Pretty Girl

Chapter IX

Title: Pretty Girl

Description: Sakura Haruno isn't your average girl. On the outside, she's beautiful and confident. On the inside, there's a whole other person...Can she be saved before she falls into the darkness? Warning: Cutting, Drugs, Lemons

Rating: Rated M (Swearing, Propaganda, Lemons )

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Hey again!

I know I've been super slow with updating, but hopefully that's gonna change with the summer rolling by. Then again, I do have summer school…

But yes. On to the story!

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"Haha…you don't like me? Aww." The drunk man spoke. His alcohol stained voice filled the room. She looked at him sad, as if to say let me go…please

"What do you want?" Sakura was surprised at her ability to get words out.

"Oh nothing. My boss though…." The man smiled, showing off his yellow teeth.

Sakura's body froze.

Boss?!

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Sakura was crying even harder now. It seemed like everything she had lived for was drifting away from her. She wished more than ever that she was still that young princess with a beautiful red ruby dress and long pink hair, smiling as she came down to meet her prince charming. But she never would have expected that at 14, she was going to be raped, killed, and worse! DESTROYED.

Sakura could barely see through her tears, as her organs already felt as if they were failing. Her heart was beating at the speed of a racecar; her tears were streaming down faster than the Niagra Falls; her body was shaking more rapidly than a rollercoaster. She was terrified and never before in her life of danger had she felt so…weak.

I…I….I'm so weak…

Sakura cried even harder as the man, Idate Morino, just drank more and more sake, not even giving a shit as to what was going to happen to this young, beautiful innocent cherry blossom. Sakura tried screaming to get the man to come to her and let her go; but the opposite occurred.

The man did indeed get up, but not to talk to her. He got up and threw away his seventh bottle of Red Label. After looking in the fridge for another bottle, Sakura felt her stomach grumble. It had seemed like forever since she last had a morsel.

Sakura's green eyes were tainted with so many tears, it was almost as if glass was in place for her eyes. One could most likely view his or her reflection within those orbs of green.

And her creamy white skin was now turning paler and paler within the moment, as if she was wilting like a flower.

Her bright pink hair lost it's appeal and was covered in dust and grime as she was trying to squirm out of the bed. She felt some of the threads on her clothes rip as she realized there were already so many holes and dirt patches on her red qiapo dress.

Oh…my…just…I….

Sakura wanted to scream. Sakura wanted to cry. Sakura wanted to die. Sakura wanted to just end everything right now. She had finally accepted that she wasn't going to be as pure as she wanted. She had finally accepted death was tickling her into succumbing. Her tears seemed to get warmer and warmer within each passing second. It was like eternity to her.

She could just imagine the headlines popping up

"YOUNG GIRL RAPED AND BODY NOT FOUND"

"SAKURA HARUNO; ONCE ABOVE THE WORLD NOW BELOW THE DIRT!"

"IDATE MORINO; CAUGHT AGAIN"

"BEAUTIFUL GIRL RAPED AND BODY DISFIGURED"

"RAPIST LET LOOSE AGAIN!"

"MR. HARUNO! THE RICHEST BUSINESS MAN OF THE DECADE KILLS HIS DAUGHTER?!"

Sakura cried even harder, thinking of her father and how just once more she wanted to hug him and comfort him and have his hard, apathetic glare scan her. She missed everything so much.

She could even see the news reports coming up…

A young blonde girl would be crying like a fake pig onto the camera

"Sakura! We were always SUCH GOOD FRIENDS! Why her! Why couldn't it have been me!" Ino would melodramatically cry

Then the camera would zoom to two girls sitting in a corner crying. One had brown buns in her hair and the other had dark hair and white eyes…

And her friends! Hinata and TenTen! They would feel so bad that they never dropped her home or anything!

Sakura's world was turning upside down and downside up. She wanted to have a time machine and just reverse everything! It wasn't fair that she was going to have go. Why couldn't…

No. I wouldn't even wish this for Ino.

Sakura cried a bit more. Morino was down for the count with 9 beer bottles sitting around him, plus the seventeen in the trashcan. Sakura abstractly wondered how he had managed to survive with all this alcohol…

Sakura then felt the wind blow a bit. The wind seemed to whisper to her all her dreams…her goals…

Everything.

Her dream to become a world-famous doctor.

Her dream to unite a family together again.

Her dream to fall in love with the perfect man.

All gone. Gone with the wind.

It was as if nothing was going to come out of this. She was going to be raped and killed and there was nothing she could do.

If only…I knew martial arts.

Sakura then stopped crying, as if the world stopped. She must have run out of tears and became a shell!

I…want to die. Maybe if I just accept Death's invitation…he'll let me come early.

Sakura then closed her eyes as her heart beat slowly started to slow down and her breathing became more hitched. In reality, Sakura was trying to suffocate herself.

But to no avail, as her mouth forcefully puffed forward and let out a huge barrel of air. Sakura started to feel the tears coming again as she felt stupid and weak, so weak she couldn't even kill herself.

Sakura then looked at her welts, which like dumb mouths oped their ruby lips. Sakura then started to wish she could find something to cut herself with. She needed the happiness; the pleasure; the ecstasy she got from slicing her wrist into ribbons of flesh.

And…if I cut deep enough!

Sakura was excited. She could kill herself while being happy!

It would all work out great! And she could die a virgin and remain pure!

Sakura's green eyes then scanned the room around her to find something sharp and silvery enough to be stained with her clean blood. To her major dismay, she did not find anything suitable.

Great…now what do I do?!

As if a cue occurred, a door opened and suddenly a new figure wandered into the room. Sakura's heart froze; this wasn't good at all!

The drunk man who still was slumbering didn't seem to notice another person in the room. The other man shook his head and threw the butt of his cigarette onto the floor. The man then gently touched the other guys neck, and then spoke

"Still alive. Surprised. I could smell the alcohol from outside." The man spoke, sort of in a deep voice. His voice was slowly entrancing to Sakura. She took a good look at him and observed his features. He had small bags under his eyes and sort of a lazy look. His brown hair let off at the top of his shoulders. And…his skin was white, unlike his horrid yellow teeth!

Then, as if the director shot out another cue, the man turned his head, to see the squirming Sakura. He chuckled to himself.

"Of course, the most beautiful girl he could find." The man smiled, before coughing in a wheezed voice. Sakura smelled something from his breath, something strong; She could smell it even though he was several feet away.

"Urn…" Sakura made a small noise, trying to protest whatever he was going to do. She had to admit, for a rapist, this man wasn't too bad. But still, she would prefer anyone else over him!

I would rather lose my virginity to…someone even like Naruto! Or Kiba! Or even Shino or that red-haired guy….Gaara!

Wait…what the hell am I saying?! WHY WOULD I WANT TO BE DIRTY?! Sakura's inner self yelled within her head, vibrating her cerebrum and making her head ache. How long had she been here? It seemed like months, years, centuries. What was her father doing?!

"Aww. Are you scared of m-COUGH." The man coughed again, wheezing a bit more. He put his hand on the dirty counter for support. The man wheezed a bit more before ceasing.

"Sorry blossom. That was rude of me. Now…what did you say your name was?" The man spoke with a seducing tone.

"I-I…" Sakura stuttered. She was nervous!

"Come on, you can talk to me" The man cooed her, walking closer and twirling her hair a bit. Sakura tried to resist, but she was too weak.

"…Sakura." Sakura spat; even saying her name was venomous to her. She felt like she was spitting some sort of bile out of her mouth; as if asking the devil to come for her.

"Sakura…such a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl. You seem…so tense?" The man spoke, sitting near her and stroking her face. Sakura couldn't cry; it was as if she ran out of tears.

"…" Sakura was silent. She couldn't say anything. This was torture for her.

"Why don't you relax?" The man cooed again, this time releasing her from her confines.

FREE! Sakura screamed inside her head, but realized the man was smart; She even struggled to move up from the bed.

"I know you're not going to run away from your good ol' friend Gekko Hayate will you?" The man gleamed his bright yellow teeth again. It was like the moon was glaring at her.

"I…" Sakura couldn't say anything again.

"Here, this will calm you down." Gekko said, bringing out something from his pocket.

He thrust it in her hand as Sakura inspected it.

A CIGARETTE?!

Sakura was shocked. The man was giving her drugs!

"N-N…" Sakura tried to deny, but her heart was beating faster and faster.

"Come on. Just one smoke? Not even for me?" Gekko pouted playfully, as if he was talking to a young infant. He then stroked her again, slowly bringing his fingers down to her back. He started playing with one of the holes in her qiapo.

"S-St…" Sakura tried to resist, but for some reason, the mans touching with his finger made her feel good. Made her feel like someone cared for her. It…felt wrong, but right.

"Ah…" Sakura said before she hesitantly put the nicotine holder into her mouth. It wasn't lit yet. She then took it out.

It can't hurt too much. I mean…Would I rather die with nicotine in my veins or die a whore? Sakura frantically thought.

The man chuckled, as he brought out his lighter and another cigarette. He lit his first and then lit hers.

Sakura's heart was beating so fast. Her hand was shaking and her eyes were so huge and wavering.

She then closed her eyes and put it in her mouth. She breathed some in and then took out the cigarette. She blew out smoke.

Sakura suddenly felt different. It was a gorgeous feeling! It felt as if she was on top of the world!

It felt even better than just simply slicing her wrist into ribbons! It made her smile, smile a golden smile! It seemed to gleam a beautiful radiant and beautiful light for over a mile!

She felt as if all her problems were fading away.

Karin…gone. Daddy…gone. Mother….gone. Ino….gone. Stress….gone. Everything…gone

Sakura felt so light. Like with each puff of smoke she breathed out, a problem of her went away.

She suddenly didn't even care about the future. She didn't care if she even died!

She didn't care that her stomach was churning with foreign feelings. She didn't care about anything!

She felt such a turbulent rush, as if she was dancing over a golden slush, with fun and joy rising into her. Everything for her felt so happy and gleeful! It was as if each of her drags took out one of her nags.

Life felt…amazing for her.

Sakura finished the cigarette quickly, as she was rushing all these glorious feeling into her.

Gekko was noticing her and smiling. She was beautiful while she smoked…

Sakura finally flicked away the butt before turning to Gekko.

"I…have one question." She asked, much more confident than she was several minutes ago.

"Yes my beautiful friend?" Gekko spoke, gazing at her.

"Why…didn't you rape me or do anything vile like all the rest of the men?" Sakura asked, curiosity peaking in her voice.

She looked for a reaction, and all she saw from his voice was a smirk. A gleaming, evil looking smirk.

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