blush dust his cheeks. Holy mother of God Shirosaki was blushing, where's a fuckin camera when you need one.
"Y-ya w-wanna p-paint me?" He stuttered out and I couldn't help but smirk, this would probably be the only time I would ever catch him off guard and I was definitely enjoying it.
"Ya the project that I'm working on in my one class needs me to finding myself a model and the theme is mythical creatures and seeing as how you're a vampire I thought why not. That and I would love to paint you, I have an image in my head and you'd be perfect for it." I watched as his wide eyes went back to calm almost heavy lidded ones as he let a slow smirk form on his face.
"I would love to be yer model Ichi on one condition." My heart stopped at the answer as I began to imagine all of the things he could possibly want from me, some almost causing me to get a nose bleed.
"I want one of yer paintings." He said simply well pointing towards the collection.
"You want one of my paintings?" I asked dumbly, well that was a lot less graphic then I thought it would be.
"Yes sir."
"Well which one did you want?" I asked, this definitely had me curious as to which he would pick.
"The castle, it's my favorite." He said as he smiled at me. I smiled at him and nodded. Well all great artist's have to part with the some of there favorites one day. It's not like I can never paint it again. I went over and grabbed it from the cabinet.
"Would you like that gift wrapped sir?"I asked and watched as he laughed.
"Naw, naw, that'll be goin right on to my bedroom wall so when I wake up every morning I'll be thinkin of you strawberry."He explained with a soft purr and the thought of my painting going into his bedroom of all places made me blush, my art work was going into my idols bedroom holy fucking cow.
"Er well about me painting you, how about I call you up later tonight, I want it to be night out when I do it to get the mood set for painting, um you do realize that your going to be laying there for quite a while right?"
"Ichi I'm a vampire, I have no problem with standing or sitting still for long periods of time, none at all." He laughed which made me feel kind of stupid.
"Well you get all the stuff ready for the picture I'm going to head back to my place for a little bit, it seems I've finally found some inspiration so I'm going to go start on some new work. Just call me when yer ready, k?" I nodded and watched him leave.
'He finally found some inspiration eh? I wonder what it was.' I thought to myself as I grabbed the car keys and coat. If I was going to make this painting work then I needed it to be perfect, I had a image in my head that was making me itch to paint and I couldn't wait for tonight.
A/N: WHEW! Well I was a little worried for a minuet there I didn't know if I was going to get this chappy out today, ya see my power went out there for a while and I had no computer to work with. Thankfully it came back on and I got to finish it that and I had started some of it last night so there wasn't much left to do. Anyway what do ya think? You excited for Ichi to paint Shiro? I know I am lol. When I thought of the idea of Ichi painting Shiro an image just floated into my brain and I was like omfg I have to have him paint him that smexy picture. I mean what the heck is Grimm gonna think when he sees it? Oh and if yer a lil disappointed of how I left there fight well…boohoo lol it was there first fight and I had two ways I was going to take it and I chose this way. Personally I like it, all fluffy and good lol. But there will be more drama so hold on to your seats okay? Also drum role please… I should be updating Once Is Never Enough by tomorrow, hopefully…Keep your fingers crossed….I'm not promising anything….But it will be here by Friday night lol Promise! Whew that was some A/N eh? Ya I have a lot to say I just can't seem to shut up…okay I'm shutting up now… P.S. If your wondering what the lovely picture that Shiro had taken looks like well this is the picture I was trying to describe. I absolutely fell in love with this photo and yes I know it's a photograph but just imagine it as a painting k? Also all credit goes to the artist who took it! :D .com/favourites/#/d2xyyrl