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Selena's POV
I feel a lot better about everything once I leave Miss Munroe's room. It's funny how just yesterday morning I basically hated everything about her, except her looks of course, but now today I genuinely like this teacher. I mean, I talked to her about the breakup like she was a friend. She makes me feel good about myself. I mean, I still really love Justin as a friend and I'm sad that he broke up with me, but I don't need him. I'm going to miss him though. I already do.
I honestly don't know how, but she makes me feel better than Justin made me feel. She's just so amazing. But, there's one thing that's not amazing about her. She's making me develop feelings for her. I can already tell, even though it's only been two days. She's so caring, sweet, beautiful, and even funny. The bad part is she's my teacher. How the hell does one get feelings for their teacher?
"Sel? Sel wait up!" I hear my group of friends yell behind me as I begin walking down the halls, leaving Miss Munroe's class. I stop walking and turn around, waiting for them to catch up. When they finally do, we continue walking until we get to a bench outside. There's about 15 more minutes of lunch left, so we have time to talk.
"So, what's got you feeling down?" Emily asks, breaking the silence. These girls know me like a book.
"How did I know you all were going to notice?" I ask rhetorically with a chuckle.
"Maybe you're like psychic or something. I don't really believe in that stuff, but hey, there's a first for everything," Bridget asks with a shrug. The funny thing is she was being completely serious. We all can't help but laugh at her, which causes her to look confused. Oh, Bridget…
"How about we just ignore Bri, and let you get on with the answer?" Zendaya asks and I chuckle before answering.
"Justin broke up with me," I simply say. I try to hide the hurt in my voice, but I obviously can't.
"That little bitch! Why the hell would he do that?!" Miley yells. She's protective over us all. I actually like that.
"Miles, calm down," Taylor says and turns to me, "Like Miley just asked, why the heck would he do that?" She looks confused and even angry, Taylor never really gets angry.
"False rumors are going around that I'm cheating on him with Richard, just because I've been hanging out with him and don't let people mess with him anymore," I explain and they don't hesitate to stand up and hug me. This is one of the main reasons I'm afraid of coming out. I don't want to lose these girls.
"Have you told him the rumors are false?" Emily asks after we all break away from the hug.
"Yeah, but I guess he doesn't believe me," I say.
"Do you want to be with him?" Zendaya asks and I'm stuck deciding whether I tell them I only like him as a friend or that I do want to be with him. That last one is a lie, but if I tell them he's only really like a friend to me, they'll probably start to wonder things.
"Well, I've seen how angry he can get, so I don't really think so," I explain.
"Did he physically hurt you?" Miley asks seriously, anger filling her voice.
"Not really. But he got really angry and I don't want to be with someone who gets that angry at the person they're with, because you never know what they will do."
"That's right," Taylor says and we all nod.
"You know what? This calls for a girl's night. Our girl is not going to be sad over some boy," Emily suggests and the other girls are quick to agree. I'm even excited about it. These girls always make me feel better.
"Aww, y'all are too sweet," I say with a smile.
"Only the best for the best," Bridget says and the other girls agree while I blush.
"Your house at 7?" Zendaya asks and I nod with an assuring smile. Just then, Justin walks up. I have mixed feelings of relief, anger, confusion, sadness, and happiness. Confusion, sadness, and anger are the most dominant. The other girls jump into their protective mode.
"What do you want?" Miley asks as she crosses her arms over herself.
"Can I please have a moment with Selena?" Justin asks and he has guilt in his tone. The girls look at me questioningly and I kind of reluctantly nod. At that, they get up, saying that they'll see me later. Justin sits beside me, but I scoot over a bit. He pretends to not notice, but I know he does.
"What do you want?" I ask, in the same tone Miley did, but a little softer. This guy is, or was, one of my best friends.
"To apologize for the way I acted earlier. I was just so angry about the rumors, and I don't even know why I believed them. I was stupid and a jerk. I'm so sorry Selena," he says softly. I can't help but almost smile. I force it back though.
"Justin, a relationship is nothing without trust. You don't trust me," I say.
"Of course I do. It was him that I don't trust. I was thinking he made a move on you because he got mixed signals from the way you stood up for him. But, I should've known you wouldn't do something like that to me. Or to anybody," he admits, shaking his head.
"Justin, you didn't even tell me you were proud of me for showing people the real me. Do you know how much of a blow that was? You, of all people, are one of the people I thought would be proud of me," I say, admitting one of the reasons I'm hurt.
"I know that. And I'm so sorry. But, I am really proud of you. Extremely proud. I may not be the nicest guy to some people, but I'm proud that you are and that you showed people. I just didn't show it because I was angry. I'm sorry," he apologizes and I kind of smile.
"Quit apologizing Jay," I say while playfully hitting him.
"Fine, but I have to ask you something. Will you be my girlfriend again?" he asks and I feel completely guilty. I can't. I only want to be his friend. It won't be fair to him.
"Justin, I only want to be your friend. I am so sorry for that. I really am. It's just, it won't be fair to you if you're with someone who can't love you like you love them. And I don't love you like you love me. I love you so much, I really do, but only as a best friend. I am so sorry, but I want what's best for you, and it's not me," I explain honestly. He looks hurt, but surprisingly understanding.
"Don't apologize, it's okay. It hurts, it truly does, but if it makes you happy, and will make me happier in the long run, as you think, then I'll deal with it. Thank you for being honest and a great friend though. I'm glad I at least get to call you that. We are friends still, right?" he asks and I'm taken aback by how understanding he is.
"Of course Jay! I'm so glad you understand!" I exclaim and go in for a hug, but he backs away and I'm a bit confused and hurt. "What is it?"
"Well, do friends hug? Guy and girl friends, I mean?" he asks and I laugh at the seriousness in his voice.
"Of course you dummy," with that, we embrace each other in a hug. I may not have feelings for this boy that are more than friendship, but I sure do love him as a friend. As a brother.
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