Disclaimer; Even though I would love too, I do not own any characters. They are all Stephenie Meyer's wonderful characters :). All writing of this story is my own though as is the plot.

Authors Notes; So here is another chapter. I've gotten the next chapter all written out and ready to publish...however I'm being mean and won't be updating it until I receive 4 more reviews on this story! So don't forget to review...else it's gonna be a while ;)

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I woke up the next morning to the sound of my phone, alerting me that I had a text message. I rubbed my eyes, and turned my head to see Carlisle still asleep next to me. A smile crept over my face, he looked so God damn beautiful sleeping...not that he didn't look beautiful all the time, but he looked so peaceful and relaxed when sleeping. I leaned over him carefully and quietly to retrieve my phone trying not to disturb him so he could continue sleeping. I successfully grabbed my phone, and went to move back cautiously to where I was lying to read my text message. I nearly got back to where I was lying when I felt Carlisle take hold of my waist, and pull me so I was sitting on top of him.

'Morning beautiful' he softly spoke smiling. His eyes looked heavy and so tired.

'Well hello there' I whispered back. 'You look exhausted'

'That would be because you kept me awake the majority of the night' he chuckled.

I grinned at the memory of our constant love making that lasted well into the early morning and bent down to kiss him, throwing my phone onto the pillow next to us. Carlisle sat up with me still straddling him. He put his hands on the small of my back and our lips finally met. Our tongues began to move in rhythm, our mouths interlocked. I lifted my hand to touch his face and began to trace the line of his jaw. Carlisle lay back on the bed pulling me with him so I was lying on top of him. He rolled me over so he was on top, and he placed his hand softly on my growing belly. I arched my back beneath him, as he moved his attention to my breasts, squeezing softly. I groaned happily against his lips before he suddenly stopped, and moved off of me.

'I'd love to continue this but I really must go have a shower' I pouted my lips, and folded my arms. Looks like we weren't going to be having wake up sex today then.

'Fine' I said sulking that he could just stop in the middle of making out with me.

'I love when you're mad Isabella' Carlisle whispered leaning over me before kissing my nose. He got up out of the bed, and walked out of the room stark naked, and laughing to himself.

'Looking good Cullen!' I shouted after him as he left the room, my mood changing back to happy just by Carlisle's simple action of being naked...although it would be much better if he was naked with me between the sheets.

'Thanks Swan' he shouted back. I hated slightly that he never called me by my married name..but I can sort of understand why he didn't. I guess he didn't want the reminder that I was married to his son and I can't deny it because I liked to forget that too when I was with Carlisle.

I snuggled back under the covers, and picked up my phone to check the text message I had received early before Carlisle had seduced me, not that I was complaining. I expected it to be one of three people; Mom, Dad or Edward asking where I was or how I was. I shut my eyes, silently begging it not to be them..not wanting them to ruin my perfect mood and the perfect night/morning me and Carlisle had, had. I opened the text, and sighed a sigh of relief, it was a number not in my contact, which meant I probably wouldn't even have to reply to whoever it was.

'Bonus' I whispered to myself.

'Hey B! Its been nearly 2 weeks since I last saw you and been expecting that text off you for us to meet up..still waiting on that. Do you still wanna meet up? X' I read out loud.

'Shit!' I had completely forgotten I was supposed to text Jacob..I knew it was him straight away because he was the only one who ever used to call me B over text and face to face occasionally when we saw each other.

'Jake? X' I replied, just to be sure it was definitely him.

'Yeah, its me..forgot to say who it was! So how about dinner then?' The message read. I didn't reply. I was going to have to discuss it with Carlisle before I made any rash decisions, I mean I didn't want to go if it was going to upset or worry him. I got up out of bed and quickly slipped on some underwear, a red long sleeved check shirt, a pair of black skinny jeans and my red Converse's. Once I had sorted myself out I made my way towards the bathroom to speak to Carlisle. I knocked on the door lightly, and entered the bathroom. Just as I walked in he was putting a towel around his waist. He looked up in surprise.

'Well this brings back some memories' he laughed.

Oh, yes! How this whole attraction towards Carlisle first started on my behalf when I walked in on him doing exactly what he was doing now. I tiptoed to reach his lips, kissing him softly whilst I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck.

'The best thing I've ever done was accidentally walk in on you in here that night, and I don't regret it for the world.' I spoke looking him straight in the eyes at all times, making sure he knew how much I meant what I was saying. He smiled, before kissing my lips, nibbling at my bottom lip before moving to my neck. I began to moan in pleasure once again.

'Don't' I whispered trying not to moan even more or end up having sex with him ...its not that I don't want to its just that I want to get this discussion over and done with about Jake. I knew exactly how it would go with Edward if I was asking him, and I knew Carlisle would never be violent towards me but with my past I can't always fully trust.

Carlisle stopped and stepped back. He moved a strand of my hair that had fallen loose behind my ear and then took hold of my hands.

'What's up beautiful?' He asked frowning with clear confusion in his eyes. I put my hands on his chest, and looked up at him.

'Come with me..' I said taking his hand and leading him out of the steam filled bathroom. '...on second thoughts go get changed first else I might end up jumping you' I turned winking at him. He grabbed my hands, pulling me into him and wrapping my arms around his back. He slid his hands down my back, putting his hands on my bum.

'Maybe I want you too' he whispered looking down at me and kissing my forehead.

'Well..maybe if you go get changed, and come downstairs, I might jump you after we've talked..' I laughed, and began to walk down the stairs. I stopped midway and turned to look at him, he was still standing there '...and it'll be more fun, I'll get to strip you out of your clothes first' Carlisle's jaw dropped open and he quickly rushed off to get changed. Well trained I thought to myself, whilst giggling like a school girl.

I got to the kitchen and put the kettle on and got out two mugs to make some cups of tea. Carlisle walked into the kitchen wearing a pair of jeans, a shirt, a grey jumper and for some reason a scarf. I frowned but refused to even question him. He sat down at the table and I put a mug in front of him but I remained by the kitchen side, with my back towards it and gripping tightly onto the side. I took deep breaths and began to count slowly to ten. I shouldn't be so worried...I just kept thinking of what Edward would do to me if we were in this situation right now. Maybe it would be just a punch, or maybe hair grabbing and my head being whacked against a wall..or being thrown into something...perhaps even thrown down the stairs again. I closed my eyes and shook my head, with anger my grip tightening even more on the side. I opened my eyes, and eyed Carlisle still seated at the table, his eyes never moving from me, clearly concerned in what I was going to say.

'Look...Carlisle...here's the thing...' I began. '...remember Nurse Black from the hospital, when we thought...I was losing the babies?' I place my hand on my now larger stomach, feeling nauseas from the thought of my babies dying.

'What's he done?' Carlisle was immediately in front of me, with his left hand clenched in a fist, he lifted his right hand to move a piece of my hair but I involuntarily flinched. Carlisle moved away, brushing his hand through his hair, looking rather annoyed.

'You thought I was going to hit you didn't you?' He asked shaking his head.

'I'm s..sorry' I stuttered looking away from him, as a tear slid down my cheek. I was ashamed of myself, I knew he wouldn't hit me but yet I still flinched? I hated that Edward had made me this way, had caused me to fear some of the simplest things in life...like having a discussion with someone.

'Look, Nurse Black has been my best friend since I was a little girl, we grew up in the same street, he was like a brother to me...but...but when me and Edward got engaged we drifted apart..he..he didn't agree with our relationship..he knew things that you don't know and I don't want you to know...he always told me Edward wasn't right for me. Always told me I'd end up getting hurt. I guess I should of believed him but I loved Edward then, trusted him with my life.' I sighed. Carlisle put his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

'Is..you don't have to tell me this if its going to upset you. I trust you okay?' he reassured me. I shook my head at him again.

'No..no. I want to.' I whispered. 'Well anyway, he recognised me when we were at the hospital and asked me to have dinner with him to catch-up..more to get the gossip really..he knows your Edwards dad Carlisle, and he thinks these are your babies.' I spoke, taking his hands and putting them on my stomach. 'He contacted me this morning when you were in the shower asking if I would go still...but I don't want to go if its going to worry you..but I'm going to have to tell him everything..mainly because he's the one doing my scan tomorrow and because well...Edward will be there..' I explained, hoping he would understand. Carlisle lifted my chin up, so I was looking him in the eyes.

'Is, you don't have to ask my permission to go places. I'm nothing like my son, I trust you. You tell me your just friends, I'll believe you. You tell me there's no need to worry, I'll trust you. I love you, and being I love you that means I trust you too with all my heart' I wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him to me.

'Thank you' I whispered.

'While we're discussing things...I didn't really want to bring this up but I think you should know. The reason Esme hasn't told Edward about us is well because...she isn't really in Australia'

'I thought she was sorting out the hotel branch there?' I questioned with a frown. Why would she be somewhere else but claim she's in Australia?

'That was her...and his cover story' he had completely lost me, there was someone else supposed to be going with her?

'Who?'

'Eleazar' he spat the mans name out like it was poison in his mouth. 'Esme and he will probably be having sex on one of Spain's beaches right now...turns out she has been seeing this Eleazar for about 2 years...I had a suspicion she was seeing someone but 2 years...2 fucking years, she was lusting after another man. She could have told me sooner, you know what I mean? A year would have been bad enough...but lying to me for 2 consecutive years..and that's only when they officially started seeing each other. They had slept together on the odd occasion for years before. After you left, she rang me again, she admitted everything to me. Apologised for everything like that was going to make her massive bomb shell of an announcement a lot easier and better for me to accept, she must be completely out of her mind, if she thinks I will ever forgive her for this. I know I have technically cheated on her with you...but she's been cheating for 2 years...and at least I told her. She wants to marry him as well. She's asked me for a divorce. She told me that she won't tell Edward anything about us if I divorce her...part of me wants to say no, that I won't grant her that wish after what she's done, that'll we will tell Edward and say fuck her and make her suffer but I know you're not ready to divulge our secret with Edward and I can't ask you to do that...so I've done it. She faxed me the divorce papers, I signed and faxed them back. We agreed upon a no-fault divorce so it was quicker... And well we've legally been divorced for 3 days now. She's coming back in a few days to speak with Edward and Alice, then she's coming here to collect her possessions and will be moving to Spain officially with Eleazar afterwards' he explained in detail, still standing in front of me with both of his hands entwined with mine.

'She..she cheated on you for two years? Why? Why would she do that? Does she not realise how much of a brilliant man you are? How kind, caring and loving you are? How beautiful you are? How could she just throw you to the side of the road like that...after everything you've done for her. I'm gonna ring her and give her a piece of my fucking mind!' I ranted, turning away from Carlisle and kicking the cupboard door, before picking up the phone to ring Esme.

'Hey..hey' Carlisle soothed, turning me around and taking the phone away from me before pulling me into his warm embrace, resting his chin on the top of my head and stroking my back.

'Trust me, I've thought all of this over since those words first left her mouth but listen to me, me and you both knew that eventually what we have would become apparent and we knew Esme would end up getting hurt...never once did we expect that I would get hurt too but shit happens, and to be honest I'm over it..I'm actually quite glad that she was cheating too, and well now me and her are divorced, I can look forward to a future with somebody else...' He stopped speaking, and moved our position so he could look me in the eyes. I pulled out of his hold, and glared at him with the look of death in my eyes.

'H...how fucking dare you? So I was just a bit on the side for you...and now your marriage is over you're going to drop me like I was nothing to you and search for someone else to spend your future with? I fucking love you Carlisle! You're everything to me...please...please don't do this to me?' My voice began to break, a lump forming in my throat.

'Is...no...oh god no! I meant that I get to spend my future with you! God, I didn't mean it the way it sounded! I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, you beautiful woman' he explained. 'Now Esme knows please tell Edward? I can't have him hurting you anymore Isabella'

'I can't...you know I can't. Maybe in time, but I can't now...I'm sorry' I whispered.

'Well, at least move back here with me for now? I need you Is...'

'What do I say to my parents though..let alone Edward when they want to know where I'm staying?' I asked curiously.

'Tell them your staying at a friends?'

'Carlisle..I don't know whether you've noticed this but my only trustworthy friend is your daughter!' I laughed.

'Hold on, I've got an idea' I let go of him and ran up the stairs to grab my phone. Carlisle followed me up, to see what my idea was. I quickly dialled my mom and dad's phone number. It rang twice before somebody finally answered.

'Hello?' My mom spoke.

'Hiya mom, its me' I smiled, looking towards Carlisle who was now lying on the bed watching me pace around the room with a smile on his face.

'Bella! Are you okay? Where are you? What happened last night? Where did you go?'

'Mom, seriously calm down. I'm fine. I got a little stressed over something so silly yesterday, and needed to get out so I could clear my mind. I went for a drive, but started to get pains. To cut a long story short, I was closer to Carlisle's house so went there and well here I am' I lied. I hated lying to my mom, but it was something I had to do. She would be absolutely distraught if she found out her 'perfect' daughter was having an affair...let alone that he was technically my father in law.

'Are you alright? Are the babies both okay? When are you coming back?' She began to panic.

'Everything's good. I'm okay, and so are the babies. Listen, here's the thing. I'm not coming back for now. Carlisle wants to keep an extra eye on me because of the pain and we've come to the decision that it would be best for me and the babies to move back here for a while just in case anything happens.'

'Oh, that's sensible. I love you honey, and stay safe'

'I love you too. Carlisle is going to pop over soon to grab a few of my things, whilst I go to sleep. I'll call you soon' I promised. We said our goodbyes and hung up. I ran to Carlisle launching myself at him.

'Sorted!' I shouted happily. The plan was perfect. All I needed to do now was text Jake, and then after the meal me and Carlisle could be together...until Edward was finished decorating the cottage, but I didn't want to think of that right now.

'Pick me up from Carlisle's house tonight about 6:30pm for this meal then? x' I text Jake, for some reason Carlisle was beginning to dislike me driving, so it was either Carlisle take us or Jacob pick me up. I think I'd prefer Jake to pick me up..less awkward. My phone went off again almost immediately.

'Sounds great! See you later! x' I read.

Carlisle left the house to go get my clothes, so I decided to go check out the books on his bookshelf. I ended up choosing a medical study book, grabbing a blank notebook I had found before going to sit on the sofa. I'd always wanted to become a nurse but Edward always talked me out of it..well there's no stopping me now, I thought to myself and well I need a job again. I had lost my old job as a librarian due to Edward's stalking tendencies and behavior he always caused. It was a job I absolutely loved, I was crushed when I lost it.

I finally got to the end of the book, after making notes and doing the practice questions and scenarios. I put the book back, and took one of Carlisle's spare folders to put my notebook and spare sheets in before slipping it in to one of his drawers to hide it from Edward...even though he wouldn't dare going searching in his fathers office, but then again I wouldn't put it passed him.

I looked at my watch and it was already 6pm...Carlisle still wasn't back from my parents. He was only suppose to be going there, getting my stuff and coming straight back but knowing how dad and Carlisle are quite good friends it wouldn't surprise me if they're sitting having a pint of some sort of alcoholic beverage right now.

I picked up my phone off of the side and dialled Carlisle's number in a hope he would answer..I mean I'd need a new outfit to go out tonight I couldn't wear my current outfit.

'Hello...haha gotcha, sorry busy at the moment. Please leave a message after the tone...beeeep' I shook my head, he was such a goof sometimes...but he was my goof. I shrugged my shoulders and walked into Alice's bedroom to look for a simple outfit. I filtered through her wardrobe, trying to find something easy and simple, I mean it was only a catch-up with a close friend. I decided on a pair of skinny burgundy jeans, with a pair of black Converse, a white vest top and a rose print burnt out sweater. I quickly combed my hair and put it into a messy bun. I picked up a small black bag, and put my purse, and paracetamol inside just in case I got a headache.

I looked out of the window too see a dark blue Ford Focus parked outside and Jake sitting waiting for me on the bonnet, his phone in his hand. I jogged down the stairs picking up my keys on the way down, thankfully I still had my spare key from when I lived with Carlisle previously. I locked the door, and walked over to Jake.

'Hey' I smiled giving him a quick hug before climbing inside of the car. 'So where are we off too?' I asked.

'I was thinking our favourite restaurant?' My face lit up instantly.

'Jack In The Box?' I screamed happily.

'Yeah baby yeah!' Jacob laughed. I laughed too.

We had so many memories there, I hadn't been there for at least 3 years, it was the last meal we had together before loosing contact and I hadn't been there since. We pulled up outside of the restaurant in Port Angeles about an hour later and I virtually jumped out of the car, and power walked inside with Jake following close behind.

'The usual?' Jake grinned.

'You still remember?' I asked in complete shock. It had been 3 years!

'If I remember correctly it was the Southwest Chicken Salad? A mixture of iceberg, romaine and spring lettuce with crispy chicken, grated pepper cheese, tomatoes, red onions, black beans, roasted corn, southwest dressing and spicy corn sticks and a bottled water? Am I correct..or has your appetite suddenly changed?' He smirked.

'You know full well your right. I can't believe you remembered that!' I laughed.

'How could I forget? Right, I'm gonna go get ordered, you find us a seat?' He suggested.

I nodded my head in agreement and walked over to get our normal table whilst I waited for Jake to order the food. I quickly took my BlackBerry out of my bag to let Carlisle know I was okay.

'Baby, just to let you know I'm okay and we're at Jack In The Box, won't be long see you soon. I would say don't stay up...but I want you too, I've got a few things I have in mind for us to do tonight . ;) Love you xxxx' I clicked send and placed it on the table, knowing he would reply almost straight away. 10 minutes past, and Jake finally came and sat at the table with our food. Jake chose a bacon ranch taco with chicken nuggets as a side dish and a Fanto for himself.

'Thanks' I spoke, as he placed my food in front of me and sat opposite me.

I quickly looked at my phone again to see if Carlisle had replied...he still hadn't replied that was unusual of him. I raised an eyebrow looking at the screen with no messages, but I quickly shrugged it off, perhaps he was still chatting with my mom and dad or maybe he had gotten home and fallen asleep. I put my phone in my bag and began to tuck in, he would be okay and I'd be home soon anyway.

'I'm absolutely starving, I haven't eaten all day' I said, rubbing my tummy feeling a little guilty because being I hadn't eaten today, neither had the twins. Jacob stopped eating and placed his food back on his plate, giving me a stern look that I knew all too well.

'Doesn't your husband tell you to eat? Your eating for 3 Bells, you need to make sure you eat for all of your sakes!' Jacob lectured. I shook my head at him, and tutted.

'Just because you're a nurse does not mean you can lecture me Jacob Black' I laughed pointing my finger at him. 'Anyway I'm eating now aren't I? And no, Edward doesn't make sure I eat..I mean I haven't seen him for nearly 3 weeks' I told him, taking another bite of my food.

'Edward?' Jacob questioned frowning, picking up his food again to continue eating.

'Well, yeah. That is who I got married to' I smirked.

'But..you said you were married to his father' Jake stated.

'Shit..fuck...well..about that..' I began. I had completely forgot about the whole situation of him believing I was married to Carlisle. Jacob looked up at me, and I began shuffling under his gaze. 'Look..its a long story Jake'

'I've got time' he spoke through clenched teeth.

'Fine! I'm having an affair! He's not the father of my babies he just said that so he could stay with me in the hospital and Edward has no idea about the affair and I'd like to keep it that way!' I nearly screamed at him, throwing my cutlery on the table when I noticed an elderly couple look over in our direction. 'Sorry' I spoke, glancing over at them. Jacob turned red, pure anger in his eyes.

'You fucking what? Did I just hear what you said correctly? Don't you remember how my mother died? Don't you remember what happened to my Dad afterwards and what happened to me, Rebecca and Rachel?' He shouted back.

I completely forgot about Sarah, Jake's mom she had died when Jake was 5 and when I was 7. I can't really remember her that well but what I do remember of her is that she was a lovely woman who was always warm and happy to help anybody. We were never told how she died when we younger but as we grew older we learnt that she had died in a major car accident. She had been having an affair with a man named Phil, and was on the way to his house, after Billy had found out about the affair. She had gone to a bar, drank a lot of alcohol and then tried to drive to Phil's. She did get to Phil's house but lost control of the car and crashed straight into the house, with scaffolding on..she had died straight away at the scene of the accident. After that Billy committed suicide and Jake and his sisters ended up living with his grandfather William who moved to Forks soon after so Jake and his sisters wouldn't have to leave.

'I'm..I'm sorry Jake, I know what happened to your mom but I can't help who I fall for. I love him' I stuttered.

'Affairs break people Bella! They ruin lives! Look what it did to my father, let alone to us children! Think about your babies Bella, what will it do to them when they're born? When they grow up and find out their grandfather was or still is fucking their mother? You're going to mess them up! Are you stupid? Did you not learn anything?' He spat venomously.

I burst out crying, and ran out of the cafe leaving my remaining food behind. Jacob got up and ran after me. I got outside, and I felt him grab hold of my arm. 'Bella..'

'Don't touch me asshole! Leave me alone!' I screamed at him, snatching my arm away.

I ran as far away as I could from the restaurant and Jacob Black. I found a quiet and deserted park near by and sat down on the swing, to try and calm my emotions down, I knew it wasn't good for the babies. I needed to get back home to Carlisle, and just cuddle with him. I tried too ring Carlisle but there was no answer and still no texts from him. I began to cry even more, what was wrong? Had something happened? I tried his home number and still no answer. There was only one place left to try..mom and dad's place. I dialled the number and almost straight away someone picked up.

'Hello?' It was dad..great now I've got to find an excuse. I cleared my throat, trying to make my voice sound strong.

'H..hi dad. Is Carlisle with you?' I asked.

'Yeah, let me just get him for you. Is everything okay sweetie? Have you been crying?' I could sense the concern by the sound of his voice.

'I'm f..fine dad. I've ermm..just been a bit sick...ermmm...normal pregnancy sickness I think but I just want to make sure everything is okay with the babies' I stuttered thinking an excuse up on the spot.

'Right' he answered, not quite believing me. I heard him pass the phone to Carlisle, and heard murmuring before Carlisle came to the phone.

'Isabella?' He questioned, and the sound of a door shutting in the background. I broke down instantly as soon as I heard his voice. My safe haven.

'C..can you pick me up please?' I cried. I heard the sound of keys in the background down the phone.

'What's happened? Where are you?' He asked immediately.

'At some park near Jack In The Box, in Port Angeles' I sniffed, moving off the swing to sit with my back against one of the fences, so I could hug my knees.

'Go find somewhere near by more open, so there's people around for me? I'm on my way now. I love you Is.' I heard a beep sound on the phone.

'I'm scared Carlisle...' I whispered weakly through tears but he had already gone.