"Oh my god, I can't do this!" Eli covered his face with his hands. Him, Kc, and Alli stood outside the bathroom door as Clare sat in the bath.

Kc and Alli looked at eachother then to him and laughed.

"Clare! What's going on?" Alli exclaimed annoyed.

"I don't think I'm doing this right-" The three of them heard Clare cut herself off with a moan.

"Guess she got it working!" Said Kc.

Clare moaned again and Kc and Alli threw their hands over their mouths.

"Oh god!" Eli ran away from them as Clare began moan, doing her best to stay quiet in the bathtub with the rabbit.

Kc and Alli nearly fell to the ground laughing before running from the bathroom.

The three of them stumbled into the living room where Jenna and Drew were playing Kc's xbox. Eli was blushing and Kc and Alli were in laughing fits.

Drew paused the game, "Did we miss something..?"

Alli plopped down in a chair.

Eli sat down on the couch with Drew and Jenna, "Kc and Alli forced Clare to test out her new rabbit vibrator. Then we all stood outside the bathroom door and waited for her reaction.."

Drew chuckled, "I don't wanna know the rest!"

"There isn't much after that, man!" Kc laughed. "We just heard her.. you know.. making a few noises and it was funny dude!" He sat down on Alli's lap.

"Maybe for you! Do you know what I do to have been in the tub with her at that moment?" Eli asked.

Everyone laughed at him, he was always sexually frustrated because of Clare.

Alli's phone rang. She looked at the caller ID and shrieked.

"Who is it?" Jenna asked.

"It's JOHNNY!"

"Well answer it! It's been like four days since the day you saw him!" Jenna said.

"Three..." Alli blushed. "Guess I've been waiting for this phone call a little too anxiously!" Alli said referring to how she had been counting the days. "Hello?" she said picking up the phone.

"Hey Alli," Johnny said to her.

"Hey you!"

"What are you up to?" He asked.

"Nothing much just-" She pushed Kc to the ground.

"HEY!" Kc said before getting up and sitting in the other chair.

"at my hotel room with every one. What are you doing?"

"Sitting at home about to go out for chinese with Lucas and Bruce, buut I would much rather hang out with you right now so what do you think?" Johnny chuckled.

"I think you should come be with me," Alli giggled.

Drew rolled his eyes and unpaused the game.

"Drew!" Jenna exclaimed. "You could've warned me!"

xxxxxxx

Johnny and Alli sat under a canbana on the beach at her hotel. They were sitting in two chairs facing the water with a table in between them.

"Being in California is surreal, huh?" asked Johnny.

Alli looked at him and gazed as he continuted to stare ahead. "Being with you right now is the most surreal thing that's ever happened to me."

Johnny chuckled and Alli smiled and looked back at the water.

Johnny played with top of his empty beer bottle that sat on the table and Alli sucked down the rest of hers before laying it next to his.

"Wanna come up to my suite with me? You can see every one plus it's fit for a king up there," she smiled at him.

"Ok, let's go."

The two walked to Alli's building with their arms around eachother and stepped in the elevator.

Johnny leaned against the wall in the elevator and Alli stood against the one opposite him.

Alli smiled and a smirk grew on Johnny's face. He gestured with his hand for her to come over to him. She pressed the number of her floor and walked over to him. When Alli was in reach of him Johnny put his hands on her hips and hastily pulled her towards him. Without a thought she fell into his body and layed her lips on his. Johnny ran his hands down to Alli's butt and he pushed her bottom half even more into him while slipping tongue deep into her mouth.

They made out for the minute it took to get to the sixth floor and even though Alli was terribly afraid of elevators, when it made the slight drop, she didn't screech like she normally did. She kissed him harder and almost jumped on him to wrap her legs around his waist. The doors slid open and they kissed for a few more seconds.

"Comon," Alli giggled. She stepped away and grabbed his hand before leading him out of the elevator and into the suite where the gang was sitting in the kitchen eating dinner.

"Hey you guys!" Said Alli obviously happy. She felt she had 'My exboyfriend slash first love just kissed me for the first time in probably over a year' written on her face.

They all said hey before looking back at her and seeing Johnny by her side.

"Oh hey Johnny, jesus if we knew you were coming we would have made extra dinner!" said Clare.

"Don't even stress it," he smiled.

Jenna looked back to her food because she knew Johnny didn't like her.

Alli led Johnny over to them, "Johnny this is Eli. Him and Clare have been together for a few months."

"Hey man," Eli said.

Johnny nodded at him, "Hey."

"And this is Drew," Alli said. It had been a couple days since she last talked to him and since their fight and she had been so wrapped up thinking and daydreaming about Johnny that she hadn't even been worrying about Drew.

The two shook hands and smiled at each other.

"Alli, the boys made dinner," Clare smiled.

"Seriously? Can't beleive I missed that!" she laughed.

"Whatever!" Eli said.

"We saved you a plate, Alles," said Kc nodding towards a plate near the stove.

"Thanks.. but I think I wanna show Johnny my room right now," she smiled.

Alli started walking to her room with Johnny following behind. She stopped and whispered into Clare's ear, "Oh and don't worry about not making him any food. He has plenty to eat right now."

Clare burst out laughing, "ALLI!" she playfully hit her and Alli took Johnny's hand and skipped off, giggling.

They stepped into her room.

"Damn. Don't I wish I was still at degrassi so I could stay here."

"And you could see me every day at school," Alli said.

"That too."

Alli didn't know where they would stand when she went back to Canada, hell, she didn't even know where they would stand next week. But she was soaking up the time she had with him.

Johnny sat on her bed and she jumped on it next to him.

"I forgot to tell you something. So guess what?" Johnny said with a big smile.

"what?"

"I'm going to college in the fall. Can you even believe that..?" he said with a chuckle.

"Johnny! That's amazing! I'm so proud of you!" She threw her arms around his neck and gave him a kiss afterwards.

She was pulling back when he grabbed her waist and pulled her into a straddling position on his lap. "You're amazing," Johnny said. He put his hands on her face and began kissing her.

Alli could feel herself melt with his words that took her back to the day she lost her virginity to him. She smiled through the kiss as she replayed the moment he told her she was amazing at the revine, in her head.

After kissing for a few minutes Alli crawled down between his legs pulled his pants off. She took his hard dick through the slit of his boxers in her hands. She jerked it for a moment before teasingly licking the tip repeatedly.

"Alli..." Johnny shuddered. "Wait... there's more I have to..." he breathed heavily and felt hot all over as she licked up and down his length and lightly rubbed his pair. ".. that I have to tell you..."

"Shh, don't worry about it. You can tell me later. And you call this your congradulations present," she winked at him before going down on his length and sucking at a fast pace making Johnny start moaning instantly.

Alli sucked for almost fifteen minutes before she felt him throbbing in her mouth. She could feel him about to let loose and she took it out of her mouth.

"Alli.. no..." he groaned. "I'm just about to... Just please, don't stop right now.."

Alli giggled.

"Alllllli," he whined.

She crawled up the bed and sat next to him.

Johnny felt the feeling stop.

"Fuck..." he whispered but still hard.

Alli got off the bed and shut the light off. The curtain's were open but it was almost dark out making the room still just a little visible.

She walked back to the edge of the bed and before she got back on she slipped her shirt over her head. Alli and Johnny made direct eye contact the full time that she unhooked her bra and let it slide down her arms to the floor in front of her.

Johnny marveled at her chest, that he hadn't seen in forever, before he took his own shirt off too.

Johnny got off the bed and pushed her against the wall. His body was pressed against her and she could feel his length hard on her. He squeezed her chest and masaged it while kissing her.

Before the both of them knew it they were back on the bed completely undressed and Johnny had had his face between Alli's legs for the past eight minutes.

The both of them felt overwhelmed.

It had been so long since the last time they had sex with eachother and it felt different this time. It felt like Johnny was exploring her more than he used to when she was so timid and unallowing. Alli was enjoying this now and she wanted to make love to him, not just fuck. If this is one of the last times she sees him she wants to remember that they expressed how much they were once in love with each other. It might be too late now but it was closure and making love spoke all the words they wish they could've said to eachother a long long time ago and that they wish they had said over the phone to each other in the months they were apart.

Alli quivered and pulled Johnny up to her mouth, softly kissing his wet lips. Johnny was in a complete daze. Doing this was truly every thing he wish he could've done and showed to her when they were together and even some times afterwards. And she was amazing and so different. She had matured and became confident. And that drove him crazy, it made him think so much better of her than he already did.

Johnny realized Alli's hand on his length directing him into her as he was kissing her neck and slid back just a bit, her hand falling off.

Alli put her hands on his shoulders, "What.."

Johnny snapped back to reality, "I can't have sex with you," he blinked a few times and made a weird expression that made him look like he was in the clouds a few seconds ago.

"Why not?" Alli raised an eyebrow. Talking wasn't what she wanted to be doing right now.

"You didn't let me finish talking before. You know, when I mentioned college in the fall.."

Alli laughed, "You're kidding right...? I mean, no, like, I'm really proud of you and so happy that you got accepted and that you even made the decision to go but.. can we have this discussion later..?"

Johnny rolled off and looked up into the pitch black of the room, "I'm not going to college in America."

"Wait, what? You're coming back to Canada soon?" Alli was completely taken back. She didn't expect to hear that at all, a minute ago she thought she only had a limited amount of time left with him. "That's awesome! Perfect timing! I think we're finally ready to take this realtionship seriously even if we decide not being together is the right thing to do, well, the both of us can have a mature conversation about it now," she laughed.

"I'm going to school in Ireland."

If Alli thought she was taken back before, she was winded now. She couldn't even respond or speak at all. It became quiet with neither of them saying anything at all and the awkwardness in the room was overwhelming.

Johnny cleared his throat, "And um.. I'm actually leaving for Ireland.. next week."

"You can't, I just got you back into my life and now you're telling me I have little to almost no time with you..?" Alli couldn't believe it. She wish she had never fell in love with him before that way it wouldn't be so hard to keep letting go of him. Even all this time later.

Johnny got off the bed, "I'm gonna go. I'll text you or something.."

Alli crawled over the edge of the bed and grabbed his arm, "Don't go. Proove to me now how much I've ment to you and how much I always will. Make love to me right now, just this once, before you leave. Just make every thing right, erase the times from before in this once night, Johnny. Please," she pleaded.

"No," He put his boxers on.

"Johnny, you don't understand-" she started to say softly.

"No you don't, Alli."

"I guess not, I'm confused. Just stay," she shrugged even though he couldn't see her in the dark. Alli could feel him getting his clothes on though. She jumped off the bed and grabbed a big tee shirt from her drawer, quickly slipping it on with a pair of underwear.

Johnny flicked on the light and they both looked at eachother. He was fully clothed and looked ready to leave but she didn't want to let him, she couldn't actually.

"I'm gonna leave now," he said as she walked over.

She put her hands on his arms, "Just this one time."

"Alli, no, I can't." He walked out of the room and Alli stood there in shock for a few long seconds before going after him.

She caught up with him in the kitchen.

"Johnny! Don't leave!"

The rest of the gang was in the kitchen, plus others, like Dave, Adam, Bianca, Wesley, Katie Matlin, Marisol Lewis, and Imogen Moreno.

They all grew quiet and looked over.

"Alli, I'll talk to you tomorrow ok?" Johnny proposed.

"No! Not ok! You just told me you're moving to Ireland, probably for a long long time, and now you're skipping out on me! You are my first love, there was never anyone else that I felt for but you back then," Dave felt his heart sting a little when she said that, there were some things he didn't want to know. After all, he spent all his time trying to get with Alli when she was on and off with Johnny. Alli continued on, "You cross my mind everyday, I don't know how or why but you just do. And I have not had another boyfriend since, Johnny," she sighed and began to speak softly, "I'm the first girl you ever fell in love with and I'm just asking you for once can you show me that you care?"

"Here we go again," said Dave with an eyeroll.

Johnny recognized the voice and looked over to see Dave Turner. Suddenly he became highly annoyed,"Shut the fuck up Turner!" He almost lunged at Dave but Alli pulled on his wrist and he whipped his head back in her direction.

"I'm out of here! I can't believe this douche bag is really here right now and that you're actually still friends with a loser like him!"

"Oh?" Dave said. "I'm the douche and the loser? Yeah, that's why I'm here in Alli's suite and you're the one leaving. And you still can't show you care one bit, I'm out of here. I'll be in the living room," Dave exited the kitchen.

Johnny looked at Alli and scoffed.

"Relax Johnny, that was no big deal.. Please just come back to my room with me, Johnny."

"I'm going home Alli..."

She became frustrated and put her head in her hands and breathed deeply for a few seconds.

"For once, please!" She paused. "We need this closure! And if you're leaving I just want one night with you! What the fuck!"

"Alli I don't want to have sex with you and never see you again! I don't want to do that!" He yelled at her.

"Will you stop being so stubborn! I'm only asking to have you for one goddamn night and I can't believe you're pushing yourself away from me right now!"

"I DON'T WANT TO FUCK YOU AND THEN NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN...!" It became quiet in the room after Johnny shouted at her.

The others in the kitchen thought they should leave but they didn't want to move and piss off Johnny and Alli with their noise.

"JOHNNY I CAN HANDLE THIS NOW. I'M NOT FOURTEEN YEARS OLD ANYMORE, GOD DAMMIT!"

"I'm out of here," he stormed out slamming the door behind him.

Alli didn't chase after him. She looked at every one and smiled weakly before returning to her room to go to sleep.

xxxxxxx

Sorry it's been so long and that this one isn't that great! I realized how long it had been since I wrote and I threw this together in basically five minutes! I had noooo idea how much school would make me neglect this! I'm going to try getting one out per week now 3