A/N: okay......I'm still alive so here is the next chapter
Chapter 9-Unplanned
We arrived back home to find a very anxious Bella waiting for us at the door.
'Oh Renesmee, I'm sorry honey.' She said pulling me into a hug that only a mum can give to a daughter. 'I'm so sorry, but I'm proud of you for protecting your little girl like that.'
I hugged her and cried into her shoulder.
'Where's grandpa?' Jacquie asked.
'He is furious about what happened and is running around in the forest, knocking trees over I expect. Not that I can blame him.' She said, shaking her head.
'I can't believe those evil bloodsucking leeches sent you a video.' Jacquie said, disgusted. She sounded a lot like Jacob when she said that, something I didn't expect from her.
Then again she had been through a lot today, and mum had said to me once that after Jacob had phased he was very bitter. Hell, I'd been through a lot today and I was beyond pissed off.
'Let's get you girls inside.' Mum whispered.
We walked inside and Jacquie took my hand. We went to our bedroom and she sat on my bed.
I joined her and she wrapped her arms around me. I let silent tears fall down my face.
We eventually fell asleep in my bed. I dreamed about what Jackson did to me. He did it over and over again and I woke up screaming.
'Mum it's okay, shh, shh, it's okay I'm here.' Jacquie said rubbing my shoulder.
I felt the need to throw up and I ran into the bathroom.
As I got up to wash my face, Jacquie came in.
'Are you okay mum?' she asked, worried.
I thought about my answer carefully. I sure as hell was not okay. I had a bad feeling in my stomach. It was an intensified feeling to what I knew I had felt before. I just couldn't put my finger on it.
As I threw up in the toilet again I remembered why the weird feeling in my stomach felt familiar.
It was the way I felt when I was pregnant with Jacquie.
Oh, no. No. No. No. No. No. No! This could not be happening. I turned to look at Jacquie.
'Oh, god Jacquie I'm pregnant.' I told her, fighting back tears.
I definitely felt pregnant. I hadn't thrown up like that since I was pregnant with Jacquie. That sick parasite got me pregnant with his demon child. I started panicking.
'Oh.....are you sure mum?' Jacquie asked me.
I nodded. I didn't know what to do. My baby was a part of that parasite and I wanted it gone. I wanted it out of me. I wanted to get rid of it.
I ran my hand over my belly and noticed a bump forming. Crap. This stupid baby was growing too quickly. Probably because it was ¾ vampire and ¼ human.
I wanted this thing out of me. I wanted it gone forever. It was a demon like its dad.
It was dangerous and needed to be gone. It was a part of him.
But it was a part of me too. Sigh.
I couldn't want harm for my little baby; it didn't ask to be born. It wasn't its fault its dad was a sick parasite. It couldn't help what it was. I needed to be a good mum and protect my baby from harm.
I mentally slapped myself for wishing harm to my little baby. Jacquie came up and hugged me.
Eventually we made our way back to our room. We climbed back into my bed and Jacquie hugged me tightly. In was really glad to have such a caring child. I hoped my new little one would be just like its sister.
As we drifted off to sleep I thought I heard my parents coming through the front door. They must have just gotten home from wherever they were. I actually had no idea they left.
Morning came soon enough and I realised I had slept longer than I normally would have. I also realised my parents were in the room. I could tell because I heard them breathing.
'Bella, you still haven't told me the real reason you are blocking their thoughts.' my dad said. Their talking must have woken me up.
'I told you. It's because they deserve some privacy in their dreams.' Mum answered.
Silence.
'What?' mum asked.
'Since when do you block their dreams from me?' dad asked in a suspicious voice.
Mum sighed. 'Because I know they are dreaming about what happened yesterday. Nessie was screaming in her sleep, she never does that. Do you really want to hear what happened over and over again?'
Dad was quiet for a minute. 'I guess you're right. I just can't believe something like this actually happened.'
After 10 minutes I felt a hand on my cheek and heard Jacquie speaking in my mind.
'Mum, I just want you to know that I'm here for you and that you should tell grandma and grandpa you're pregnant.'
I opened my eyes and saw Jacquie staring at me. She must have heard what mum and dad said.
I sighed and nodded. She was right. I had to tell my parents.
We sat up and looked over to where mum and dad were sitting on Jacquie's bed. I thought about how best it would be to break it to them.
'Mum, have we still got the crib Jacquie and I slept in when we were babies?' I asked.
Mum looked confused. 'Yes, it's in the garage at Carlisle and Esme's house. Why?'
I sighed. 'We are going to need to get it soon, I'm pregnant. And if you think I am getting rid of my baby just because of its father you are mistaken.'
'Oh God, Nessie you have to abort it. It's probably going to kill you.' Dad said sadly.
'How will it? I'm not human and I drink blood anyway. Just because this baby will be more vampire than me doesn't mean I have to get rid of it.' I said.
'Nessie, that thing is going to eat its way out of you. It will break your bones and we can't give you vampire venom to fix them. You have to get rid of that baby.' Mum said.
No, I wouldn't let my baby get hurt. I had to protect it. It was a helpless being and it needed me. 'How can you say that mum? After everything you went through for me you want me to get rid of my baby?' I yelled.
'This is different Nessie, I was a human then-'
'Exactly mum! You were a weak and defenceless human and you still did everything you could to protect me! How can you not let me do that for my baby?' I screeched.
'Because emergency vampirization won't work for you!' she yelled back.
'What the hell is emergency vampirization?' Jacquie asked, speaking for the first time.
'It's the word Jacob used to explain – never mind this is not the time.' Mum said.
'No mum, tell me what Jacob said! I want to know.' I said.
She sighed. 'When I was pregnant with you I told Jacob the only thing that would save me from death was becoming a vampire. He called it "emergency vampirization".'
I laughed. Then I started crying. I wanted Jacob so much and he couldn't be here for me. Why couldn't I be having Jacob's baby? Then my parents wouldn't want to make be get rid of it.
'Mum , dad, I don't care how much you hate it , but I am having this baby!' I cried. Jacquie wrapped her arms around me.
'Renesmee, I can't lose you like that.' mum said. She started sobbing into my dads shoulder.
'Mum, I'm not going to die. Just chill out.' I said feeling frustrated.
After 3 minutes, everything was uncomfortably silent.
'Lets go for a walk Jacquie. I need to hunt and so do you.' I said, to break the silence, and noticing the dark circles under Jacquie's eyes.
'You two are not leaving this house!' dad yelled suddenly panicking.
'Oh come on dad, Jacquie killed those vampires yesterday, I really doubt that there are any more-'
'It's not that.' Mum said cutting across me. 'Alice had a vision about the volturi coming to "pay us a visit" and I don't want to get you two involved. So until we know when they are coming, you are not leaving this house. It is way too dangerous as they might come when you are out and cross paths with you. If this happens Alice won't know because she can't see you in her visions.'
Oh. My. Gosh. The volturi were coming. I couldn't let them find out about Jacquie. The only real reason they were coming to visit us was because they wanted another reason to have our family destroyed so Aro, the leader of their coven, could collect our talents. All the volturi cared about was power and domination over the vampire world.
They used me as an excuse last time, I couldn't let them gain another excuse by seeing Jacquie. Then I remembered I had another reason to be freaking out.
Me and Jacquie were supposed to have been brought to them yesterday. But Jackson and Nick had failed their mission. All they had accomplished was getting me pregnant-
'Mum, what if they find out I'm pregnant with a vampire's baby! No wait it's worse than that! It's dad was part of the Volturi! That will be an excuse to start a fight because they will go on with a load of psycho bull crap about how it is a danger to exposing our secret! And they are going to want to know about Jacquie and if she is a threat.' I said, panicking.
'No Nessie, they are not going to find out because you are going to stay in this house until they leave.' My mum said firmly.
'Wait, when are they coming?' I asked.
'Tomorrow morning they are going to come to the big house. At least, Alice saw Marcus, Caius, Demetri and Alec having a conversation with us in that house. Everyone except you two were there.' She answered.
'Okay,' I said, feeling a bit calmer. 'what about the rest of them?'
'Alice didn't see them coming.' Dad answered.
'Good.' Jacquie said. 'C'mon mum, I'm thirsty let's go get some blood.' She took my hand and we went into the kitchen to drink some donor blood.
Later that night, after me and Jacquie were in our beds, I thought about the coming day. What would the volturi do? Why were they coming? Would I be able to protect my daughter and my baby?
But mainly, I thought about Caleb Verrazero. We had school tomorrow. What would he think when he saw I wasn't there? Would he notice? Would he find it weird that all of the Cullen's were absent from school?
But most importantly, would he miss me as much as I'd miss him?
I wouldn't be going to school for at least a month. I was about to have a baby that needed me to care for it. People at school couldn't know I was pregnant, that there would be a real danger.
I ran my hand over my belly. It was getting bigger. I looked about 1 ½ months pregnant, but I had only gotten pregnant yesterday. You could hardly tell I had a bump but I knew that I still needed to wear clothes that covered it up tomorrow, in case something went wrong and the Volturi showed up at our house.
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