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I've been in bed two days i don't even remember anything. I have fever and i think my brain is not working.

Crap.

"Good morning sweetie." my mom says with a tea on her hands.

"Hey mom, is everything okay what did i miss while i was dead?" i say with sarcasm.

"well..." my mom says. "Santana has been here a lot of time, she's really worried but you only have fever that's nothing to be worried about. You're going to be okay." my mom sighs and she seems sad.

"Why are you sad then?"

"I just.." she sighs. "I don't like to see you all day on the bed. You're always jumping and laughing so.." Someone knocks the door before she finishes the sentence. "It must be Santana."

I feel a little better with that and i smile. My mom goes to the door and i hear she says. "She's up there."

I settle down and then i see Santana on the door. "Can i come in?" she says with a smile.

I nod. "Ugh, i've been really worried. I miss you so much." she says sitting on my bed next to me.

"Well, i don't remember much."

"Yes, you've been like a zombie." she laughs. "You look really cute sleeping." and she kisses me on the cheek. "I'm going to miss you so much." and i see her eyes full of tears.

"What? What are you talking about?" i say worried.

"i.. i'm.. IN SCHOOL!" she says. "Yes, i'm going to miss you on the school.."

"You're lying, tell me what's happening." i hold her hand.

"Nothing, i'm telling the truth." she kisses me and when she pulls away i see tears.

I hate see her crying but why.

"Please tell me."

"I need to go, i'll see ya later." and she goes almost running.

I don't get it. Where is she going. Is she okay?

"Mom!" i scream. "Can i go to the school?"

"What?" she screams back. "No you're crazy, you can't"

Ugh. I knew it.

"Hello, hello" someone says and i recognize the voice.

How i wouldn't?

"Hey Q."

"Hey, don't forget about me." Rachel says holding an ice cream. She gives it to me. "Hope you like it."

"Thank you, shouldn't you guys be in school?"

"Yes, we should" Quinn says. "But we are badass, right Rach?"

She laughs. "Yes we are. And we missed you so much. Are you feeling better?"

"Yes, i am. But Santana is weird. She told me she was going to miss me but..."

"She hasn't told you.." Rachel says.

"Shut up!" Quinn cuts her off. "Santana has to tell her. Not us"

"What is happening?" i say confused. "Where's she going? SHe can't leave me. no! she can't" i scream.

"Calm down." Rachel says holding my hand.

But it's too late. I'm already crying.

She's leaving. She's leaving. No she's not. Yes she is.

I don't know what happens next but i'm already sleeping.

I think i cried a lot but i still feel pain.

I never felt this happy before. She's my... my soulmate. She can't leave me.

When i'm with her i finally now what love feels like.

I don't want her to go.

I don't care what i'm going to do but i won't let her go.