Hi guys so let me start by saying how sorry I am for not updating in well ever. So here is where im hoping to spice things up. Meaning im not positive where im going with this. Anyways RandR please
(cats pov)
after what happened with Beck I wanted to die. That was a line I had never crossed no matter what I never wanted to die. But hearing my love saying that he can never forgive me is so much worse then anything I had ever been through. I decided to go home after that. No need to pretend I could hold it together anymore. as I left the school somebody grabbed my arm and spun me around, I knew it was without having to look up. "Please leave me alone." I said. I think I have never sounded more unlike me. "Excuse me?" Will said angrily. "im not going to let you talk to me this way no matter what, god what's the matter with you?" I didn't answer just started walking away. And that's when he grabbed both my arms and held them by my sides. Holding them so tightly his nails where starting to dig into my skin. "Never walk away from me again. You hear me bitch never." "Let go of me." I said and to my surprise my voice sounded strong. " There you go again sounding like your better than everybody else. News flash baby Beck hates you know. You're a junkie. Im all you've got." He sounded so smug. So full of himself I couldn't take it anymore. i didn't care what he would do to me. For once I needed to protect myself. So I did the first thing that flew in my head. I lost it. "Shut up." I screamed. He looked stunned and let me go. I could see the anger coming so I decided to keep going. Couldn't hurt. "I hate you Will. You're an ass. Im in love with Beck your just a lowlife that's scared his girlfriend will leave him. And guys what you have nothing on me anyways. You tell the school im a junkie. I tell the world you abuse me. And supply my fixs. Never come near me again. Because im going to be clean Will. Clean of drugs and of you." And with that I spun on my heal and walked away. I got about three steps before he caught up with me. In one swift moment I was on the ground and he was kicking me. "Next time you say anything like that you're a dead man." I moved away when he tried to kick me again. And, even though I felt like death got to my feet. He punched me in my face. So I did the only rational thing I could think off. I slapped him. So hard in fact he took a step back. "Stay away from me." I jogged away but there was no need he wasn't following me anymore. "You'll be back when you relies you needing your drug im not even worried." I turned around to look him in the eye. "Screw you." I said and walked to my car laughing. For the first time I was free. And no one was going to take that away from me not anymore.
hey guys sorry this is so short but it needed to be said. Also im not sure if this is gunna make you happy or sad but im not quite through with Will yet and when I say happy I mean intrigued. Anyway please RandR and ill write in a couple of days TTYL
