Here is chapter 10 sorry for the slow update, with finishing up school it is hard to keep up with all my Fics and homework.
Loki threw my sketch book across the room and drew me close to his chest. "I am sorry that I was not there. I am sorry I could not protect you the way I promised." I felt him shudder as I slowly wrapped my arms around him.
"Loki, it's okay now. We found each other it may have taken sometime but we are back together again."
"I will right this." Loki pulled away from me. "I will right what has been done to you." He looked me in the eye, cradling my face in his hands. He leaned in and gently placed his cold lips on mine.
'He has always felt like ice.' I thought thinking back to the first kiss he stole from me and smiled letting a small giggle escape my lips.
"What has started this fit my love?"
"Oh nothing," I blushed. "It's just I remembered our first kiss… the one you stole."
"I did nothing of the sort." He mocked his offense "How could you accuse me of such a thing."
I was silent for a moment as I thought about the events of the past few days. Everything moved fast and learning who I really was not something I was handling well. 'Even though in though in this life my first name was Signy it always felt weird when people said it or myself; Alva always seemed right, but maybe that was because I wasn't right?'
"Darling are you alright?" Loki pulled me from my thoughts.
"Oh yes of course I am." I smiled at him. "I was just thinking."
"Oh and what as drew your mind so far me at this moment?" He teased me.
"I was thinking about my name, well names. About how for as long as I remember at least for my time on earth, even though Signy was my given name it never felt right here. Alva felt right here it felt like me. But now I'm no longer that person with no memory and out of control powers. But I also feel I am no long just Signy anymore be here has changed me. I've just been trying to figure out who I am." I paused and looked at him "I'm trying to figure out which me is me. And I think I may have figured it out. I feel Signy is right. I feel that I am more Signy then Alva, though I won't forget about my time here." Loki looked down at me as I explained my revelation.
"This is wonderful darling." A smile graced his lips, "I am so delighted." His cold calloused fingers grazed my cheek: I placed my hand over his and laced our fingers together.
"Kiss me." I whispered.
Loki hesitated for a moment, he seemed to be debating if he should or not but wind up smiling. "As you wish my love." He bent down to capture my lips. At first the kiss was gentle, chaste even but it quickly turned into something more primal. I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him closer deepening the kiss. One of his hands ghosted down my body as the other fisted my hair. Loki gave a slight sharp tug which caused me to gasp; which Loki took as an opportunity to explore my mouth, trying to take control. I began to fight back his invasion as I shifted my position: I settled myself over his lap and I could feel him against me. I smirked as I trailed my fingers down his chest as my hand traveled it came to rest at the top of his leather pants. I bit his lip with a gentle tug as I grasped his hard on. I was satisfied to hear moan escape his throat. Loki pulled my head away from his, cradling my head in his hands, "Do not start something unless you intend to finish." He growled.
"Oh I intend to finish, many, many times." I purred as I pressed his shoulders back, forcing him down on the bed. I felt his hands rake over my body and it set it on fire.
I felt his hands travel from my hips to my ass and he gave a firm squeeze causing me to moan in pleasure. Loki took my moment of surprise and flipped our positions. "You know love that I prefer to be on top." He purred as his mouth latched onto my neck. Loki began to remove my shirt and attack my breast with his mouth when there was a knock at the door. "Ignore it." But the banging continued Loki let out a deep growl and stormed to the door. "WHAT?!" He snapped at a blue eyed guard.
"There is development, Selvig and Barton require your attention." The guard answered.
"Away with you." Loki spat, he turned to me as he adjusted his appearance. "I am sorry my love duty calls, but I shall return as soon as possible." He strode across the room to me and placed a kiss on my forehead. "I will see you soon my love."