Chapter 10- Secrets

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P.s- I kind of based Mia on myself. The eyes and hair and Scottish language are all me, but the rest I made up! Hope you like her!

-Katie

BPOV

'Rose, I don't think I can do this.' I whispered to her, as we made our way to the dining hall.

Rosalie just rolled her eyes, 'Of course you can! If you feel like breaking just hold your breath and get out of there.' If only it were that easy.

'But I have Spanish with him later on! I'll probably only be a few rows away from him!'

We had made it to the doors of the dining hall and Rosalie turned to look at me.

'Bella, we're there for you, all of us. I mean, even Jasper wants to help, and he never helps anyone!'

I sighed and looked down, I had to do this, and I had to stay strong.

After a few moments I looked back up at Rose, gave her a weak smile and nodded.

'Okay, here we go.' She turned away from me and walked in. Just before the door closed I saw Emmet and Jasper looking towards the door, I didn't dare look anywhere else.

I took another deep breath-even though I knew it wouldn't help- and went through the door.

It was horrible from the beginning. All heads turned to look at me, the girl who disappeared for a week.

I refused to look to my left, where I knew Edward was sitting. I could feel his eyes boring into me, and I suddenly felt really self-conscious.

Why did I feel that way? Just because I wanted to drink Edward's blood, it didn't mean I should feel strange around him, unless you count almost uncontrollable thirst strange.

I almost ran to the line, and then I was so nervous I started to tap my foot on the floor, and I never fidgeted. I grabbed my lunch, even though I knew I wasn't going to eat it, I at least had to look like I wasn't trying to starve myself.

'Hey, Bellie!' I heard Emmet shout, I glared at him. I despised that name, it was horrible.

I heard Emmet shout out and groan, suddenly I was very happy. I sat down across from Rose and Emmet, who seemed to have a very sore head.

'What was that for?' He whined to Rosalie.

'For being an ass.' She smirked back and I laughed. It was always easy to laugh around those two, their life was too entertaining not to.

Emmet started objecting and I zoned out, listening around me.

'...the fud is wrong with him?' I heard a voice say, I smiled at the use of 'fud', it was obviously her version of swearing, and I liked her accent, Scottish.

'I don't know Mia, he's just zones out sometimes, he'll be fine in a minute' Alice.

I whipped my head round to see her talking to a dark haired girl. The girl was staring at Edward, but Alice was looking at me.

I smiled at her but she didn't smile back, in fact, it was like she was scanning me, as if I was an alien. She isn't far off. I told myself.

I took a deep breath and moved my gaze over a few inches. To Edward.

He looked happy, really happy. It was like looking into a child's eyes on Christmas morning. His eyes were sparkling. I gasped as I looked into them. They were an amazing shade of green; I mentally scolded myself for not noticing them before. The glistened liked jewels, but that wasn't what made me feel strange.

He was making that face because he was looking at me.

Edward had not even noticed that I was looking at him; he was just staring into my eyes.

My stomach felt weird, it was flipping over and it was tight at the same time. I hadn't even felt that way when I was human. And also I couldn't seem to look away from Edward's eyes. Our gazes were locked.

And I couldn't seem to find the will to break away. It was like we had an invisible string attached to each other, and I was yearning to go over to him, but I held strong and sat where I was.

I continued to look at him and him at me. He seemed as if to be staring straight into my soul.

Too bad you don't have one. I told myself. Right, I didn't have a soul.

It was a huge wake-up call. I broke the gaze and dipped my head. I saw Edward also finally-but grudgingly- look away. If I was human I would have been beetroot red. Just like him.

I had been stupid, I shouldn't have stared at him for that long, and it was too obvious to other students. Never again. I told myself. I turned back to tell Rosalie what had happened.

I looked like I didn't need to. She was staring at me.

'Oh...my...GOD! Bella!'

I didn't answer; instead, I turned my head to look at Emmet.

I was finally able to talk after a few minutes.

'Emmet, shut your mouth, you're going to catch flies!'

EPOV

Bella looked away from me and ducked her head down. It took me a moment before I also looked away.

It was the strangest experience I had ever had. I felt like I was being pulled straight out of my chair and over to her table, even though there were others around her.

The feeling was broken when she looked away, but I still felt a small echo of it still.

'HELLO! Earth to Edward!' It was Mia, a very impatient Mia.

I shook my head to clear it. 'Sorry Mia, I was miles away.' I smiled apologetically at her and she gave me a mad hatter grin back.

'I thought that was Alice's thing? So now you both do it? God, America is full of day-dreaming numpties!'

'What?' Summer and Phoenix had joined in.

'Oh for the love of all that is holy! It means idiots!' Mia was half shouting, half laughing. She loved to confuse everyone. A bit like Alice.

That reminded me. It had been a week; I was going to find out what Alice had seen in her vision at last. It had been driving me mad all week.

Alice was sitting beside me so I didn't have to lean far to whisper in her ear.

'Times up Alice.'

She froze and looked at me with pure fear on her face.

And yet again I was confused.

'Don't worry; I'll wait till we get back home. But you've only got till then. Sorry Alice, but I can't go on knowing something's wrong with you.' It felt right to apologise, it was obviously hard for Alice to tell me this, but I didn't want to come to school knowing Alice was upset.

Alice just nodded at me and turned to Mia, who was explaining the word 'aye' meant, even though we would never truly understand her.

I laughed to myself, earning a few glances from Summer and Phoenix. Phoenix looked way, but Summer continued to look, I didn't feel the way I dad when I had looked at Bella, but I still didn't look away.

Summer gave me a joke wave and smiled. I chuckled and smiled back. Her eyes seemed to light up, but I knew it wasn't me. At least I hoped not, I really didn't want to hurt her.

Why do you need to hurt her? Can't you just go out with her?

Luckily I knew the answer to that. No, I couldn't ask Summer out.

I was too interested in Bella to even consider it.

Next was Spanish, now I was going to enjoy it. I had to sit next to Bella, I learned that I had taken the seat next to her, I found it odd nobody wanted to sit next to her, but I didn't complain.

Just at that minute the bell went.

APOV

I gave Edward one last worried look before I made my way to Biology. The look he had given Bella scared me. Is eyes were light up and glistening and he was transfixed on her.

I walked into class and all thoughts of Bella and Edward flew from my mind. The usually empty seat beside me was occupied now.

Jasper Hale.

I felt like running out of the room and crying. He had only ever spoken to me once and I already despised him, he was arrogant and selfish, the last thing I needed as a lab partner right now.

I dragged my feet over to the desk and thumped my bag onto the floor and slumped into my chair.

'Somebody's in a bad mood' Jasper smirked.

'Just got worse.' I smiled at him, his smirk grew wider.

I sighed and got my books out, after that the teacher came out and I tried to concentrate on the lesson.

It was after half an hour when I heard it, it was like a whisper.

Go to the bathroom. Go now. NOW!

I jumped out of my seat, much to Jasper's enjoyment. But it didn't last long; it disappeared as soon as he saw my face, white as his I guessed.

'Miss! Can I go to the bathroom please?' I was practically begging.

The teacher agreed and I ran out of the room, round the corner and down to the girl's bathroom.

I pushed past the door and ran in. Someone was waiting for me.

'How the hell did you do that!' I demanded at them.

'I'll tell you my secret if you tell me yours' Bella whispered.